I cant write fiction for this one.
I am not writing this for the Con artist, I am writing this for everyone who has rallied and supported and been betrayed.
We want the best in our commmunity, we support those we think are right,
We want to emulate our heros, we fight, we defend those we belive have been victimized,
We uphold ideals, we want justice, we go out of our way to give suport to those in need,
BUT sometimes those in need are lying,
But sometimes those we believe are victims are abusers
But sometimes those we think are the BEST, are in truth the worst of the worst.
My friends, that we are hurt is not to be denied, but please do not be shamed for believing the best in people, do not feel demeaned fo rising above and standing for ideals. The one thing this has thought me is that the fanfic community and the Inu Sess readers in particular are all (leaving one) amazing and wonderful people. Your fierce defence, your comming together, your support has made me damn proud to be part of this community. I have been honored from knowing all of you, and I sincerely hope that you all feel DAMN PROUD OF YOURSELVES!
FoxieFIreFly aka Lazybones or whatever your name is, I dont hate you, you are not worth my hate. I told you yesterday when you PM'e me as LB for help because you were scared that Izzi and FOXIE were going to KILL you "I know when Im being played, but I'll go along with it .." cause you may be wanting to do the right thing. I am not sure what you were trying to achieve... make me feel stupid? **grin hehehe you really dont know me at all.
I know who I am, I know what kind of person I am, and inspite of having my good will that spat in my face, you will not change who I am. I will still play the fool in the future when those who profess to be in need ask for my help. From my first PM to you about the Troll, I suspected it was you, adn I said that. I gave you the benefit of the doubt, but I am really not surprised. I dont feel stupid at all, you see from this I know that I can rise above, I can be nice, not because the other person is nice... but IN SPITE of their stupid and pathetic behaviour.
I like, no actually I LOVE the person I am Inside and I am proud to be ME!
What ever your excuses you only 'confessed' because you were given an ultimation, you are still desperately seeking for attention, enjoying the harm and pain you caused people and digging fracntically for approval. I know you are less than 16 years old, so little girl before you self destruct, please get help.
I do not hate you... you are not that important in my life,
I am not angry with you... you are too weak, too pathetic in your scramble for attention to generate that emotion.
I do not dislike you... you dislike yourself enough for the both of us
I do not pity you... for deliberately hurting others, you have proved to be even beneath my pity.
But you are still a human being, a human growing.. so I bear you no animorsity, and have the same message that I have in my PMs to you, I truly wish you all the best when you do things that do not hurt other people.
To everyone in this community, YOU ARE ALL AMAZING! I will not leave FF because you have shown what an amazing place this is, not because of the uninterested admin, but because 99% of the people here are TRUE Gems and I am proud to be part of this community.
HUGS HARD!
SunHawk