Author's Notes
Disclaimer: Not mine. Only the story
Warning: Weird. Confusion?
Well this chapter is mainly for Kai and Takao's relationship bout how Kai feels terrible about hurting Takao. Oh and some Mare fluff.
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Normal Pov
Takao woke up slowly. He rubbed his eyes and opened it, his stormy blue eyes scanning the room in search for the dual haired man. He sighed, lifted his hand and ran through his midnight locks. A knock on the door and someone came in. The nekojin looked at Takao sadly.
Takao hugged himself.
"He's left, hasn't he?" He looked out the window that overviewed his garden. He knew what the answer was without even looking at Rei.
The singer shook his head and got up from his bed.
"Rei, go get breakfast, I'll just wash up." Rei nodded and walked out of the door.
Takao took his clothes off slowly and walked to the bathroom. He switched on the shower and walked into the rain of water. He showered his hair slowly. He did it all slowly. But with a closer look, you can see his hands shaking so softly. He hugged himself and dropped to his knees. He leant against the wall. His naked body shivering as he cried silently.
"You..didn't have to leave me..." He banged the floor, tears and water trickling down his cheek.
"It wasn't your fault."
He banged again this time his palms were already bleeding but he couldn't feel the pain physically. No, his body was already numb as the cold water touched his heated body.
"You're hurting me..." He collapsed.
"Don't leave me."
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Normal Pov
Max walked in Takao's room after knocking several times with no reply.
He heard the shower running but it was already close to noon. Takao wouldn't be showering now. He knock the bathroom door but it opened with just a small touch.
"Takao?" It was strange. Eventhough Takao was in the privacy of his own room, he had always locked the door.
Looking closely, Max could see a small figure on the floor, shivering.
He rushed to Takao and held Takao's naked body close.
"REI!"
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Normal Pov
The doctor smiled at Max and nodded.
"He's okay. Luckily he wasn't in the shower too long. You saved him in time...But.." Max looked at the doctor grimly.
"He's in alot of pain. Not physically but more to emotional pain. If what you said was true, then I think you need to find this person." Max nodded.
"But for now I think chicken soup is best." The doctor winked at Max. Max nodded happily.
He ran out of the room as fast as he could. Rei smiled at the doctor.
"Thanks, Mr Dickenson." The said person smiled and nodded.
"Why did Kai leave him?" Rei shook his head intending this to be a secret.
"Rei, do you know that keeping things is some sort of betrayal."
"I will take my chances." Mr Dickenson sighed but left the room.
"I can't hold out much longer. What if I'm going to get kicked out?" Rei breathed silently.
"Rei?" Rei looked at Max and gave a weary smile.
"Are you okay?" Rei nodded and was happy to see Max was perfectly fine, wearing the apron and with the soup he just made.
"Could you make me some?" Max looked at where Rei was looking and nodded happily.
"Since Takao's not awake let me feed you this then." Rei shook his head.
"It's okay I can wait." Max grinned brightly while placing the tray down . He pushed Rei onto the chair and fed him the soup.
"Max?" Max blowed softly at the soup and held out his hand for Rei to drink. Rei opened his mouth and was contented with just being there with him.
"Rei?" Rei blinked at Max.
"No matter what you say I don't think Kai really left him..."
"What do you mean?" Max fed him once again and he opened the mouth for him.
Max smiled brightly at Rei.
"He'll come back." Rei blinked confusingly once again.
"Just like you coming back to me." Rei was even more confused.
"Wha-" He was stopped as Max fed him.
Max just smiled his usual smile at Rei.
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Takao's Pov (Dream)
Am I an idiot? As I walk through the darkness created by my own mind. I see Kai with all his glory smirking at me. But when I reached out to touch him, he disappears.
An illusion.
I hear my name so softly. I turned and walked to the direction of the voice. I'm scared. It gets louder with every step I take. It was his voice. Gruffy, calm, deep, that voice I recognised so much. He's near. He won't leave me. I reached out and I felt the fabric of his leather shirt. I traced my fingers around his body and I sobbed silently. I felt someone hold my hand. It was rough, yet it hold me with such gentleness.
"Kai, if you haven't left me where have you gone." My back lent to the strong chest behind me. As fast as I felt the warmth it diappeared so suddenly.
My head shook up and down. The beat of my own song ran through my head. My body shook danced. My hands flailind in the air. I jumped up and down. My hair wild as I shook my head sideways , left ,right , up and down. I was just dancing. And it hurt. It hurt alot. But I can't tell him.
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Normal Pov
The blue-haired singer woke up screaming. He panted. He was sweating, tiredly. He swung his legs to the side of the bed and stood up slowly.
"Water.."
"I need water.."
He went down the flight of stairs to his kitchen. Takao yawned cutely and poured the warm water to his cup and smiled.
He drank the warm water and place it at the sink before walking away. Little did he realize he was the only one there. Stopping for awhile he stretched one hand up in the air, the other covering his yawn. His shirt rode up a little. Giving some virgin skin for the intruder to see. Takao blinked, he could almost feel someone besides himself there.
"Kai?" A figure walked out of the darkness.
Silence.
Takao walked over to the silent figure and wrapped his arms around him.
"It's not your fault." Takao whispers comfortingly.
"It wasn't your fault." The figure shook. Kai's eyes which were hazy was clear now.
Tears dripped down on Takao's head. Takao smiled.
"I'm here, aren't I?" He could hear a sob from Kai.
"It's okay." Kai wrapped his arms around Takao.
They held each other in the dark.
It's going to be okay..
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So Told y, didn't I? Mostly Takao and Kai but I like Max and Rei to. So Next chap would be much nicer..I hope...
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