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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""So are you still in contact with everyone?" I asked after we came up for air./div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""Most of the gang, yeah. I text Eddie, Alfie, Patricia, KT, Joy, Jerome and even Mick quite often actually. The only people I've sort of lost contact with are Willow, Mara and Amber. I mean, Willow and I were never close and Mara and I avoid each other to avoid the awkwardness of how we left things." /div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""Wait, why aren't you in touch with Amber?" /div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"That's weird. Fabian and Amber go way back. /div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""You don't know?"/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""What don't I know?" I'm starting to get worried./div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"Am I a horrible person? I've been so focused on Fabian since I decided I wasn't coming back to England, it never occurred to me that he wasn't the only one I should be worried about./div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""Have you seriously not seen her Facebook? Or Twitter? Or Instagram? God knows she posts about it enough."/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""I haven't been keeping up with anybody's social medias from England. It would be too hard to keep checking up on everybody."/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""She left for fashion school not very long into Sixth Form. She actually spent last year studying here in New York but she moved to Milan this September."/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"What?/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"No!/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"How selfish can I get?/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""She was in America for a whole year and I didn't know?!"/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"This is what I deserve./div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"No friends. /div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""Sorry..." Fabian looks genuinely sorry. I've missed his impeccable English manners. /div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""Oh my God, don't be sorry, it's not your fault! I just... wish things hadn't happened the way they did."/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""Me too. But we can still make the most of what's happening now."/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;""Yes. Yes we can."/div
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div style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"I feel another kiss coming on./div