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A/N: I am soo sorry for holding out on you all I'm trying I swear I am.
"Scream Rebirth" Chapter Ten 'When You Find Me'
It had been a few days since the day Quinn had agreed to sing with Rachel, and the blonde had taken it upon herself to write her own part. She still hasn't written it, and as of now she is sitting on Rachel's bed trying to write but seriously can't find the words.
Rachel noticed Quinn with a pen in hand thinking with her eyebrows furrowed. "Quinn?"
The blonde looked up.
"Write what you really feel, what you want to tell me but you can't really say it...Remember Quinn music speaks louder than words."
Quinn laughed. "Isn't it actions speak louder than words?"
Rachel smiled. "Not the point! We're doing music not violence. Oh and we start shooting 'Can't Stand It' Monday."
Quinn bit her bottom lip smiling. "I'm kind of nervous."
"Don't be it's gonna be fun." Rachel smiled.
"So what's going to happen in the video?" Quinn asked.
Rachel grinned. "Well it's shows me and you running out of a building after a concert and into a limo, then we just kind of coast from there."
Quinn smiled then pecked Rachel on the lips when they heard a bell ring.
"You ready?" Rachel asked standing up from the bed.
Quinn nodded.
"Are you sure you want to come we might be there all night."
"Yeah, I need to hear your songs maybe I'll get inspired." Quinn said smiling.
"Okay." Rachel smiled taking Quinn's hand and walking out of her room.
"Hey Ry." Rachel smiled giving him a hug.
"Hey Rach, hi Quinn." he smiled.
"Hi." Quinn said giving a slight wave.
"Rachel's here!" a guy cheered.
"Rachel's here!" another guy echoed.
"Yay!" a few random girls cheered.
"Well who is this? Huh?" a girl smiled at Rachel knowing full and well who it was. "You've been with her this whole time?...Rachel you little rascally devil!" a girl smirked.
"Quinn this is Nick, and Nora." The girl punched Rachel in the arm. "Okay no, thing one and thing two." The dark haired girl growled tackling Rachel to the floor. "Ahhh hahahaha okay, okay!" Rachel giggled as the girl tickled her to death.
"I'm Isaiah." he chuckled low shaking Quinn's hand. He had shaggy brown hair and pants with a Muse shirt on.
"And I'm Skylar but you can call me Sky." the brunette said popping up shaking Quinn's hand she had on a ty die shirt on with skinny jeans and converse.
"I'm Ronnie but you can call me Scruggs." a ooranged hair boy smiled polietly.
"And this is Eddy our producer and manager." the older man stood up shaking her hand. "Are you all ready?" he asked asked them. Rachel nodded taking off her jacket and setting it on the chair.
"Here Quinn you can sit here." Sky smiled with Eddy bringing a chair.
Rachel pecked Quinn on the cheek and walked into the recoding studio bringing her acoustic guitar to her seat.
"Who are those girls behind us?" Quinn whispered to Sky and Eddy seeing a few girls glare her way.
She laughed. "I honestly have no clue. Groupies perhaps?"
'Great Rachel probably slept with all of them and didn't call back.' she gritted in her mind.
"What are most of Rachel's songs about?" Quinn asked curiously she had wanted to go through YouTube and just search for every video and every interview but Rachel told her no.
"She still doesn't want you to hear anything yet does she?" Eddy asked laughing; Quinn shook her head no. "Most of them are about you, some about Jordan, some 'I fucked up songs', and of course 'fuck you songs'. Alright guys, are you ready?" Eddy asked through the microphone. They all nodded putting on their headphones, as he turned the record button and metronome on and signed her to go ahead and start playing.
(*Song is Eyes by Rogue Wave*)
Missed the last train home
Birds pass by to tell me that I'm not alone
Well I'm pushing myself to finish this part
I can handle a lot
But one thing I'm missing is in your eyes
"Like this one." Eddy said to Quinn breaking her focus.
"Excuse me?" she asked.
In your eyes
"This song, it's about you." he smiled and laughed "This whole album is practically about you."
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
Have you seen this film
It reminds me of walking through the avenues
Washing my hands of attachments yeah
I can land on the ground
but one thing I'm missing is in your eyes
Quinn felt her heart flutter hearing Rachel sing about her. She had always been told she had amazing eyes, she would always roll them and ignore it because she figured it was a pick up line but whenever Rachel would look at them or say she had beautiful eyes she would blush.
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
"How was that?" Rachel asked smiling.
"Perfect." Quinn answered for Eddy who nodded and laughed.
"Let's do Dance Inside now." Sky said to Rachel who looked to Eddy who nodded back.
(*Song is called Dance Inside which belongs to The All American Rejects*)
Rachel and Isaiah began to play then Scruggs and Ryan.
You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
Lips for biting
"You know what this song is about?" Sky asked Quinn who shook her head in response. "It's about the first time you and Rachel made love."
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
Eyes for striking
"How do you know?" Quinn asked knowing it was probably true.
Now I'm twisted up when I'm twisted with you
Brush so lightly
"It's totally obvious, plus Isaiah told me." She giggled.
And time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
Squeeze so tightly
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste new, precious time
We'll dance inside the song
"I've known these kids since they started working at my bar...You know them long enough they all confess something, it didn't take me long to know Rachel's heart didn't belong to Jordan's." Eddy added.
What makes the want to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
Touch sight taste like fire
Hands do know what eyes no longer defend
Hands to fuel desire
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste new, precious time
We'll dance inside the song
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
"So how are you doing on your song writing?" Eddy asked looking down at Quinn's blank paper.
"I honestly have no idea what to write." Quinn sighed. "And I know it's only suppose to be like two lines but still, it's hard."
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
"Okay...well the song is about her weakness, that she can't be her true self without you...Sooo write about your weakness with her." Eddy explained as sky nodded in agreement.
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
"I have a lot of them." she chuckled.
"Well make it simple." he chuckled back.
"Cut it short...You know? Like one word to describe it." Sky smiled.
And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake
Quinn smiled at Rachel and knew what she wanted to sing.
What makes the want to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
What makes the want to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
Move down to me slip into you...
"How was that Eddy?" Ryan asked this time grinning.
"What hell do you guys think? You've been practicing these fucking songs for years!" Eddy yelled.
They all laughed till Quinn began too write her part of her song. It may be only a couple of lines but it will do. She handed it too Eddy who smiled and nodded. "Simple and clear."
(*This is song belongs too Mayday Parade titled Jamie All Over but I changed the name*)
"Let's do Quinn All Over." Rachel said to her band mates. They all began to tune their guitars and counted unaware that someone had walked in the room with Quinn and Eddy.
They began too play then Rachel began too sing.
I had a dream last night we-
"Stop!" A blonde girl Quinn immediately recognized.
"What the-Jordan!" Rachel hounded.
"Rachel, what the hell was that do it over, you can do better!" the small blonde yelled out.
"Jordan what the hell are you doing here?" Rachel questioned.
"Oh come on who do you think sent you that beer the other night?"
"That was from you?" Rachel asked.
Jordan nodded.
Rachel and the rest of the band put down their things and went out the door.
"Jordan, I told you not to come." Ryan whispered.
"You knew she was here?" Rachel asked. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because, I told her that you and Quinn were together now, and needed your space."
Rachel sighed turning to Jordan.
The tiny blonde heard whispering from the groupies sitting on the couch. "Beat it!"
They scoffed and left the room.
"Jordan I thought you were travailing the world. What happened?" Rachel asked.
Ryan turned to Jordan and said "Tell her J."
"Well you see I was around Europe. You know how much I love Europe, and well I went down to Paris. You know how much I love Paris! The beauty and the foo-"
"Jordan! Get on with!" Rachel snapped.
"I started gambling when this man had the balls to say I wasn't a man and couldn't play so I challenged him with some old school poker and well...he beat me."
Rachel sighed Jordan always gambled her money away.
"And." Ryan folded his arms raising his eyebrow.
"Well turns out he was a high roller and...a Sheik." Jordan winced knowing Rachel was going to start yelling.
"Jesus, Jordan!" Rachel sighed. "How could you be so stupid! We've talked about this over and over!"
"I know but Rach, he told me I wasn't a man and couldn't play!" Jordan defended.
"Who cares, Jordan! How much do you owe him?"
"About a hundred grand."
"Oh my gosh." Rachel laughed sitting down next to Quinn.
"And well when I told him I couldn't pay him he tried to keep me as his wife and I told him to keep dreaming."
Rachel sat back still thinking about all of that money that she knows she'll have to help with.
"So I told him I would find a way to pay him off and now he has men following me around waiting for me to pay up."
"How much time did he give you to pay up?" Rachel asked, Quinn rubbed her back seeing how stressed she had gotten.
"He said because he likes my ass he'll give me six months."
Rachel held her head trying to come up with ways to make more money.
"I thought you quit gambling and drinking." Sky said softly.
"Dad cut me off a while back telling me that I was just throwing my life away, and that's why I went back to gambling."
"I have have fifty now...Ryan how much do you have?"
"About that much that's what I kind of wanted to talk to you about that night when I walked in on you and..." he cleared his throat. "I was going to ask for half and I'll do the other half." Ryan said as Rachel nodded.
"Alright."
"No!" Jordan exclaimed. "I won't let both of you blow the money you both worked hard to earn on me."
"Well then how are you going to pay him off then Jordan?" Ryan yelled.
"Well I was hopping I could work for it." Jordan said making Rachel raise her eyebrow. "Rachel I can sing. You know I can. I'll go on tour with you and sing with you and then I can make enough money!" Jordan suggested.
Ryan laughed shaking his head. "No, Jordan."
"Wait..." Rachel said. "That's not a bad idea...I have a few songs that she could sing on, and then when we go on tour she can get paid that way too."
"Yeah but Rach, she won't make that much in six months." Ryan said.
"Then you and I will pay it off now and then she'll pay us back." Rachel said.
"Yes! I can do that!" Jordan said jumping up and down.
"...Fine but you will go to gamblers and alcoholics anonymous." Ryan said looking at Jordan.
"Hmmmnnnnoooo." Jordan whined.
"Jordan." he warned.
"Fine! Okay! I will!" she shouted throwing her hands up. "Now...Can I have a hug? I haven't seen you in what-"
"Two years." Rachel finished.
Quinn watched as Jordan's face turned to being actually sincere.
"Come here." Jordan whispered.
Rachel ran to her lifting her up in a bear hug.
Jordan giggled squeezing back.
"I missed you J." Rachel grinned.
"I missed you too Rae-Rae." Jordan beamed letting go and stepping back. She turned seeing Quinn stare right back at her. "So Rae are you going to introduce me to your friend?"
"Jordan this is my girlfriend Quinn...Quinn this is-"
"Jordan Roark, Rachel's ex fiance." Jordan said raising her eyebrow.
"It's so nice to finally meet you." Quinn said shaking her hand lightly.
"Yeah right back to you...You and I are going to have a sit down."
"Jordan." Rachel warned.
"What, Rae? I just want to have a little chat with the girl."
"No." Rachel said back.
"Fine then we'll talk later go back and finish your song, and put more omf in it." Jordan demanded.
Rachel scoffed. "Just sit down Roark, and don't bug Eddy."
"He's still alive?" Jordan mumbled sitting next to Quinn and Sky.
"Yes I am Jordan." Eddy grumbled looking at the blue eyed blonde.
"Same song?" Ryan asked as Rachel walked in.
"Yup." she replied.
I had a dream last night we-
"Stop! One more time!" Jordan spoke up.
"Damn it Jordan!" Ryan shouted.
"Rachel, feel it." Jordan said softly smiling.
Rachel shook her head laughing. "Alright one more time guys from the top."
I had a dream last night we
Drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights
I wish you could have seen us
Begging for change to get home
Or at least San Francisco
Let's put a ten on the high card
And spend a summer on the west coast
Down and to the left
(Here's a map and the pen, the place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)
And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories
We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to
Down and to the left
(Here's a map and the pen, the place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)
And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories
Memories
I had a dream last night we
Drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights
Please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories
We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to
Down and to the left
Once the band finished they all grinned at each other then heard Jordan's voice on speaker.
"That sucked."
Once Rachel finally got everyone to leave the studio she took Quinn's hand and led her inside the recording room.
"Are you ready to try our song out?"
"Yes." Quinn said nervously sitting next to Rachel on the piano bench.
(*This song is called When you Find me by Joshua Radin*)
Rachel began to slowly play till it was time for Quinn to start harmonizing and signaled her.
(Quinn)- Oooo Oooo Oooo Oooo Ohh
Quinn watched Rachel take the lead; admiring her girlfriend.
(Rachel)-Something is said, it sits in my head
It's been there too long, it's killing me slow
It's rolling around, it's pushing me down
It's keeping the good part of me closed
Can't you see that when I find you, I'll find me
Rachel faced Quinn singing with her.
(Both)-Oh I need you to know today I'll wait for you always
Oh I need you to know today I'll wait for you always
(Quinn)- Ah Ah Ah Ah Ha
Rachel stared at her girlfriend, she couldn't wait to hear what Quinn wrote.
(Quinn)-My only weakness, is knowing your secrets
and holding them close, and hold them tight
Rachel began to smile with Quinn as they sang together.
(Both)-I know the way to silently make you
smile with my eyes,
(Rachel)-when you're trying to fight
Can't you see that when I find you, I'll find me
(Both)-Oh I need you to know today I'll wait for you always
Oh I need you to know today I'll wait for you always
Quinn wiped her tear away kissing Rachel softly on the cheek.
(Rachel)-Cause when I find you, I'll find me
Rachel turned meeting Quinn in a sweet kiss.
(Quinn)- Oooo Oooo Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Haa
(Rachel)-Can't you see that when I find you I'll find me
They both leaned their foreheads against one another's singing to the other.
(Both)-Oh I need you to know today I'll wait for you always
Oh I need you to know today I'll wait for you always
Oh I need you to know today I'll wait for you always
(Rachel)-When I find you...
When I find you...
Rachel stopped playing and sang softly.
...I'll find me
"So...What did you think?" Quinn asked softly.
"I thought it was beautiful." Rachel replied smiling.
Quinn threaded her fingers at the neck of Rachel's hair bring her in for a kiss. "Love you."
"I love you too."
A/N: I am so sorry again that this took so damn long to get out to yall but hopefully you all liked it.
