A/N: Okay sorry for the late updates but, it's Christmas you can't blame me:D. Anyways forgive me by sendinf dome reviews…puhllzzz…… lol…. Anyways here is chapter 10

Chapter 10

"Leah, you have a crush on Jacob, don't try to deny it," My little brother Seth said while stuffing his mouth with some chocolate cookies my mom baked yesterday.

"Wh…What do you mean?" I tripped over my words; I think I was going to have a nervous breakdown.

"You know what I mean Leah, remember the time in the forest, when Jake saw bella? I saw it in your eyes…. You have a crush on jake don't try to deny it." He was serious now.

Seth can't know, he might tell everyone in his thoughts, that's one of the thing I hate about being a wolf. You can never have secrets.

But…. Seth realized that I had a crush on Jake and since we had a hour last visit at the cullens house before they helped us.

So maybe I can tell him, right?

Maybe I can trust him; right?

I can trust him right, but if I do tell him he might start to think about it more… Nah maybe I should tell him later, or now, oh come on Leah make up your bloody mind, grr.

No his Seth the good kid I can trust him, besides if he thinks about thinking he knows I will kill him right? Right! I thought.

I debated in my head my head for what seemed like years.

I got to a conclusion.

I'm going to tell him.

"So?" He asked for the 10th time, I think, I lost count.

I took a deep breath,

"Yes," I said bluntly.

He blinked.

"Yes what?" He looked puzzled.

I breathed again this time closing my eyes.

"I like him, I like Jake, No, I don't like him, I love him, I'm in love with him, okay?" I screamed at the top of my lungs. My mom probably heard, but I didn't care.

As long as Jake didn't hear I was fine. I thought.

But someone else heard, I could feel it, someone heard besides my mom, besides Seth, but who? I thought.

I didn't pick up the scent, so I shrugged it off.

Seth looked at me shocked, but then it disappeared, no more shock, it got replaced by happiness, some how he was happy that I liked jake, I don't think that was weird because he is always happy about someone imprinting.

I rolled my eyes.

"Seth please don't tell him okay?"

"Oh come on leah, is that why you were afraid to tell me? You were afraid that I would tell? Uh man, I feel really bad," he said

"I know you would say anything," then I stared at him.

"Ohh, I know what you mean, you're afraid I will think it, right, I get you… but you can still trust me Leah ,I had a feeling you liked Jake, but no one knew I thought that, not even you, see I can keep secrets" He said, his innocent face shinning in what's little la push have of sun, he was so beautiful, I am so proud to call him my little brother, even if I don't show that a lot.

When seth had just turned into a werewolf and he started to grow, his face taking shape of a man, the girls drooled over him, that made me feel proud, well prouder I should say, I was and is always proud of my baby brother.

"Good," I smiled "I'm glad that I got this of my chest" but there is more I thought.

But I won't say now.

~okay hopefully tomorrow~ Bye

*Merry Christmas and a happy new year*

*Chanté pour Dominique*

*aleé a Dominique,l'îlot de beauté