My sister's a superstar. So why am I forgotten?
Chapter 10
Nick doesn't say anything. Just looks at me, like I'm something nasty he just stepped in. I have had enough. This is ridiculous. It's been one day and already its driving me nuts.
"Nick, what the hell is wrong with you? What did I do that was so terrible that you ignored me? You never gave me your number, I couldn't call and there was no way I was asking Demi for it. Nick, what happened to you?"
My voice brakes a bit on the last question. I can't take being ignored by him. I just can't. Not after all the years of being second best. But he just looks at with that mask on his bloody beautiful face of his. His lips squeezed together, as if repressing something he wanted to say. Say it! Tell me what the heck is happening! His gaze shifts and he meets his parents' eyes, barley.
"I'll be in the car."
And he turns on his heel and walks out, away from me. I'll. Be. In. The. Car. IS THAT IT! That's all I get! This is just……… heartbreaking. I let myself flop back, not fighting the sobs that make me shake. Nobody quite knows what to do. They haven't seen someone make me cry before. My watch beeps, time for my pills. Avoiding Frankie, who has wrapped his small arms round my waist, I pull my bag over. Pills and bottle of water come out. All eyes are on me as I pop the small pills, six of them, once every three hours, and swallow them.
"Don't worry, that's how many I'm meant to have. Not trying for an overdose. He's not worth that."
Silence is deafening. And loud, wait they mean the same thing. Ergh, stupid handsome Nick messing up my brain with his I'm-to-coll-to-talk-to-the-girl-who-is-meant-to-be-my-girlfrined. Some people are unbelievable I tell you, UN-BEILIVE-ABLE!!
"Kat, are you arguing with yourself?"
Holy flying monkeys of death and chocolate.
"err, no?"
Damm it! Why great Lord above WHY!
"She's doing it again! Make it stop Kev, MAKE IT STOP!!"
"NEVER!! HA RUN JOSIE RUN!"
And with that I chase after Josie, beating him easily and tackling him to the floor. Life is sweet.
that's all for the moment. will do another one very VERY soon. lol this was terrible.
love you lizzle! xx