FrozenSunLight, I went and youtubed 'I Almost Told You That I Loved You' by Papa Roach and let me tell you I am in LOVE with it! Hence I am dedicating this chapter to you and this song :3 I hope you like it!
I don't want to change the lyrics too much and I know you want it to be for Ichigo but the song is sort of degrading the person being sung to hence I won't make it towards Ichigo. However, it IS meant to make him happy and well, I have to make Nnoitra the bad guy AGAIN. Okay I admit I look like I despise Nnoitra but I don't! He is an AWESOMELY perverted villain I just can't help but love and enjoy putting in such situations. So I do this cuz I love Nnoitra. Not cuz I hate him. Just wanted to make that clear :3
Basically Nnoitra is going about boasting how he managed to hook up with the hottest guy (namely Grimmjow) and when Ichigo heard about this he was pissed! Basically 'cause Grimmjow had just told him that he loved Ichigo! So how's Grimmjow going to get out of THIS predicament? 0.o
Song: I Almost Told You That I Loved You by Papa Roach
Warning: Grimmjow gets pretty…'sexual'. That's about as much warning as I'm giving you guys :3
Screech!
Ichigo winced when the mike yelped through the speakers as the sound crew adjusted it for the next act.
'Testing, testing, one, two, three,' someone said lowly over the mike, echoing in the reasonably crowded bar. Ichigo hummed a tune as he drummed his fingers at the table he was sitting at and raised his eyes to catch Grimmjow leaning against a wall next to the stage, casting the sound crew an annoyed look. Ichigo smirked. He knew Grimmjow was getting impatient with all their poking and prodding. He just wanted to get up on stage and sing till his throat felt sore.
Ichigo looked Grimmjow up and down and his eyelids fluttered as he tried to hold in a moan. Grimmjow was sinfully dressed in tight black jeans ripped at the knees with an equally tight black wife beater. On top of that he had a black tie tied loosely about his neck with his blue locks messily arranged so that a few strands drooped over his forehead while he frowned. God, Grimmjow was a walking talking sin.
Grimmjow flicked his eyes in Ichigo's direction and his scowl immediately transformed into a smirk. He could easily read the berry's face and knew what he was thinking. If only there was enough time for a quickie. But for now all he could do was wink at Ichigo before his guitarist, Ulquiorra, walked up to talk to him about something.
Ichigo's heart fluttered when he did. It was so weird how Grimmjow was making him feel these days. But it was expected. After all, Grimmjow had just told Ichigo that he loved the berry.
It was the most amazing moment of Ichigo's life. Grimmjow Jaeguerjacques, known for being the ultimate playboy of Karakura Town, had declared his undying love for Ichigo. And all because Ichigo wasn't like 'the rest of the sluts' Grimmjow slept with.
Before Ichigo had come along, Grimmjow used to sleep with anyone and everyone left, right and centre. It would've been a surprise if he hadn't bedded practically everyone in the town! And then he met Ichigo and he did a complete 180 on his life. Instead of treating Ichigo like he was a one night stand, their relationship developed into something deeper and soon, they were practically like a couple. But they didn't want anyone to know just as yet. They wanted to wait it out and see how it developed. And then Grimmjow went and told Ichigo a week ago that he loved him.
It was right after they had sex. Grimmjow had leaned in, kissed Ichigo's temple and whispered, 'I love you' lovingly into the berry's ear. And how did Ichigo respond? Well, he kissed him and one thing led to another and they were rutting like cats in bed once again.
Grimmjow was going to come out to all his friends in tonight's performance. This was a big gig for him since this was a kick-off for his band's first album. He wanted to give everyone a taste of his music. And also, he wanted to show his new life which he was going to start with Ichigo.
Ichigo shivered. He had to admit, he was excited. Who would've thought he of all people was going to be Grimmjow's boyfriend?
'No way, Nnoitra, you couldn't have!' someone guffawed from the corner and snapped Ichigo out of his daydream. He flicked his eyes in annoyance in the direction of that irritable laugh and saw Nnoitra lolling in a chair and surrounded by a group of awed admirers. Ichigo snorted. Yeah, they probably only admired him 'cause he didn't give a fuck of what people thought of him.
Nnoitra was the only guy Ichigo knew who abused his teachers, in their FACE, and pissed on the mayor's car but never got caught. Yeah, that guy had one fucked up reputation and he was damn proud of it.
'You wanna bet on it, Di Roy?' Nnoitra said with a smirk and leaned forward. 'Go ask him yourself then.'
'Whoa, Grimmjow Jaeguerjacques, huh?' someone else breathed in awe. 'That guy hasn't slept with anyone in ages! How'd you do it?'
What? Ichigo's ears perked up and he completely swerved around to gape at the group. What the hell were they talking about?
'Not much!' Nnoitra cackled. 'The guy's a freaking man whore anyways! He'll go to anyone as long as they have a dick the size of titanic!'
'Wait? You mean you-!' another admirer gasped.
'Damn hell I did!' Nnoitra grinned broadly and emphasized by thrusting his hips forward. 'Right into the wall!'
'You slept with him and you got him to bottom?' Di Roy shook his head in disbelief. 'Damn, Nnoitra!'
'What can I say? I guess you can say he's in love with him,' Nnoitra said casually and shrugged his shoulders before cackling insanely. Ichigo didn't stick around to hear more. He was seeing red and not just because he was angry but also because he felt humiliated. Here he was thinking that Grimmjow actually loved him and then he finds out, from someone else mind, that Grimmjow was still up to his old playboy ways. It fucking pissed him off.
'Hey, Ichi,' he heard a husky voice above him and flinched. He looked up morbidly into Grimmjow's laughing blue eyes. It just pulled at his heart even more.
'We're going to start in a bit and I wanted to remind you to stay close to the stage 'cause I'm planning on pulling you up when I make my grand announcement,' Grimmjow explained, excitedly.
'Why don't you ask Nnoitra instead?' Ichigo muttered bitterly under his breath. Grimmjow frowned.
'Now why would I do that?' he said, perplexed. Ichigo laughed forcefully and jerked a thumb in Nnoitra's direction.
'Ask him. I bet he wouldn't mind explaining things to you his way,' Ichigo continued curtly. Grimmjow's eyes widened as he realized what Ichigo was talking about. He sighed and placed his black fingerless gloved hands on Ichigo's table.
'Ichi, Nnoitra nothing but a faggot! You cant believe everything he says!' Grimmjow tried to explain.
'Just tell me one thing then: did you sleep with him?' Ichigo demanded. Grimmjow bit his lower lip.
'Look, Ichigo, I know I do a lot of stupid things but I was damn drunk that night and that bastard decided to take adavantage of that! I swear I-!'
'You didn't answer my question,' Ichigo said softly.
'I-! Listen, I didn't mean to, okay? He just…Nnoitra…'
'Why didn't you bother telling me?'
'I…I didn't know how you'd react…'
'How I'd react? I just found out you slept with someone else right after you told me you loved me! And do you even know what he's saying? He's saying that you might be in love with him!'
'Bullshit.'
'Oh yeah? Well, I'll never know that 'cause you don't tell me anything do you?'
'Ichigo…'
'Save it, Grimmjow. I don't want to hear anymore lies from you. Just…just go, okay?'
Grimmjow's eyes reflected hurt as he backed away from the table. Then, without another word, he turned and disappeared in the crowd. Ichigo let out a shuddering sob and wiped some tears flowing from his eyes. He'd better leave. He didn't want to stick around and see what he lost move on while he was left to wallow in his misery.
'It's show time everyone!' he heard Grimmjow yell over the mike and suddenly, people swarmed to the edge of the stage, carrying Ichigo along with him. He tried to break free but soon, he was right in front of the stage without any escape. He sighed. Looked like he was stuck here. He glanced up at Grimmjow and felt his heart clench in pain. He really didn't want to be here right now.
'So yea,' Grimmjow said solemnly. 'I guess you could say that after this gig I'll be moving up to battle with the big boys! Hey, it's thanks to you guys I'm here so I just wanted to say I'm really grateful to those who were, and still are, there for me!'
People hooted and clapped. Sure he was a complete player but he was still respected because of the fame he had brought to the little town with his music. He had attracted a lot of famous recording labels and Karakura Town had sort of become a tourist spot. So despite his weird habits, people still liked Grimmjow. If only Ichigo could say the same thing.
'So today I heard some rumors about me!' Grimmjow said loudly. 'The fact that I'm sleeping around again when clearly y'all know I don't do that anymore!'
Ichigo raised an eyebrow and folded his arms. It looked like Grimmjow was directing this to someone. He no longer felt the urge to leave anymore.
'I'll admit I've been an ass plenty of times!' Grimmjow continued. 'Especially to the people I care about! (was it Ichigo's imagination but was Grimmjow looking at him when he said that?) And I decided-!'
'Can you hurry the fuck up!' someone hollered from the back. Ichigo turned around and scowled when he saw it was Nnoitra. 'Some of us would prefer it if you talked less and screamed more!' Someone nudged Nnoitra who cackled. 'Whoops! I mean sang more!'
And he broke out into peals of hysterical laughter. Grimmjow quirked an eyebrow and smirked as he brought the mike to his lips once more.
'Well then I guess I'll skip who I'm dedicating this too 'cause you'll know who it's for,' he murmured, his eyes literally boring into Nnoitra who didn't seem to care.
He turned around so his back was facing the audience and pointed at Ulquiorra, who nodded and started strumming strained but hard cords. Yammy, the drummer joined him, beating a slow beat. Grimmjow strutted down the stage in step to the beat towards Yammy. When he reached Yammy, the drummer stopped playing so that Ulquiorra's strumming echoed in the bar. As soon as Yammy started again, Grimmjow swiveled around, bringing the mike to start singing as he strutted forward.
You know I love it when you're down on your knees
When he belted this line, he pointed to the ground as he sank to his knees himself, smirking.
You shut me up
He bent forward as he screamed this line, using both hands to support the wireless mike.
when you swallow me down
He was smirking as rose up at this line but immediately bent backwards, practically lying down on his back as he sang
My back to the wall
You're going to town!
He suddenly sprung up on his feet at this line and started chanting the chorus while pointing at the crowd but Ichigo noticed, with suppressed glee, that he was pointing at a scowling Nnoitra.
I almost told you that I loved you!
Then he shrugged his shoulders and smirked as he even pointed to the sky when he sang one of the lines.
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie!
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
Then, he sauntered up to Ulquiorra and, placing his elbow on the guitarist's shoulder as he leaned against him, started playing with his hair while he continued to sing in his mocking way. Ichigo seriously wanted to laugh 'cause he could see how Grimmjow was enjoying acting like his flirty self just to mock Nnoitra. Grimmjow was Grimmjow.
I hate to say it but it has to be said
You look so fragile as I fuck with your head
At the word 'fuck' he pushed Ulquiorra's head away in a playfully angry way though the guitarist continued to play like Grimmjow hadn't done anything and his face was as stony as ever. Grimmjow then slithered up to Stark's side as he continued to sing and grabbed a loop on the second guitarist's jeans.
I know it shouldn't but it's getting me on
If sex is the drug then what is the cost?
Since Stark had assumed a power stance, that is he had spread his legs out, Grimmjow placed a leg on either side of Stark's right leg and, dipping down, ground up the leg like he was going up a slide while arching himself backwards. This act earned him plenty of hoots and wolf whistles. Ichigo couldn't help sneaking a peek at Nnoitra and saw the guy's face was livid. Ichigo smirked. He didn't mind Grimmjow acting like that on stage as long as it pissed Nnoitra off.
At the last line Grimmjow suddenly snapped up and slithered up to the front of the stage, gesticulating violently with his hands, even sticking out his middle finger as he sang the chorus. When he reached the climax of the song, he started to get down on his knees again, even placing his free hand on the floor as he literally crawled across the stage towards the audience.
You can give me your hand, you can make your demands
I'm the hardest motherfucker to please
As he screeched this last line, he stopped crawling towards the stage and lay back completely on the stage as Stark started plucking harshly on his guitar, moving his body with the tune in jerks. Grimmjow, on the other hand, was arching his back on the floor and twisting his body in such a way that Ichigo was getting hard just watching him. And he knew he wasn't the only one. The way everyone was screaming and a few girls were stretching out their hands to touch him he wasn't the only one who was going to come right there.
Grimmjow slowly rose up as he gave a throaty scream over the mike at the end of the guitar solo and got up on his feet, his eyes gleaming and his skin shining from all his antics on stage. As he stood, he started moving one leg in time to the beat while he cupped the mike in both hands while he sang the chorus one more time.
I almost told you that I loved you
He paused to put the mike down to catch his breath and grinned as he brought it back up while tilting his head to one side, his hair falling in his eyes.
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
Now Ulquiorra was singing into his mike as back up while Grimmjow got back on his knees and was crawling closer to the stage and closer to Ichigo. Ichigo could feel his heart hammering across his chest as he came closer, Grimmjow's heated blue eyes literally making him melt. As the bluenette sang the last line, he suddenly grabbed the back of Ichigo's head, yanked his head back and kissed him fiercely across his mouth while his band belted the last cords of the song.
Ichigo felt that everyone was probably cheering right now but he was so lost in the kiss he didn't know what to think or even listen to his surroundings. Everything was a blur and nothing mattered but the sweet addictive taste that was purely Grimmjow. And he was loving it. Once they parted, Grimmjow laid his forehead against Ichigo's as the both panted to catch their breaths back.
'Hey,' the bluenette rasped, his voice sore from all the screaming and singing. 'I-!'
'I believe you,' Ichigo said simply and draped his arms around his boyfriend's shoulders before kissing him again. 'And don't worry, I still love you.'
Grimmjow grinned. That's all he wanted to hear.
I don't know about you guys but this turned out way different from what I usually write for some reason :3
Please review and tell me what you think!
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