1 week later
"The first thing I noticed about you was your eyes. God your eyes… I could look into them forever… It has been quite sometime since you've been around..I miss you… Please come back… Lauren please I need you… I thought you loved me… You said you loved me then left.. How could you do that to me? Dinah says you're fine but I don't know if I should believe her… Have you really talked to her and not me? I don't know what I did all of a sudden but please call me.. Please Lauren."
2 weeks later
"I thought I saw you today.. I ran up to some random girl today and spun her around. She looked at me like I was crazy… I am… Crazy in love with you. I love you Lauren please call me."
3 months later
"Dinah told me about Lucy… Fuck you Lauren."
5 months later
"Why, did you leave me here to burn.. I'm way too young to be this hurt. I feel doomed in hotel rooms staring straight up at the wall counting wounds and i am trying to numb them all.. Do you care? Do you care? Why don't you care.. I gave you all of me my blood, my sweat my heart, and my tears. Why don't you care? Why don't you care? I was there when no one was now your gone and i'm here I have questions for you… Number 1 tell me who you think you are you got some nerve trying to tear my faith apart. Number 2 why would you try and play me for a fool. I should have never ever ever trusted you. Number 3 why would you who you swore that you would be. I have questions. I got questions haunting me."
6 months later
" My name was safest in your mouth, and why'd you have to go and spit it out. Your voice it was the most familiar sound but it sounds so dangerous to me now."
9 months later
"How do I fix it? Can we talk? Can we communicate? Can we talk? Do I wanna fix it? I have questions for you. I'm afraid of you, Is it my fault? Do you miss me? I have questions..
1 year later
" Camz…. I've missed your calls for months it seems, Don't realize how mean I can be cause I can sometimes treat the people I love like jewelry cause I can change my mind each day. I didn't mean to try you on but I still know your birthday and your mother's favorite song. So i'm sorry camz, sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me, Didn't mean to leave you and all of the things we had behind. I run away when things are good and never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways I never could and so it seems I broke your heart. My ignorance has struck again. I failed to see it from the start and tore you open til the end . I'm sorry Camz sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me. Sorry I could be so blind didn't mean to leave you and all the things we had behind. Someone will love you…. But someone isn't me.