I walk into school with a certain spring in my step. Last night Marisol and I made a hundred copies of Finn's thank you card and spread them all over the school. I can't wait for the whole school to see what he wrote in that card. I truly can't believe he gave it to me in the first place. What the hell was he thinking giving me this? He should of realized all he was doing was supplying me with ammo. After the whole school sees this they'll forget all about what they read in my notebook, and Finn will finally be seen for the loser he really is. I mean come on! A thank you card? Really? This is just too good for words! Right now I'm walking through the hallway and I just spotted Rachel at her locker. She's holing a copy of the card and has a face of pure disgust.
"Hey, Baby." I say as I approach her
"Please tell me that Finn didn't actually write this." That wasn't the greeting I was expecting, but I have to admit it's hilarious!
"He did. Every single word."
"Why did I ever date him." Rachel whines before she shoves her head in her locker
"I think someone is being a little dramatic."
"I think I have the right to be dramatic!" Rachel shouts with her head still in her locker "I can't believe I once thought I loved this guy!" I was about to grab Rachel and pull her out of the lock myself, but then I hear someone shout
"Santana!" I turn my head to see Finn coming this way holding his own copy of the card "What the hell is this?"
"Oh Finn don't tell me you forgot about the little thank you card you gave me after I took your V-card." I say with a smirk
"Of course I do!" Finn is shaking from rage and his face is turning red. Is it wrong that I'm enjoying this so much? Nah! "I didn't write it for the whole school to see!"
"Same goes for me and my notebook! The only ones who were ever suppose to see that were me and Rachel!" I say pointing to my girlfriend who still has her head in her locker
"Why is she?" Finn asks with a stupidly confused look on his face
"She's trying to figure out how she was ever interested in dating an idiot like you!"
"Fuck you, Santana!"
"You know what." I say as I reach into my pocket and pull out another copy of the thank you card "Why don't we read what you had to say right after you did just that. Dear, Santana!" I make sure to shout loud enough for everyone to hear "Thank you so much for the sex and stuff! It means a lot to me since I know you didn't enjoy it!"
"I can do that too, Santana." Finn says before he pulls out a peice of paper from his pocket "I never really noticed how pretty Rachel's eyes were! I feel like such a stalker, but I can't help but stare and get lost in her eyes!" He has another fucking copy!
"I'm really sorry It took me so long to get it in!" I continue reading the card "I didn't think it would be that hard to find it!"
"Rachel was sitting down in the choir room giving Finn one of her love sick looks the whole time! I would give anything to have her look at me that way!"
"I'm sorry that every time I tried to move it kept falling out! They should really have some sort of instruction book!"
"Rachel was slushied by some stupid jock today. I stood there staring at her wishing I could do something! What would even happen if I told her how I felt! Would I have to prepare for the slushies too! Maybe, but I think Rachel would be worth it!" Finn shouts and Rachel finally pulls her head out of her locker
"I really didn't mean to finish early! I didn't even know that girls liked sex!"
"Rachel was wearing this ridiculously short skirt today!" Holy shit! I forgot that was in there! "I've been staring at those perfect legs all day! Then during glee she bent over and I got a full view of her ass! I swear when I get home I'm going to have to-"
"I'm sorry I cried for twenty minutes when it was over!" I shout cutting him off "It was really good and stuff. I just got a little emotional!" The look on Finn's face right now is the best! He's satnding ther wide-eyed and jaw dropped.
"Dude you cried?" Azimio asks from behind Finn
"I...uh...might of." Finn says before everyone starts laughing "I...um..I got to go." Finn drops the paper he was holding and runs out of the school while everyone continues laughing. Everyone that is but Rachel.
"Shit." I say when I notice the look on Rachel's face. She looks like she feels sorry for him! "Alright losers show's over! Go on get out of here!" The laughing finally dies down and everyone goes on minding there own business "Tell me you don't feel sorry for him."
"Did you see the look on his face, Santana?" Rachel asks not exactly mad, but more consirned
"Yeah I saw it. I say he deserved it."
"How can you say that?" Rachel asks now sounding a little mad
"Because he had it coming, Rachel. I only did to him what he did to me."
"That makes you no better than him!" Fuck! Rachel and I are fighting once again because of him!
"Don't you dare compare me to him!"
"Why not?" Rachel says crossing her arms "We couldn't of just moved on and forget about what happened! You had to hurt him the way he hurt you!"
"You're damn right I had to hurt him!" I shout "It took him one day to ruin the repuation that took me years to get!"
"What is so wrong with the school seeing the softer caring Santana that I see?" Rachel shouts and I'm sure the whole school is once again watching us
"I need my reputation as a badass! It took me years to get people to fear me!"
"Why do you need them to fear you?"
"To survive!" Rachel calms down a little bit and gives me a confused look "High school is a shark tank. I needed to find a way to survive."
"Why is it so important to you now?"
"It's all I had to protect you."
"What?"
"Did you hear what Finn read about the time you were slushied?" Rachel nods "Haven't you noticed that was the last time you were slushied?" Rachel stands there for a few seconds thinking about it
"What did you do?" She asks smiling. Thank God too because I hate fighting with her
"I threatened all the jocks and cheerios." I explain "I told them there would be hell to pay if they were so much as five feet away from you holding a slushie." Rachel smiles before pulling me in for a kiss
"You did that for me before we even started dating?"
"Yes." I sigh "That notebook really does make me look like a stalker!"
"I think it's romantic." Rachel says before she kisses me again
"You're amazing." I say as we pull apart "Are we done fighting about Finn?"
"Yes. I don't like fighting with you." Rachel says before the bell rings
"Well, time for class." I say before I take Rachel by the hand to walk her to class. I swear I'm like a walking cliche, but it is all worth it to call Rachel mine.
Rachel and I have been alright for the rest of the day. Right now we're in glee rehaersal and noone has seen Finn all day. I'm not really sure how I feel about that. I mean this guy threw me against a wall hurting my back, then he took my notebook and gave it to Jacob to post online. I should be glad that he was humiliated in front of the whole school. He had it coming. Still I think I feel a little guilty. NO! I can't feel guilty. I don't feel guilty. It was just Rachel's words getting to me. I know Finn deserved it.
"Santana!" Rachel shouts pulling me out of my thoughts "Where did you go?"
"I was just thinking." I say
"About what?"
"Nothing important."
''It was important enough to hold your attention for ten minutes.'' Damn it! I can't tell Rachel what I was thinking. I'll just get a big 'I told you so.' Besides, why should I tell her? I don't actually feel guilty
"Just forget about it, Rachel."
"Fine." Rachel sighs Before turnig her attention to Mr Schue
"Does anyone have anything they would like to sing today?" He asks looking around for someone to answer
"I do Mr Schue." I say raising my hand before Rachel could
"Alright. The floors yours, Santana" I nod before I walk up to the front
"Ok losers listen up!" I shout which causes everyone to look at me "I know that all of you have seen a copy of my personal notebook and might have gotten the idea that I've gone soft. Well, I might have gone soft a little bit because I am crazy about this girl." I smile at Rachel and she blushes "But, that deosn't mean I won't kick your ass if you mess with me."
"Do you have a point, Santana?" Mr Schue asks
"I was getting there before you interrupted." I say irritated "As I was saying, I would like to sing a song to the person who brings out my softer side." I motion the band to start playing before I start singing
I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.
I'd wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
I know Rachel and I have only been dating for a week, but I fell in love with her way before that and I mean every single word I'm singing
Through it all, I've made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words.
I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.
I walk up to Rachel and take both her hands and sing directly to her
Thoughts read, unspoken, forever in vow,
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I didn't have, so I won't let this go,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go, have come to an end.
I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.
I pull Rachel out of her seat and hold her close to me
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.
I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.
I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.
I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.
When the music stops I pull Rachel in for a slow passionate kiss. The kiss doesn't last long though, because Mr Schue puts his hand on my shoulder and clears his throat.
"That was great, Santana."
"I think so too." Rachel says before kissing me "I love you, Santana."
"I love you too."
Rachel and I spent the rest of rehearsal holding hands and sharing love sick glances. Something like that would normally disgust me, but I love every moment I share with Rachel. Right now its the end of the school day and I'm headed to my car. I make an instant stop when I hear something. I turn my head to see Finn crying in the bleachers. Fuck! Theres that feeling again! It is not guilt. It can't be guilt. He got exactly what was coming to him. He's the one who started all of this. If I don't feel guilt then what is it? I can't tell Rachel, because she'll say something about me being a better person and how I should make things right. I don't want to make things right. I need to talk to somone about this though. Maybe Quinn? Yeah Quinn. She could be a bigger bitch than me sometimes. Sometimes. I turn around and walk to my car trying not to think about Finn. I get into my car and start heading to Quinn's place. There's no way that I could possibly feel bad about this. I only did to Finn what he did to me first. I pull up to Quinn's house and just run out of my car and through the front door. I just came here to talk to my friend, but nothing could of prepared for what I was about to see. Quinn lying on her couch with Brittany. I step forward and clear my throat.
"Santana!" Quinn shouts clearly shocked to see me
"Hey San." Brittany says from on top of Quinn. Did I just catch my two best friends making out in the Fabray's living room?
"What the hell?" How the fuck did this happen?
What do you guys think? I was reading a Quitt story today and thought they were so cute that I decided to add them to this story. I love you all and please review! The song Santana sang was with me by Sum 41.