Sorry I made you wait again...
and even writting a new story while not finishing this one. BUt hey, theres only a few more chapters of this, so I figured why not.
STUPID BOLD LETTERING ISNT WORKING, AND NEITHER ARE ITALICS OR UNDERLINING!! ITS MADDENING!!
Im going to have to find an alternative way to show emphasizim then by those means.
damnit.
DISCAIMER: I do not own. You no sue.
YAOI, SHOUNEN-AI, SHOTA, and maybe the moment you've all been waiting for?
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i miss my bold letters...
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The two stared at each other, not moving for some time. It was late, and Sasuke could feel his body moan in protest at being kept awake at a rediculouse hour. The rain outside had calmed to a soft pattering at the windows, the sound making the house's front entrance seem small and relaxing in a confined sort of way. Naruto wavered where he stood, his eyes half-lidded, his small smile a sleepy one. Sasuke took a step.
"Its late, I'll set up a bed for you." he murmered, moving to go up the stairs, silently inviting the blond to follow him. Naruto did so, but hesitantly fingered his bottom lip.
"Master would not care for services tonight?" he asked quietly, as though nervouse of an affermative answer.
Sasuke's hand twitched on the railing. Such implications, such oppertunity, right there, right in back of him, all he had to do was twist around, gather the young boy up, and partake of his purchase... But...
"You'll be sleeping in the guest bedroom, Naruto-kun..."
"If thats what Master would like..."
Sasuke nodded, not bothering to correct Naruto's vocabulary just yet. Obviousely the boy didnt remember him, or was pretending not to. Not that Sasuke could find a good reason that the blond would recall his image at all. They had only stayed together for about two days when Sasuke had hit him on the rain slicked road years back.
But really, how could Naruto NOT remember the person who had the ability to save him, but had instead thrown him back to the wolves.
"Master..? Will I be sleeping on the stairs, or are you just thining really hard?" Naruto quipped behind the older man, breaking Sasuke out of his troubled thoughts as he stood at the top of the staircase. He berated himself silently, continutng to walk down the short hallway.
"I was... thinking, yes." he replied, hoping to avoid the innevitable uncomfortable silences that were sure to come between the two. Naruto gaev a small chuckle.
"Be careful, thinking really hard makes your hair grow long, so you'll get haircuts more often, or so they say." he said with a sardonic tone. Sasuke, despite himself, snapped back witha smirk.
"I suppose thats why you have such short hair, not much thought processing."
As the Uchiha opened the guest room door and went in, Naruto stayed at the thresh-hold with his cheeks inflated in indignacy.
"I'll have you know I'm really smart, teme! I can read kinda! And I'm even adding double digit numbers!!" he shouted, but imeadiately covered the lower half of his face with his hands, eyes wide in shock. Sasuke stilled from his work, letting the sheet he was laying accross the bed fall on its own. He turned.
Naruto had shouted at him. Had called him a bastard...
He had rebellion in his veins.
He wanted to break from his constriction, even if it was an unconciouse desire.
"Please! Forgive me Master, I didn't mean that, not any of it..!" Naruto threw himself foreward and gave a deep bow at Sasuke's feet, his palms flat on the floor.. Dark grey eyes flashed with disapointment. He ended up begging to take back what he said in the end...
"Stop that, get up. You should sleep." Naruto blinked as Sasuke's deep voice washed over him. It sounded like an order, but it wasn't. A strange thing that made Naruto unsure of what he was supposed to do.
"You... forgive me Master..?" he tested, like a cautious animal being hunted. Sasuke huffed and went to get a thick blue blanket down from a closet shelf, smoothing the wrinkles from the material over the sheet covered matress. The little lamp on the bedside table gave a soft yellow glow, the rest of the room lit up by the bright veil of clouds outside, illuminated a bright silver from the hidden moon.
"More over, theres nothing to forgive. And, please, I would like you to call me Sasuke." the Uchiha replied to Naruto's wary question. The younger boy twitched, his eyes momentarily darting into the lower left corner, before moving back to stare at Sasuke's form from behind.
"If I may say, Master, that I only know to address my superior by that title." he said, giving a slight bow, his Kimono moving back over his shoulders. Sasuke frowned and stared out the window, a silence falling between the two. Sasuke mused.
He had him. The small, frail boy he had destroyed himself in grief over the last three years. He had the exotic blond, blue eyed child, who had grown into a fine teenager, in his home; His safe house. Yet that only completed the innitial stages of Uzumaki Naruto gaining absolution from a dark life. The dark life that was all he seemed to know. Rescuing Naruto further, would call for one thing, and that was for Naruto to relize that the familiar image he had in his mind was in fact the very man standing before him.
"Naruto-kun..."
But, that also meant...
"Hai?"
Naruto would have to be remined of Sasuke's misdeeds as well. That the reason Naruto stayed in such a terrible life, was cause of the ignorant self-image of Uchiha Sasuke. A crime that even Uchiha Itachi would find distasteful.
" I've changed my mind..."
"About what, Master?"
"You'll.. be beside me tonight..."
"Hai."
Sasuke turned and walked out of the guest bedroom, not meeting Naruto's gaze. He wanted to stop. He should tell Naruto to stop following so closely behind him, to go back in the other room, to stay away until morning. Because the young teen was so cute, and Sasuke's resolve was weakening.
Sasuke's room was cold. The space was a comfortable sort of serenity flowing from the contrasting white walls and black bed-dressings. The large balcony windows facing an almost full view of nothing but the sky lit up the room in a silver glow. Sasuke ignored his lamp switch, it wouldn't be needed.. He closed the door after Naruto and remained standing while the blond looked around.
"Its a very lovely room Master..." the blue eyed boy spoke quietly, and Sasuke could hear a quiver of... something, that was trying desperately to hide in the other's voice. Silence filled the room once more, and Naruto turned to look up at the older male. Sasuke felt his palms sweat. The soft light illuminated Naruto with an angelic halo. He was... a tainted angle...
Pale hands reached out and slid down a slender tan neck, ghosting over small shoulders and lightly pushing at soft silken kimono. Naruto gave a sort of gasp and grabbed the front of Sasuke's shirt, his hands trembling.
"Master...?"
Sasuke moved forward, Naruto backing up until he caught his knees on the bed behind him. He let out a squeak as Sasuke's braced his arms on either side of his head, the older man's knee resting between his legs. Sasuke's bangs fell and shadowed his eyes, and his lips were set in a slight part, breath escaping in long drawls.
He knew that he needed to stop.
To stop right now, what was he thinking?! He moved his face in closer, his lips a mere centimeters away from Naruto's. Large blue eyes widened in surprise, then fell into a half-lidded realization.
"Souka dattebayo..."
The distance between the pair's lips closed as Naruto leaned up, bringing his arms to wrap around Sasuke's neck. The Uchiha stiffened, for a moment, the heat of Naruto's lips against his shocking his system. He stiffened once more, considerably, when a hot moist tongue licked at his bottom lip, causing something deep inside him to break free. He crushed his body against Naruto's, shoving his own tongue past the teens' teeth.
Somewhere in the back of his mind, he was screaming his lungs out for the ability to stop...
Naruto's eyes remained half-lidded, and Sasuke found his own closing in ecstasy, shifting his hips to grind against the smaller body under his. Naruto let out a muffled moan, and Sasuke pulled back slightly, reaching to untie the silken obi which tied the kimono together. The fabric was tossed aside, and Naruto allowed the Uchiah to gently push the orange and red robes from his body.
"Naruto..."
For some reason Sasuke found himself whispering the boy's name while he stared at the near perfect body that he wanted so badly to touch, to ravish into the matress. Naruto closed his eyes and gave Sasuke a pull, bringing the older man down to lay on the bed, where Naruto sat up and began to remove the white dress shirt. Sasuke's black eyes remained afixed to Naruto's oddly unemotional face.
'Its so...casual to him...'
Sasuke hissed as Naruto's tongue ran across his collarbone, trailing down his torso and lapping at the pale skin stretched over firm abs. Sasuke sat up and flipped Naruto over onto his back, staring down at the dazed pools of blue he could drown in before latching onto the thin tan neck once more. He moved his large pale hands down the boy's waist to tan theighs, gripping them with a small bit of pressure and searching in light sapphire eyes for something.
"Naruto-kun... do you want thi-"
"I only desire what Master desires."
Sasuke froze, his pupil's dialating into the mass of dark grey. The heat that was filling his body drained at the sad, robotical tone Naruto had used. The plain, heart-breaking look in the boy's eyes as he laid under the Uchiha, unmoving, as trained to do so as a dog.
At that point, Sasuke threw himself off the bed, away from Naruto, and ran into his bathroom. Naruto stared at the slightly ajar door, from which he could hear the sounds of retching. Spikes of blond tossled as the whisker marked teen sat up, still naked, and eyed the door, a slightly confused expression upon his face.
Was this Master ill? Did Naruto's body dissatisfy him to the extent he threw up like that? What was the problem?
"Master...?" Naruto called from his position on the bed. "Have you changed your mind? Do you not want servicing tonight?"
There was more muffled sounds of vomiting. Naruto pouted.
"Are you sick, Master...?"
A flush came from the toilet, then the gurgle and a few splashes of water from the sink, before Sasuke stumbled out of the bathroom, leaning against he doorway with a hand over his mouth. His bare, muscled chest had a few runaway trails of water that dripped from dark ebony bangs, and black eyes stared at the floor. Sasuke didn't look over at the small blond on his bed.
The small blond he had almost just...
"Nnngh..!!" Sasuke gripped his head with his hands, disgusted with himself. He had wanted to save the boy, save him from the type of thing he was about to partake of himself! It was ironic, hypocritical, and made Sasuke feel ill.
Sasuke froze as thin, but warm arms wrapped around his waist.
"Me too." Naruot whispered, and Sasuke could feel his lips move just slightly against his stomach. He was so much taller then the young boy...
"Naruto..." The name slipped past Sasuke's mouth, yet it was as though it disapeared once it left him. Naruto rubbed his cheek against the Uchiha's chest.
"After a while, I stopped throwing up like that. It... didn't feel wrong after a while, it just felt like thats the way things were natrually. So, don't feel bad over it..."
Sasuke slowly wrapped his arms around Naruto, fixing his fingers into messy blond spikes. He didn't really care that the boy was still naked, pressed up against him. He didn't particularily mind the fact that his eyes were burning in a way that made him realize he would soon be dropping tears. He didn't care, because Naruto was so much more important, with such a sad thing like that being said.
"Naruto... Do you... remember who I am...?"
He asked it. Dark eyes waited, a strong pulse of Sasuke's own rapidly beating heart filled his ears. Naruto did not shift, from his position, his large blue eyes stared out the balcony windows and into the silver laced clouds.
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"Yes."
Dark eyes closed in a slow, slow wince.
"...I don't expect you to forgive me for what I did, but I..."
Naruto turned his head, staring up with his chin propped against Sasuke's pectorals. His head tilted to the side.
"You found me, that time I had run away a few years back. I remember it was raining, like today, and then I had woken up to your face, in that room colored white. I had thought you were Mada- ah... Master." Sasuke frowned and looked away, nodding.
"I had hit you with my car."
Naruto chuckled.
"That was my fault, I had ran without thinking of looking out for things like that. But, I don't get it... you were... the only one to ever be kind to me... why would that call for forgiveness?" he asked. Sasuke stared for a moment, and remained silent, thinking. He took Naruto's arms and held him away from his body, kneeling down to retrieve the thrown kimono.
His stomach churned as he forced himself to not look as Naruto pulled it back onto his small frame.
"Am I that ugly...?"
Sasuke whipped around, his throat full of protests.
"Your not ugly. Who said you were ugly?" It surprised the young business man, how calm and collected he sounded. Naruto stared down at the floor, looking small in his folds of silk. Slowly, the blond brought his tan hands up and stared at them in the moonlight, eying the details of each line, each slender finger.
"A person like me... just makes others sick."
He fell to his knees, those same elegant hands clutched his angelic face, yet as his shoulders shook as though he was screaming, there was silence. Sasuke moved quickly, and was at the boy's side in seconds.
"Naruto!"
He only just stopped himself from embracing the sinfully soft flesh, because he knew once he began, he might not be able to restrain himself completely once more.
Gasps and quiet sobbs were coming, muffled, from Naruto's huddled figure on the floor, Sasuke only allowing himself to gently place one arm around the younger boy's shoulder. It was a gesture mostly reserved for... 'friends', though Sasuke would not allow Naruto to even call him that. He didn't see himself absolved enough in Naruto's eyes for that.
"Eh-"
Sasuke held back a sort of gasp as Naruto flung his smaller, but still a little heavy body around his waist, causing Sasuke to fall back onto the floor, his back hitting and resting against the bed post. Naruto was sniffling as he burrowed his damp face into the older man's side. Sasuke held his hands up, not sure what to do.
"Though I... don't understand you completely Sasuke-sama... I... still...I..." Naruto whispered, his voice tired. Sasuke'seyes fell half-lidded, and gently he combed his large hands through blond spikes.
"Tomorrow..."
There was a sigh.
"Hai."
"Hmmm? A personal card?"
Madara rolled his chair away from a glowing computer screen, facing his silver haired employee who stood at his doorway.
"Thats right, a personal card. Ice Prick gave it to me. You wanted information on your prize Fuck-Toy's buyer, didn't you?"
Madara gave a large smile.
"Thats a good boy Hidan-kun. Settle down, and mind the language, or I'll wash your mouth out with soap." a long pale finger wagged warningly back and forth in the air. Hidan at the door huffed.
"I'm a full grown fucking man I'll fucking curse however much I fucking want, Captian Pedophile. Heres the damn card." the violet eyed man threw a small rectangle of white paper, which was caught up almost unnatrualy between Madara's awaiting fingers. The black haired man smirked.
"That must be so, Hidan-kun."
Hidan waved a hand, turning.
"Aur Revoir, Boss-Man."
Madara swiveled back to face the computer, his hand raised blindly at the door.
"Tres bien, Underling Hidan-kun."
Pale lips twisted at the ink apon the business card's surface. Keyboard keys clacked in the silent room.
"Just try it, Uchiha Saasuke..."
Files apeared one after another on the computer screen. Lists of computer hacking logs and numerouse other dates and times with the letters 'U.I.' repeated after each input.
"Your brother diving into my accounts, fishing in treacherous waters... not playing nice are you?"
A click of a mouse, and the screen went blank.
"This wolf worked hard to get that little fox, I wont have my prize stolen from me by a misplaced snake... Uhciha Sasuke."
Heh. Guess you have to wait a little bit longer tosee what more will happen!!
IM SO SORRY!!
-Rae-chan
(Oh come on, you know you love it.)