Yeah this took twenty years to get out and for that... I am sorry.
Also I'd like to give a shout out to Fancandy on AO3 for asking for Cas to go skinny dipping. Here you go, sweetie.
And I'd like to wish a happy 21st birthday to my sweet moon pie, Haley. Without her, these chapters would be riddled with mistakes and I would have no one to share my frustrations with when it comes to Jensen Ackles and his perfection. Thank you, Haley. I love you.
Now, on with the chapter. Enjoy!
It had been seven days. Seven days of "studying for tests", "helping each other with homework", "movie marathons", and "hanging out with friends". In all actuality, they'd just been having a lot of sex. It was fun and new and exciting and it was really hard to be in each other's presence and not want to bang.
"Do you think we're sex addicts?" Cas asked Dean breathlessly.
It was Friday and they'd just gotten home from school. After stopping for a snack in the kitchen and a short conversation with John and Mary about their day, Dean and Cas went straight to his room to "broaden Cas' musical horizons".
Dean rolled over on his side, pulling Cas against him to bask in his post orgasmic bliss. "We're not addicts, Cas," he said, chuckling.
Cas tilted his head slightly, angling it just right so he could kiss his boyfriend before asking, "Then why can't we stop having sex? I think we're making our friends angry."
Dean closed his eyes, running his hand up and down Cas' side. "Because it's new, Cas. You ever find a new song and listen to it until you're sick of it?"
Dean could hear the frown on Cas' face in his voice as he declared, "I don't want to get sick of this."
Dean chuckled again. He opened his eyes and looked at Cas, finding that grumpy old man frown looking back at him. "We're not going to get sick of it. We're just enjoying ourselves. We're like rabbits. How does that one song go? Birds do it? Bees do it?"
"They're talking about falling in love, Dean."
"I'm pretty sure that's code for having sex," he said, smirking over at Cas.
Cas' frown fell from his face as he smiled at the lazy smirk on his boyfriend's face. "Maybe we should hang out with our friends tonight."
"Or tomorrow?" Dean suggested as he pulled Cas a little closer to him.
"Or both," Cas said. He didn't want sex to lose its thrill. Plus, he wanted to spend some time with Dean with his clothes on. They still hadn't talked about their future. As much as he hated thinking about it, this was a talk that needed to happen, and soon.
Dean sighed. "Okay. If it makes you feel better, we'll go out with them tonight," he said as he moved to lean on his elbow, looking down at Cas.
"Thanks, Dean."
Dean ran his hand up Cas' neck and into his hair, pressing his lips against Cas' to give him a long, slow kiss. Cas moaned softly into the kiss, running his hand up Dean's back and pulling himself closer. Dean pulled back, running his nose along Cas' jaw before placing a kiss on his neck. He pulled back to look down at Cas. "Go take your shower. I'll text Benny."
Cas frowned. "You're not going to take one with me?" This was Cas' second favorite thing to do with Dean.
"I'd just end up pinning you against the wall," he says, letting his eyes travel over Cas' body, taking in the sight of the bruises and hickeys he'd left all over Cas. He had a small problem with marking Cas, but Cas didn't seem to mind. He'd taken a page out of Dean's book and started leaving his own hickeys on Dean's body.
"Maybe we can start trying to cut down on the sex after a shower," Cas proposed.
Dean smiled down at him. "I like that idea better." Dean got off the bed and pulled Cas with him. "Go start the shower. I'll text Benny right fast and meet you in there."
Cas nodded and turned to go to the bathroom, but stopped. He turned back and looked at Dean. He took a deep breath. "And tonight – tomorrow – sometime soon… we need to talk."
Dean sighed. He knew. He'd been thinking about it for the past week. "We will," he said softly, kissing Cas. "We will."
Cas nodded again and hurried into the bathroom. Dean sent a quick text to Benny, saying, "Whatever you guys have planned tonight, count Cas and me in."
He tossed his phone on the bed and hurried into the bathroom to find Cas leaning into the shower, testing the water as he tried to get it hot enough. Cas didn't know he was standing there watching him. He started humming one of the songs that had been playing while him and Dean had sex. He started bobbing his head a little as he got in the shower, rubbing his hands on his chest as he got wet, putting his head under the water as he braced his arms on the shower wall.
Dean bit his lip as he watched the water run down Cas' body for a moment. If Cas wanted to talk, he knew just what to say. Dean got in the shower, making Cas jump slightly because he didn't hear Dean come in. Before he could turn around, Dean had his arms wrapped around him, pulling him flush against his chest. Dean pressed his face against the back of Cas' head and sighed. "I meant what I said a week ago: I'll follow you wherever you want to go," Dean said softly.
Cas turned around in Dean's arms. "What were your goals, Dean? What did you want to do?"
"I was going to go to UK and get a degree in engineering."
"Really?" Cas asked in slight shock. Dean flew by the seat of his pants; he wasn't really expecting an answer.
Dean nodded. "I was going to have the best summer of my life and then go to college. High school is pointless. The things I've learned there haven't really taught me much. College is what's important."
"I'm going to UK," Cas decided. He had been wishy-washy about the decision. He wanted to go to a big name college, but he wanted to stay with Dean. Knowing Dean had goals when he didn't just made Cas' decision all the more easier.
"No, you aren't. You're going to Harvard. Or Stanford. Or Yale. Or whatever other famous college wants you. I'll be right there with you. I can find a small university wherever you go."
Cas shook his head. "I'm going to UK. I don't know what I want, Dean. I'm not going to go to any of those colleges when I don't even know… who I am! How can I decide on a major when I have no idea what I like? The only thing I know for certain is that I don't want to be without you. So, I'm going to UK and you're going to get a degree in engineering…" Cas smiled at Dean. "And we're going to live happily ever after."
Dean shook his head. He couldn't let Cas pass up something like this, but Cas' hands framed his face, stopping him from shaking his head. "Cas – "
"Shut up," Cas said sternly. "Thank you for wanting the best for me, but I have the best right here in front of me."
Dean grabbed Cas and shoved him against the shower wall, kissing him hard. He really didn't know how else to respond, but getting Cas off seemed like the best thank you he could give him without saying anything at all. His hand wrapped around Cas' dick as he continued to kiss him, keeping him pressed firmly against the cool tile wall. Dean worked him until he was completely hard. Dean dropped down onto his knees, swallowing Cas as far as he could take him. He bobbed his head a few times before releasing him and jerking him off again as he kissed and licked his balls.
"You want to know what the best is Cas?"
"What?" he moaned out between pants.
"You," Dean stated simply. "Every fucking inch of you," he said, dragging his tongue up Cas' shaft. He reached up and started fingering Cas' hole. "Inside and out," he added, before putting Cas back in his mouth.
Cas' head fell back against the wall with a soft thud. He ran his hands into Dean's hair, tugging gently. He moaned, "Dean," under his breath as he looked down at the boy knelt before him.
Dean pulled back and looked up at, stroking him as he asked, "What is it, Cas? What do you want to do me?"
Cas ran his thumb along Dean's bottom lip. "Open your mouth," he said in a low voice, deeper than Dean ever heard Cas speak. Dean did as told and opened his mouth. Cas grabbed his dick and slid it into Dean's mouth slowly, pulling back and doing it again. "Close your lips around me," he said in that same voice.
Dean complied with Cas' wishes, closing his lips around him and letting Cas fuck his mouth. Cas ran his hand through the top of Dean's hair, gripping his head and holding it in place as he thrust his hips. Dean continued to finger Cas, putting more pressure on his prostate, watching as Cas' face twisted in pleasure: brow furrowed, mouth agape, and eyes closed. Cas never looked more beautiful to Dean when in these moments.
Cas started chanting Dean's name under his breath. He was close. He was so close. His legs were getting weak and he didn't think he was going to be able to stand any longer. Dean could feel his thighs shaking since that's where his hand was resting. He wondered how much longer Cas could hold out, but his question was soon answered when Cas shoved his dick into Dean's mouth and came.
Cas almost fell over after emptying himself into Dean's mouth, but Dean helped him slide down the wall. Dean leaned forward and kissed Cas, stoking his sensitive dick as he came down from his orgasmic bliss. "You okay?" Dean asked, cupping his face as he continued to press kisses all over it.
Cas smiled, languidly. "Yeah," he said softly.
"That was kind of hot, Cas."
Cas chuckled, looking up at Dean as he pulled away from him, running his hands up and down Cas' inner thighs. "You liked that?"
Dean nodded. "Absolutely. Cas, we can do anything you want."
Cas smiled at Dean, grabbing him behind the neck and pulling him in for a kiss. Their moment was interrupted by Dean's phone ringing from the other room. "That's probably Benny."
"We need to actually shower."
Dean stood up and pulled Cas to his feet. He leaned against the wall, trying to find the strength in his legs. Dean smirked and grabbed the soap. "You just stand there. I got this."
Cas wrapped his hand around Dean's very hard dick. "What about you?"
"We can take care of me later."
"But – "
Dean kissed him to stop him from arguing. "Later," he reiterated.
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"I don't know," Cas said, looking down at the beer bottle Dean was offering him.
"You mean getting drunk isn't on your list?" Benny asked in confusion. "Getting high was but not getting drunk?"
"There isn't an actual list," Cas said.
"We should really fix that," Dean said with a smirk on his lips.
"I just don't know about getting drunk."
"Just try it," Dean said, moving the bottle closer to him. "If you don't like it, then you can sip on your bottled water all night."
"Not to sound like a dick from an after school special," Charlie said, raising her hand to call attention to herself, "but you're not going to have as much fun being sober around a bunch of drunk people."
"If he's not drinking, I'm not drinking. So he won't be the only one sober," Dean said.
Anna and Charlie smiled at Dean. "Aww!"
Dean rolled his eyes before looking at Cas. "Cas?"
Cas took the beer from Dean's hand and sniffed it. He turned his nose up at the smell, but put the bottle to his lips. He took a drink and made the most disgusted face. "That's the worst thing I've ever had in my mouth."
Dean tossed his head back, laughing at him. Benny offered his drink. "Maybe you're more of a hard liquor kind of guy," Benny suggested. "Drink a little of this."
Cas took Benny's drink and took a sip. He nodded his head as he handed it back to Benny. "That's not too bad. It's not great, but it's not as bad as beer."
"Beer is an acquired taste," Dean said as he took a swig.
"Whatever you say," Cas said, patting Dean's shoulder. He looked back at Benny. "Is there anymore of this?"
"You keep that cup, Cas. I'll make another."
"Thanks," Cas said, leaning back against the Impala next to Dean.
Dean moved closer, putting his arm around Cas and slipping his hand into Cas back pocket. He tapped his beer bottle against Cas' red cup, winking at Cas, and taking another drink of his beer.
"So, I know we aren't supposed to ask about colleges and the future and stuff, but I've got to know how this is going to work," Anna said, practically begging for an answer.
Cas looked at Dean. Dean shrugged. "It's up to you, Cas."
Cas looked back at Anna, then took a look at everyone else. Everyone was leaning forward slightly, waiting for Cas to say something. Cas smirked. "I've decided to go to the University of Kansas," was all Cas got out before everyone said, "What?!"
Cas took a deep breath and released it slowly. He wasn't as close to these people as Dean was. Ever since last weekend, he'd gotten closer to Charlie since they shared a few classes together, but he hadn't seen Benny, Jo, or Anna outside of school since they were last here at Dorothy's. So everyone questioning his choices didn't sit right with him.
"Dean and I are serious about our relationship. Dean has stated – very adamantly – that he would go wherever I want to go," Cas said, causing Dean to shift his weight slightly. He didn't want everyone knowing what he and Cas talk about behind closed doors. Cas was pretty much the only person Dean had opened himself up to completely, with the exception of his family. But even they didn't know everything. "The problem is I don't have a plan and Dean does."
"So you're seriously going to throw away a free ride to any college for UK and Dean?" Jo asked.
"Hey!" Dean, Charlie, and Anna exclaimed in unison.
Cas shook his head. "I'm not throwing away anything, Jo. Going to one of those places would be throwing away Dean's plans. Sure, there are universities near the more prestigious ones that he could attend, but everything is easier for us here."
"You're crazy," Jo stated. "If I had what you had, I'd go."
"What about me?" Benny asked her.
"Come with me," she told him.
"I don't want to leave Lawrence. Well, unless it was to go back to Louisiana, but I'm not leaving for anywhere else."
"I'd still go. There would be nothing to stop me from going to some place like Harvard."
Benny nodded his head, taking a drink before looking back at Jo. "That's good to know."
Jo scoffed. "You'd want me to stay?"
"I want you to do whatever makes your boat float, darling."
Jo narrowed her eyes at his nonchalant attitude. "I can't believe you'd want me to stay."
"I'd want you to at least think about it is all I'm saying," Benny said, anger lacing his voice. "Maybe we could talk about it. Maybe you could find some place closer."
Cas and Dean exchanged worried glances with each other, before exchanging them with Anna and Charlie. "Regardless," Cas interjected. "It's my decision."
Jo shook her head, laughing softly. "That's crazy, Cas."
He shrugged his shoulder. "I don't think so." Cas said, making Dean pull him closer and kiss his temple.
"I feel like going for a swim," Charlie proposed, trying to change the subject.
"The water is probably freezing, Charlie," Dean pointed out.
"Not at the school it isn't," she countered, smiling brightly.
Cas' eyes got really big. "You want us to break into the school?"
Dean smiled at Cas. "Come on, Cas. It'll be fun."
Cas shook his head. "We've been drinking."
"Exactly. So we should get to the school before we're too drunk to drive," Dean said, trying to appeal to Cas' practical side.
Anna and Charlie hurried towards Charlie's car. "Come on, guys!"
Jo and Benny walked to over to his car, Benny turning to look at Cas and Dean. "Just do it, Cas. What's a little illegal activity going to hurt?" he asked before getting in his car.
Dean moved to stand in front of Cas as their friends drove off. Dean kissed him right fast before looking in his eyes. "Come swimming with me."
Cas sighed and shook his head. "We're going to get caught."
"You look like a fast runner."
Cas smiled. He downed the rest of drink and tossed the empty cup to the side. "If we're going to do this, we better do it now."
Dean laughed before chugging the rest of his beer and getting in the car. By the time they got to the school, Cas felt a little light headed. The alcohol was definitely getting to him. He didn't realize so little could do so much.
"I think I'm a little drunk," Cas said as they came to a stop a block away from the school.
"It's your first time," Dean said. "Don't take it personal," he told him as he cut off the engine and reached over to the glove box and pulled out a little black case. "We have to walk from here. You gonna be okay?" he asked Cas, who was looking around like he was seeing everything in a new light.
"I'm fine. I'm fine. Let's walk. If the hobbits can walk all the way to Mount Doom, then I can walk a block."
Dean chuckled and shook his head. "Let's go, Frodo."
When they got to the back entrance of the gym, Anna and Charlie were the only ones there. "Where's Benny and Jo?" Dean asked in a whisper.
Anna and Charlie shrugged. "I don't know," Charlie whispered back. "Should we wait?"
Dean shook his head. "I don't think so. They're probably fighting," he mumbled as he pulled the black case out of his pocket.
"What's that?" Cas asked, louder than he should've.
Dean put his fingers over Cas' lips. "Whisper."
"Why? Is this a covert mission?"
Dean had to hold in his laugh. "Christ, Cas. We don't know who's around. We don't want to get caught. Just don't say anything until we're inside, okay?"
Cas nodded his head. Dean pulled his fingers away and replaced them with his lips, giving him a quick kiss before kneeling in front of the door. Cas watched as Dean used whatever tools he pulled from that black case to open the door. Dean ushered everyone inside. Just as he was about to close the door behind him, he saw Benny walking up. He waited for his friend before closing the door.
He looked at Benny as Cas, Charlie, and Anna headed over to the water. "Where's Jo?"
"Took her home."
"You guys okay?"
He shook his head. "I don't want to talk about it," Benny told him as he walked over to where Cas was watching Charlie and Anna get undressed.
Dean laughed at his boyfriend because Anna and Charlie didn't seem to mind Cas ogling them. They giggled once they were down to their bra and panties and jumped into the water. Dean walked up to stand beside Cas. "It's rude to stare, Cas."
"Their skin is very pale," Cas stated as he watched them swim around.
"They're gingers. It's kind of their thing."
Benny patted Cas on the back. "This is a night of all kinds of firsts, huh? You got drunk, broke into the school, and you've seen live seminude girls," he said, handing Cas a bottle of whiskey.
Cas took the bottle and unscrewed the top. "It's been fun," he said before taking a drink of it. His face twisted in revulsion as the whiskey burned his throat and left a horrible taste in his mouth. "That's not as good as earlier."
"That's because it had Coke in it, Cas," Dean told him as he took the bottle from him and took a swig before handing it back to Benny.
Cas swayed on the spot. "You should put Coke in it," Cas told him before looking back at the pool to find Charlie and Anna still swimming around.
Benny chuckled walking to the end of the pool and kicking his shoes off. "I'm just going to get my feet wet."
"You want to get in?" Dean asked Cas.
Cas nodded. He pulled his shirt off over his head and tossed it somewhere behind him. He kicked off his shoes and unbuttoned his pants. He bent down to pull them off his feet, but got tangled up and lost his balance and fell into the pool. Thankfully it was the shallow end and Anna and Charlie were there to help him to get above water.
Dean watched as he pulled his jeans off as Cas looked at the two girls. "It's like The Little Mermaid," Cas said in awe. "Only your seashells are polka dotted," he said looking down at their chests.
Dean pulled off his boxer briefs and got in the water. "I got him," he told Charlie and Anna before diving into the water and pulling Cas' jeans and socks off. He came back up and put his clothes on the edge of the pool. When he turned back around, Anna and Charlie had swam off and were a little further away making out. Cas was watching them. Dean walked over to Cas, dragging his hands along the top of the water.
"You like what you see?"
Cas looked at Dean before looking back at Charlie and Anna. He reached out for Dean, pulling him closer. "I didn't realize they were a couple," Cas said before looking back at Dean.
He shook his head. "They're not. They just fool around when they've been drinking. You didn't answer my question."
"They're both very attractive girls," Cas stated. "Of course I like what I see," he added, letting the movement of the water sway him.
Dean leaned into Cas, kissing his neck. "Do you want to join them?"
Cas closed his eyes, sighing softly at the feel of Dean's lips on his neck. His skin was a little more sensitive even though he felt completely numb. "No."
Dean pulled back and looked at Cas. "You sure? You don't want to know what being with a girl is like?"
Cas wrapped his arms around Dean's neck, pulling himself against Dean. "I don't want to know what it's like with anyone else but you," Cas told him before kissing him.
Dean moved his kissed down Cas' neck. He noticed Cas turn his head. He pulled back to find him looking at Charlie and Anna again. It was at that point he realized Benny had left. He thought about going after his friend, but he opted to give Cas a new experience instead. Benny didn't want to talk about anything right now anyways.
"Stay right here for a second, Cas."
Dean swam over to Charlie and Anna, popping up out of the water and scaring them. Charlie splashed Dean's face. "What are you doing?"
Dean chuckled and shook his head before trying to flatten his hair. "I want to propose an idea," Dean said with a smirk on his face.
Cas couldn't hear what was going on at their end of the pool. He turned his head trying to hear better out of one ear and then tried with the other. He cupped his hands behind his ears, but he still couldn't hear what they were saying. Then suddenly the three of them were swimming his way. Dean moved behind Cas, pulling him against him. Dean ran his hands around Cas' hips, pushing his boxers down. "What are you doing?"
"Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain," Dean said. "Watch what's in front you."
Cas looked up and found Charlie and Anna kissing. Dean started kissing and biting on his neck, wrapping his hand around Cas' semi-hard dick, stroking him slow and steady. Cas rested his head against Dean's, leaning back against him as Charlie reached around Anna and unhooked her bra, tossing it over to their clothes. Charlie's hands replaced Anna's bra, cupping her breasts in her hand, rubbing her thumbs over her nipples. Anna's hand slid down Charlie's front, dipping into the front of her pants where Cas could only imagine that Anna was fingering her, if the expression on Charlie's face meant anything.
"Do you like that?" Dean whispered in his ear. Cas nodded. "You sure you don't want to join them?"
"Positive," Cas said, pulling Dean's arm around him tighter as he reached around and started stroking Dean.
Cas tried to concentrate on moving his hand as Charlie dipped her head and started sucking on Anna's nipples. He realized he couldn't do both, so he turned around to face Dean. "I'm too drunk to watch them and jerk you off behind me," he said as he moved closer to start kissing on Dean.
Dean chuckled, spinning them around so that Cas was still facing them. "That better?" he asked, moving his kisses over Cas' chest.
Cas enjoyed watching Charlie and Anna, who were tossing Charlie's bra and panties over to their growing pile of clothes, but he was more interested in Dean. "Not really," Cas said. "I'd much rather be in your bed with you slowly fucking me into the mattress."
"Fuck, Cas," Dean groaned against his neck. "Let's get out of here."
Cas nodded. "Okay," he said quickly. He looked at Anna and Charlie. "Charlie, Anna, thank you for the sexually arousing night, but Dean is going to take me back to his bed to have sex."
Charlie and Anna giggled. "Good night, guys," they bid them in unison.
Once they were out of the water and had wrangled their clothes back on their wet bodies, Cas saw the bottle of alcohol Benny had left. He walked over to it and took a long drink of it. He coughed and shook his head. "That tastes horrible."
Dean laughed as he set the bottle down. The two of them hurried back to Dean's car, but by the time they got back to Dean's house, Cas didn't feel so good, and as soon as they were in Dean's room, he was throwing up. Dean sighed dejectedly. After not getting off in the shower earlier today, he was ready to come, but Cas was sick and taking care of him was more important.
Dean helped clean him up and get him changed into some dry clothes and stayed with him in the bathroom all night, rubbing his back and telling him everything would be alright in the morning while he was vomiting and holding him afterwards while he was praying for death.
"You're going to be fine."
"Alcohol is stupid," Cas said ever so eloquently.
Dean chuckled. "You just got to know your limits, Cas."
"Fuck it," Cas groaned, rubbing his face against Dean's chest where he was propped up. "I'm sticking to pot," he stated.
Dean chuckled again, kissing the top of his head. "Whatever you want, Cas."
My sweet baby angel of the Lord can't handle his liquor. :(
There were a lot of people that wanted carnivals... so who's ready for a pie eating contest? Dean, no, you don't get a choice... shhh.
Thanks for reading everyone!
