A/N: I was going to try and get this up before school started yesterday but didn't start til last night so yeah... sorry guys! But hey can you believe we're already on chapter ten? CRAZY!

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"Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again." -Lies, Evanescence

*Logan's POV

"You boys ready to do this?" Gustavo asked us. The four of us nodded. "Then let's do this! Get out there!"

With that we ran out on stage and listened to everyone scream as we did so.

"How are y'all feeling tonight?" James yelled into his mic as the music started.

If it was even possible, the screaming got louder. I loved my fans. They mean the world to me. There so supportive of me it's amazing. If they found out what I was doing to myself… they would hate me.

On a normal night I'd be psyched to perform for so many people, but today I don't want to. I understand that we've been rehearsing for months and practicing like crazy. This morning when I woke up I had a headache and my stomach felt funny. It didn't eat breakfast but after lunch I didn't even get all the way into the bathroom before I threw up. It was weird because I didn't force it… it just happened.

I remember reading somewhere that after a while, your body will make itself get sick even if you've stop forcing it. I had only been doing it for about a week though. I didn't think too much about it. I just figured I had eaten more than what I had gotten used to.

Halfway through the concert I started to get really tired. I wanted to lie down and take a really long nap. But I had to finish the concert first. We worked so hard to get here and I wasn't about to let my friends and everyone else down.

Finally the concert ended at we took our final bows.

"Thank you New York! We love you all! See you next time!" Kendall shouted.

It wasn't until I started walking off stage that I realized how dizzy I was. I heard someone ask me if I was okay before everything went black.

*Lucy's POV

Something's off. I had to keep telling myself that throughout the whole the concert up in New York. I realized I no longer had reason for being mad at Logan, so figured that could come out to support all of the guys at their concert at the Apollo theatre. But throughout the whole show he looked really pale, like he was going to get sick.

I would've asked one of the many girls around me if they noticed anything, but they would've just said no then start screaming again. For weeks now I've been trying to figure out what's up with him. I haven't had any luck though. I'd ask Camille, but I know for a fact her and Logan aren't on speaking terms.

I would've kept thinking but the screaming started again. I looked around to see a lot of the girls freaking out about something. I asked one of the girls next to me what happened.

"Someone said they saw Logan pass out."

With that I didn't bother to ask more questions. Instead I pushed through people until I got to the stage where I climbed up the steps and ran back stage. I didn't care if could get in trouble, my friends needed me.

"C'mon Logan, please wake up. I need you to wake up now." I heard a voice say.

I looked over to my left to see a small crowd formed. I immediately spotted James and ran over to him.

"What happened? Is he okay?" I asked him.

"I-I don't know. He did fine during the concert then we got back here and he looked like he was going to keel over. Kendall asked him if he was okay and he down he went." He said. He looked at me then did a double take. "What are you doing here anyways?"

"I flew out here yesterday. I wanted to come see the show."

"Oh… thanks."

I nodded. Then I looked down at Logan and gasped. Logan was as white as a ghost. Kendall kept frantically trying to wake him up while someone called an ambulance. I grabbed onto James' arm, gave it a small squeeze, and held on to it for a while.

Eventually the paramedics came and whisked Logan away to the nearest hospital. The four of us just stood there, trying to figure out what happened. I heard the sound of someone crying and turned to see around Katie. Her eyes were puffy and red and she looked terrified. I let go of James and quickly wrapped the sad girl up into my arms.

I felt her start to shake and tried to soothe her.

"Shh Katie, sweetie it's okay. Logan's going to be okay. He's probably just sick. He'll be fine."

"H-how do you k-know that?" she cried.

"I just do."

"But…" She trailed off. Does she know something I don't?

"What, Katie? I need you to tell me."

She looked up at me, her eyes filled with fear and whispered.

"I think there's something wrong with Logan."

*Back to Logan

When I woke up I was blinded by bright light. I shut my eyes quickly and rubbed at them. When I opened them again I found myself in a small, white room. Hospital. I was in a hospital. I looked around and saw my mom half asleep in chair next to the bed I was in.

"Mom?" I muttered.

Her eyes sprang right open. When she realized the sound came from me she hugged me as hard as she could.

"Don't ever scare me like that again." She whispered in my ear.

"I'm sorry."

"What happened? Are you sick? Have you been hurting yourself? Is-."

"What? Mom no, I… I was just dehydrated. It was my fault it won't happen again. I promise." I said looking right at her. She simply nodded then went back to hugging me.

Today was full of firsts. The first time we played at the Apollo as a band. The first time I ever remember passing out. It was also the first time I've ever lied to my mom. And I couldn't feel more guilty about it.

I may sound greedy... but I didn't get any reviews on the one shot I just did. So if you want me to love you more then please go read it and tell me what you thought about it. Hope you liked this and have a great day!

~B