Chapter 10

Yuki does have moments of weakness...

' I'm done. No more. I never needed her to begin with.', Yuki looked at his computer thinking about Shuichi because he couldn't get her out of his head.

He walked out of the room to see the dog. He picked it up and looked at it. ' Would he be the better choice? He's sweet to her and everything she wants me to be. He's a singer like her.'

" Shuichi...", Yuki grabbed his chest and winced as he saw a picture of them tow together on the nigthstand, " I love you. Please don't leave me alone. Even if I did kick you out, I want you back. Please come back. I need you."

He threw the dog across the room and fell to the floor letting the tears he held back with all his might fall freely for the first time. He got up and walked to the fridge adn got out a beer can. He started to drink his pain away. He got up and walked to the sink, he looked at his can and at the sink. He took a big gulp of it and slammed it down on the counter. He walked around his empty house and a image of Ryuichi popped in his head. Anger boiled uo to the surface and he slung his fist at the wall and made a hole in the wall.

" Damn you Ryuichi.", Yuki sat on the floor.

" So how was your date Ryuichi?", Touma smiled at Ryuichi while driving.

Ryuichi just looked out the window blankly remembering Shuichi pushing him. It hurt but not really bad. Hitting the ground hurt, but what hurt the most was the rejection. She broke his heart.

" Ryuichi?", Touma glanced between him and the road making sure he didn't crash.

" She made her choice and it hurts.", he grabbed his chest, " Why does the part of my chest where my heart is hurts Touma?", Ryuichi frowned.

" She didn't choose you I guess. Your heart is broken Ryuichi. It's going to hurt a lot. I'm sorry.", Touma smiled at him trying to get him to smile at least once even if it was forced.

" Yuki probably broke up with her."

" What makes you think that?"

" I'm actually the bad guy because I knew Yuki was there and I let him see me and Shuichi go into the ferris wheel. I tried to force a kiss from her."

Touma looked at him surprised, " Ryuichi..."

" She's going to be super mad at me...I guess I deserve it."

Touma parked the car and looked down.

" What do you think Touma?"

SLAP! Touma slapped Ryuichi so hard he had a hand print left. Ryuichi looked down holding his cheek.

" Ryuichi I stopped Yuki from doing anything to hurt you, but that's just low down! You know you need to fix this! Without Yuki, Shuichi CAN'T SING! Without Shuichi THERE'S NO TELLING WHAT WILL HAPPEN ON YUKI'S SIDE!", Touma looked angry.

" What do I do Touma?", Ryuichi couldn't bring himself to look up at all.

" You have to pay a visit to Shuichi and apologize and then go to Yuki and make things right."

Ryuichi walked around a bit after that lecture Touma gave him trying to get his thoughts together.

" Hiiiiiiroooooo I don't wanna go home yet!", Hiro was holding Shuichi up because she was drunk. Ryuichi ran up to them.

" YOU! You're the reason for all of this. I rejected you and I loose the one person I would die for. Why? Why me?", Shuichi was punching Ryuichi's chest.

" I'm sorry."

" NO! SHUT-UP! I HATE YOU!"

" I'm sorry."

Shuichi kept telling Ryuichi that she hates him and Ryuichi kept apologizing. Hiro grew tired of it, " I have to take her home! Go find something else to do to fix this!"

Ryuichi watched Hiro and Shuichi walk away. Then he started walking once again to Yuki's house wondering what would happen there. Yuki drinks regularly. He wondered if he would die before he did what he needed to do.