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Brother Dearest

I looked at him and growled, "How can I ever TRUST you again, you just lie and lie and lie and how can I even believe this is how your feeling anymore?"

He looked up at me helplessly, "I'm so sorry, I love you so much, I just want you to be mine and mine alone, I can't bear the thought of you with someone else..," his voice cracked and he didn't bother trying to continue.

I just shook my head, "You just keep sending me all of these mixed signals and I don't know what to think anymore about you, one moment you want to hug and kiss me and the next your ready to beat me for speaking my mind about something."

He looked up at me and whimpered, reaching out his hands for me to come closer, to embrace him, I begrudgingly obeyed. He pulled me down and held me close, petting my dark blue black raven hair, whispering words of apologies and change.

"I'm so sorry Otouto, I love you so much and I just don't know what to do anymore when I'm around you, I just want to hold you close and ravish you, but on the other hand I want you to be happy and if you're not happy with me…then I don't know, but I don't ever want to let you go Sauke, ever."

I was speechless, but then I thought about it, how it would have felt if the situation was with my in Itachi's shoes and Naruto in mine, how would I have felt after everything Itachi's been through: Sadness, anger, pain, and probably a lot more. Watching for that long would have been torture for me, not being able to touch him, only watching as he trained, the sweat glistening off his body, or watching him bath or change, it would have surely driven me nuts by now. Itachi must have had major self control for holding out as long as he did with me, he could have taken me any time he wished, but instead he gave me time, and even helped me when I needed him but didn't want him, he'd been a good brother. I sighed, and thought about how badly I'd treated him, yelling at him in his own home, hurting him when he was already hurting from so many other things, I was the bad brother, I was the one who was unworthy.

"I'm sorry," I whispered into Itachi's hair, "I'm being unfair to you, yelling at you and hurting you when you're already hurting from so many other things and in your own home no less, after you've helped me and fed me, it just doesn't seem right, forgive me Aniki?"

He shook his head and let a few more tears fall down his alabaster cheeks, "No, it was me, I watched you, became obsessed even, if I hadn't have started then this never would have happened, you would have still be happy and a virgin, but I ripped all of that away from you brother, your freedom and everything else, I don't even deserve you now that your apologizing," he whispered out.

I sighed, "How about we find a way to coexist without hurting each other, something that's good for the both of us, something that keeps us both happy and keeps both of our needs in check and stuff, wouldn't that be good?"

He sniffled and nodded, "Alright, whatever you want I'll give to you and let you do, I just want your happiness so bad, you deserve it."

I took a deep breath, this wasn't going to end well, what I was about to tell him, I just knew it, deep down, "I want to go back, and I want my friends left alone and unharmed, I'll still let you watch me and see me, you just can't do what you did this time, alright, no threatening me or anything, no hurting my friends and worrying them, NONE of that, alright?"

He nodded sadly, fresh tears springing to his eyes, "You want to leave me….just like everyone else does, right?"

I sighed, "Why don't you ever believe me when I tell you these things, you'll still be able to watch me and see me, that's not so bad…right?"

He shook his head and lowered his eyes, "You don't understand Sasuke..it's just…not enough anymore, me watching you, and if I were always that close to you the same thing would happen, id lose control, I can't…take you not being with me anymore, can't you understand that?"

I shook my head, "But why, there are plenty of other people out there to stalk and stuff, why me, I'm nothing special really Itachi," I tried to reason with him.

He pulled back and looked at me, "Are you really that blind Sasuke, you're the most beautiful creature that I've ever seen, pretty dark hair that's soft to the touch, slim waist and thighs, a sexy chest and a face that would rival an angel's. Sasuke, don't you realize how special you are, you're the only normal Uchiha out of the two of us, you know that right," he smiled weakly through his teary face.

I shook my head, "A lot of people lust after me, but they don't really want me, and I think that you're the only one who would use those words to describe me," I snorted.

He laughed a little, "No, I'm sure that there are others, I think that their just shy," he teased.

I smiled, maybe it wouldn't end up as bad as I thought…

Chapter End

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