Author's Note: I would like to Thank all of you for the positive reviews I received and advice. I would like to give a special thanks to lunar silver for all of his/hers advice. Without any more wait Chapter 10.
Chapter 10: Inside Your Already Dead
Beastboy waking from his sleep slowly opened his eyes. He had dreamed about Raven and him marrying and having children again such a wonderful dream it was a shame that he had to awake from it. Beastboy finally getting his eyes all the way opened nearly popped out of his head when he saw where he was. I'm in my room I'm not suppose to be in my room I'm suppose to be waiting for Raven outside of her room thought a scared Beastboy How did I get here? he questioned in his head.
"I must have sleep walked back to my room,"Beastboy said out loud. There was a knock on his door. "Who is it?"asked Beastboy.
"It is I Starfire,"responded the voice beyond the door.
"Come in Star,"said Beastboy as the door slid open. Starfire walked in.
"I was just making sure you where okay," said Starfire
"I'm ok I sleep walked back to my room but other then that I'm pretty good,"joked Beastboy.
"You did not walk in your sleep to here Raven carried you,"announced Starfie "I saw her lift you with her powers. I followed her making sure she was taking you back to your room and wasn't going to harm you."
"Really?!"said a happy Beastboy "Raven carried me back. She does care,"shrieked Beastboy happily. "Come on Star Raven would never purposely hurt me,"he continued. "Anyways do you want to hear my genius plan to prove to Raven I'm not embarrassed to be with her?"asked Beastboy raising his eyebrows up and down.
"I most certainly would,"answered Starfire.
"Well I'm going to wait until the whole team is in one room then I'm going to walk up to Raven and be all like I got something for you in a real sexy voice then bam I give her the greatest kiss of her life right there in front of everyone. That will prove to her I'm not embarrassed,"said Beastboy.
"But what if she doesn't want to be kissed in public by you?"asked Starfire
"Oh she will once I start kissing her I've been practicing kissing on the mirror for years now I'm sure I'm great at it by now,"said Beastboy "But don't tell the others what I'm doing I want to see the looks on there faces once they see me kissing her,"told Beastboy.
"Okay I won't you can trust me,"said Starfire leaving the room.
Meanwhile in Raven's room she is standing in front of her mirror, not the portal one, practicing what she is going to say to Beastboy.
"Beastboy I think I may have feelings for you,No"she said not liking that line in the mirror "Beastboy I like like you,No,"she tried a new line.
"Beastboy there comes a time in every girls life when, No,"she tried again "Beastboy I'm madly in love with you take me away from this place,No" she said not liking that one either. "Maybe I'll just say Beastboy let's be a couple, really fast,"she said "or I'll tell him really quietly so he can't hear. That would never work Beastboy's big ears would ear," she said. Then all of a sudden there starts to be a knocking sound at her door. Oh God what if it's Beastboy she thought.
"Let me in friend I have most wonderful news,"said Starfire. The door opened and Starfire jumped in.
"You should come to the living room Beastboy has something to give you,"said Starfire happily.
"What is it?"asked Raven.
"I can not tell for it would violate my promise not to tell with Beastboy but it is a most wonderful gift,"she said bubbling over with excitement.
"Well I have something to tell Beastboy in private anyways so I'll come,"Raven said. They both walked down the hall way as the sound of thunder roared and rain pounded on the tower. A massive thunderstorm had came to jump city that day. "Did Thunder and Lighting get bored and started making this storm,"joked Raven as they made there way into the living room.
Robin and Cyborg was playing video games and Beastboy was pacing the floors waiting for Raven to come out. Beastboy looking up saw Starfire and Raven walk in after a big gulp from Beastboy he walked over to her "Hey Raven I got something for you, "he tried to say sexy like but it was more nervous then sexy.
"I have got something to tell you alone Beastboy,"Raven said.
"You can tell me after this,"Beastboy said as he began to lean in for a kiss. Just as he start to get close the lights went out so he stopped himself ,kissing her in the dark would defeat the purpose of wanting everyone to see.
"Yo who cut out the lights!"shouted Cyborg.
"The storm must have knock out the power,"concluded Robin.
"Aw, man and I was kicking your butt to in that video game,"said a disappointed Cyborg.
"Hey Cy can you cut on your flashlight and shine it over here for a second I got something I have to do?"asked Beastboy wanting him to light their kiss so they all could see.
"Sure thing,"said Cyborg as the flashlight that's connected to his shoulder raised up and began to shine. When the light panned over to them the whole team except Raven saw their worst enemy Slade standing behind Raven with laser pointing it at the unaware beauty.
"Raven look out!"screamed Beastboy as he pushed Raven out of the way of the lasers ray. The beam from the laser shot straight through Beastboys chest as his blood splattered on the other titans.
"Beastboy!"cried Raven catching him before he fell to the ground. Slade jump backward back into the darkness of the tower as his evil laugh filled the room.
"Titans go!"screamed Robin as him, Cyborg ,and Starfire tried to locate Slade in the darkness.
"Beastboy, it will be okay you'll be alright,"said Raven holding his bloody body in her arms as tears filled her eyes. Beastboy tried to say something but all that came out was coughs of blood. "Why did you do it Beastboy,I'd would have rather the beam hit me then you,"sobbed Raven tears now failing fast from her big blue eyes.
The other titans tried to look for Slade in the darkness Starfire green balls of energy around her hands had provided more light so they could see. Slade quickly put a end to that by jumping up and kicking Starfire from behind knocking her down.
"Starfire,"cried a concern Robin "I'll get you for that Slade!"Robin shouted.
"No I will be getting you,"Slade said as he broke a chair over Robins back. Cyborg began shooting off his plasma gun randomly into the darkness in the area of Slade but Slade mange to dodge all of them but Starfire and Robin weren't as lucky Cybrgs plasma ray hit both of them as they were trying to get back up knocking them down again.
Raven now cradling Beastboys lifeless body was having a emotional breakdown "No Beastboy you can't die not yet not before I tell you how I feel, please don't die!"Raven sceamed in agony. She knew Beastboy was dead but she couldn't admit it to her self she wouldn't be able to handle the truth. Slade knocked her down from behind and pointed the laser at her. Rage took over all of Ravens emotions. Tears stop flowing down her blue eyes as they were replaced with four red ones. A flash of lighting allowed Raven to see where Slade and his laser was at. So she grab the weapon that had shot her beloved with a tentacle of dark energy and broke it into pieces. Slade quickly ran to the hallway carefully dodging Ravens black energy tentacles. The lights came back on just as Slade ran into the hallway Raven flew after him faster then Raven had ever flew before.
The other titans sprang back to their feet. "Cyborg you and Starfire try to help Beastboy I'll go after Slade with Raven!"Robin commanded. Robin ran after Slade and Raven down the hall way. Slade had made a bad turn and had ended up at a dead end now trapped as a demonic Raven caught up to him Slade remained calm.
"I'm going to kill you Slade!"screamed Raven in a demonic voice.
"On the contrary Raven it is I who have killed you. I've been watching you and Beasyboy I was with you two on your date. I made the Red X bot flirt with you just to see his reaction he feel for it like a fish a worm. Face it Raven with him dead you will lose control of your emotions and powers putting you and everyone you love in great danger. Face it Raven inside your already dead your only reason for living is lying in a pool of his own blood as we speak."laughed Slade.
"You going to be lying in your own blood soon enough!"shouted Raven. Her dark energy tentacles wrapped around Slades arms, legs ,and neck preparing to pull him apart as Robin ran up.
"Don't do it Raven don't drop down to his level!"cried Robin "If you kill him you just as bad as he is!" Raven ignored Robin and all at once she ripped of all is limbs and head off his body. Revealing circuits and wires.
"It's just another damn robot!"screamed a frustrated Raven.
Slade's voice came out of the robots head and said "Now children you honestly didn't think I'd put myself in such danger did you."
"Guys come quick!"screamed Cyborg "He's not dead yet." At this rage lost control of Raven and she and Robin raced back to where the others where. They ran an knelt down next to Beastboy.
"He's he going to be alright?"asked Robin
"Not if we don't do something fast he has a hole through his lung, his slipped into a coma, he'll be dead soon if we don't hurry!" cried Cyborg as a tear ran down his human eye.
"Quick let's get him to the medical wing!"commanded Robin.
"There's no time for that! We only have one chance! Raven you have to use your powers to heal and make it fast!"Cyborg demanded
"I don't know if I can I'm to emotional I can't control my powers good anymore!"said Raven crying
"You have to try you're his only hope!"said Robin tears failing from under his mask.
"Please save Beastboy!" sobbed Starfire tears streaming down her face.
Raven put her hands on Beastboy wound and tried to heal it but nothing happens her emotions couldn't handle it.
"I can't do it!"screamed Raven. Cyborg changed his arm into a plasma cannon and pointed it at Raven's head.
"Save him or I'll blast you head off!"screamed Cyborg.
"Cyborg No!" cried Robin grabbing his arm and pointing it down.
Emotions I know this is a hard time for us thought Raven but please calm down and save the man we love.
Raven putting her hand over Beastboys wound again chants "Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" as a bright white light shines over Beastboy and his wound began to close.
"Your doing it Raven keep going,"cheered Cyborg
"Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" she repeats again until his wound is completely healed.
"He's vital signs are good!"cried Cyborg with delight, "You know I was just kidding about blasting your head off right." he added.
Beastboy raised back up and looked at all the happy tear stained faces of his team mates.
"Now where was I?" said Beastboy "Oh yeah!"
He grab Raven behind her head and pulled her in for a passionate kiss all the years of practice had finally paid off. Raven was shocked but kissed back putting her tongue in Beastboys mouth. Cyborg and Robin's mouth dropped to the floor and Starfire giggled. The kiss was so great so full of love that it was to much for Ravens emotions to handle no one had ever kissed her not even her own mother. A black aura circled Beastboy starting at his lips which where on Raven's. The aura completely engulfed Beastboy and launched him across the room through the window into the rain outside. Beastboy manged to turn into a bird and save himself and flew back inside.
"Beastboy!"cried the others all running over to him.
I was afraid of this thought Raven I can't be with him my emotion will not allow it I just threw him out a window next time it could be worse I could kill him and not mean too thought Raven as she pulls her hood over her face to hide her tears.
"Are you okay Beastboy?"asked Starfire helping him to his feet.
"My side hurts really bad,"complained Beastboy.
"I think you broke your rib,"said Cyborg feeling his side.
"Also the glass cut you up pretty bad,"said Robin pointing to the cut marks dripping blood all over Beastboy's body.
"What's your problem Raven!"shouted Cyborg "If you didn't want him to kiss you you could've just pushed him of you didn't have to throw him out a window!"
"Yeah Raven you could have killed him!"shouted Robin also "You just saved his life and you almost ended it. "
Raven turned around she couldn't bear the sight of Beastboy hurt by her own hand.
"Raven,"said Beastboy. Raven turned her head when she heard Beastboy voice.
"I'm sorry for kissing you,"apologized Beastboy " I thought you liked me. Sorry it won't happen again,"said Beastboy fighting back tears.
Raven couldn't stay there anymore after hearing that afraid her emotions would lose control again she teleported to her room where everything in it began to be thrown around by her out of control powers.
The other titans took Beastboy to the medical wing and fixed him up and comforted him.
"It will be okay there are plenty of fish in the sea,"said Cyborg
"I don't want a fish I want a bird named Raven,"said Beastboy sitting on the patient table"I wish Slade would've killed instead at least I wouldn't have had to know Raven hating me."
"Don't say such terrible things Beastboy,"Starfire commanded.
"Starfires right don't be like that,"said Robin "In a few months you will fogotten that you ever liked Raven in the first place."he continued "At least you got one date out of her no other boy can say that."said Robin slapping him on the back.
"Yeah I guess I did get that far with her one date,"said Beastboy. Cyborg quietly slipped fifty dollars in Robins hand Robin had won the bet after all this time.
"Stay in here and rest up we'll come check up on you later,"said Cyborg as they all walked out.
"I've got to get out of hear!"said Beastboy "I've got to get away. I can't stay here with Raven every time I see her the heartbreak will just come back!"he reasoned. "I ran away from the Doom Patrol I can run away from the Teen Titans!"he cried as he opened an window changed into a eagle and flew away.
There you go Chapter 10 pretty long I know I hate doing long chapters but it kind of just happened that way. The next 3 chapter will be songfics one for Beastboy one for Raven and one for them both. Until then reviews would be nice because I worked really hard on this chapter. Thank you all for reading the story this far just a few more chapters to go.