So ummm...hey guys. Please do not kill me, I beg of you! I really don't have a very good excuse for the time it took to update this. But if you want to hear one keep reading. So I usually right a rough draft on my iPod. Well when I was in New York I left my iPod on a seat in the train station and then it got stolen by the time I had someone go look for it. :/ I was so upset because it was like my child. But I guess life goes on :p Any way, that kind of through me off. I also celebrated my birthday which took up another couple of days. But anyway I'm terribly sorry! This chapter is just sort of a filler which also sucks but I promise next chapter will be better and longer! Alright if you are still reading this really long author note, thanks for sticking with me and (maybe) enjoy this chapter.

Disclaimer: Still own nothing..not even an iPod.


Blaine's first slumber party was a blast according to him. Kurt insisted that it would have been more fun with more people but Blaine was perfectly fine with it being just the two of them.

Monday was great as well. Both of them hung out with Wes and David at the movies and went out to eat afterwards.

The rest of the week went by in a blur of tests and extra homework to stock up on before the holiday break. This was a four day week though, so it went by pretty fast. The one history lecture seemed to last a year but other than that, the week went by swimmingly.

It was now 6 o'clock on Friday, the 17th of December and Kurt found himself sitting in the library finishing up his mountain of homework. He wanted to get it out of the way so he could actually enjoy his Christmas break.

After solving what seemed like the millionth geometry problem he slammed his text book shut and sighed with relief. "Finally," he said out loud. He looked around to see if anyone heard him but it turned out he was the only one in there.

He pulled out his phone which he had silenced to allow himself to finish his homework without being disturbed. 8 new messages.

Blaine: Hey Kurt, just wondering when you were coming back to our room.

Blaine: Kurt, where are you?

Unknown number: Hey Kurt, its Wes...got your number from when you prank called me! ;p just wanted a texting buddy

Blaine: Kurt, I'm really starting to get worried. Please text me back!

Wes: Hey, Blaine is starting to pace. Where are you?

Blaine: Kurt I'm freaking out! Please text me back soon!

Wes: Kurt, please text Blaine back before he has a heart attack!

Blaine: That's it! I'm coming to search for you!

The last message was sent only about 10 minutes ago. Maybe Kurt could catch Blaine before he got too far. He found his contact and hit call. It only rang once before:

"KURT! Kurt, where are you?"

"Blaine, calm down I'm fine." Kurt was actually chuckling a little bit. "I was in the library finishing some homework."

"Well you should have let me know. I was worried sick!" Blaine had relaxed a little but he still sounded shaken up.

"Yes, yes I know. I promise to next time. I wasn't thinking."

"Alright, just meet me back at our dorm. I have to go tell Wes that you're still alive."

Kurt just laughed. "Okay, bye."

"Bye."

As much as Kurt was mad at himself for making Blaine worry, he was also kind of happy. It showed that Blaine actually cared about him. And for that reason Kurt couldn't seem to wipe the grin off of his face.


Kurt walked back to his dorm and was greeted with a bear hug from Blaine.

Kurt chuckled again. "Well hello to you too."

Blaine let go and smiled. "Hi!" He grabbed Kurt's hand and ran them both over to the couch. Kurt put his bag on the floor and looked up to see Blaine smiling at him.

Kurt couldn't help but smile back. "Why are you so cheery?"

"Well, there's something I want to ask you. I've actually been meaning to ask you for a while but it just didn't feel like the right time."

Kurt wasn't sure how to take this, but he suddenly felt butterflies in his stomach, so he just nodded for Blaine to continue.

"Well, I was wondering if you maybe…wanted to join the Warblers?"

And the butterflies flew away and were replaced by disappointment. Of course he wanted to join the warblers but for a second he thought Blaine was going to say something else. I guess either way this is still a good thing.

"Yeah I'd love too! Why would you be worried about asking me that? "

Blaine gave Kurt a sincere look, "It's just that all you have been through I didn't want to make a big deal out of it and force you to join. The warblers are a little nutty and you have enough stress in your life. So it is totally up to you if you want to audition."

Kurt was grateful that Blaine cared so much as to think of something like that, but obviously he still wanted to join! "Thank you and yes I definitely want an audition! I guarantee that the New Directions are just as crazy."

Blaine smiled increased even more if that was possible. "Okay good! I already got you an audition for Monday."

"How did you know I would say yes?" Kurt asked, eyebrow raised.

"Because I know my best friend." Wish I could have said boyfriend.


Kurt was laying awake until the late hours of the night on Saturday still trying to figure out what song to sing for his audition. At first he thought he was going to do Don't Cry for me Argentina, but he changed his mind.

He looked over at Blaine who was peacefully asleep. Gosh is he gorgeous. Kurt thought to himself. Just everything about him. His hair, his jaw line, his lips. Just…beautiful. And that was when Kurt knew exactly what song he was going to sing. This gave him enough relief that he could drift into a dreamless sleep.


Sunday for the most part was uneventful. Kurt called a few of his friends and his dad while Blaine was in Wes and David's room playing video games. The rest of the day was spent with Kurt practicing his audition song. He had gone to the choir room to practice earlier, but throughout the rest of the day he sang softly or hummed it to himself.

When Monday finally came Kurt wasn't sure if he should be excited or nervous. Maybe both. There wasn't much to do in class because this was only a two day week but the teachers still managed to bore him.

During his last period of the day, chemistry, Kurt felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. Seeing as nobody was paying attention anyway he figured no one would care if he pulled his phone out.

Hey, remember your audition is right after class. 3 O'clock in the choir room. You'll be great! Xx –Blaine

Kurt couldn't help the dopey grin that made its way to his face. He loved when Blaine put "kisses" at the end of his texts.

I could never forget. I'm gonna nail it! ...hopefully. See you soon! Xx –Kurt


As soon as the last bell of the day rang Kurt was out the door and on his way to the choir room. The halls were so crowded and noisy no one could even hear him singing to himself as he made his way through the stream of teenagers.

Finally he walked through the double doors of the choir room. He saw Blaine sitting on one of the couches next to Wes and David amongst a group of boys who where all chattering. Kurt made his way over behind the couch and tapped on Blaine's shoulder.

"Hey! You all ready for your audition?"

"As ready as I'll ever be."

Wes got up along with two other older boys and sat down as the long wooden table in the front of the room. He grabbed his gavel and banged it on the table.

"Alright warblers, calm down, calm down." Once the room was quiet Wes spoke again. "Today we have someone new who would like to become a part of our group. Kurt, if you would like to take it from here." He gestured for Kurt to stand.

Kurt stood and made his way to the front of the room carrying his CD player he had brought. "Hey guys, I'm Kurt Hummel and for my audition I'll be singing You're Beautiful by James Blunt." He pressed play and the piano began.

My life is brilliant. My love is pure.

I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man.

But I won't lose and sleep all night, 'Cause I've got a plan.

Kurt looked over and made eye contact with Blaine.

You're beautiful

You're beautiful

You're beautiful. It's true.

Blaine smiled but never broke the gaze.

I saw your face, in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Kurt realized this was true. He had seen Blaine on the crowded staircase and he thought they would never be together.

Yes, she caught my eye, as I walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Flying high,

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

Kurt looked back over to Blaine and smiled.

You're beautiful

You're Beautiful

You're beautiful. It's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place

And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you

The whole group harmonized in with Kurt's voice.

Na na na na, Na na na na, Na na na na nahh

Blaine hadn't realized but he had started to tear up.

You're beautiful

You're beautiful

You're beautiful. It's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

Kurt had also been crying but his voice never cracked.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

When Kurt brought the song to a finish the whole room erupted in clapping and cheers. Kurt ran over and hugged Blaine.

"That was amazing." Blaine whispered in his ear.

Wes banged his gavel once again. "Alright guys, I think I speak for everyone when I say this. Kurt?"

Kurt turned around towards the front with hopeful teary eyes.

"You're in!"


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