A/N This is my first Fan-fiction I hope you enjoy.
Today, The clouds have covered the sky like a thick gray blanket it was going to rain soon. Hinamori always liked the rain it was vary soothing. But today she was kind of hoping it wouldn't because the rain was the last of her problems at the moment it was something else or perhaps, someone else...
What was so upsetting was that she just notice the cloudy sky when she ran out of her house and completely forgot her umbrella.
She sighed " Oh well, if it rains it rains " she said as she swiched out her shoes.
'Alright how am I going to do this should I just tell him now or during lunch. Hmm ... I'll do it during lunch that way well have time and we won't be interrupted this time, Alright I can do this.' She thought as she had a huge grin on her face.
She was so excited that she didn't notice that she just walk right into someone.
" Huh! Oh I'm so sorry I-I didn't see you there sir " she said as she looked up at the man.
" Yeah, whatever it was just an accident don't freak out about it " he said.
" Yukio, oh I'm sorry I didn't know it was you it's been awhile how have you been? " she asked
" Fine I guess " he said not really interested into the conversation but more in to the game he's currently playing.
" I see you have a new game again you better keep that out of sight before the teachers catch you " she said with a smile.
" I was already caught they just sent me to the office they're calling my foster parent now or whatever " he said still playing his game.
" Oh, thats too bad at least you've learned your leason right? " she asked.
" Not really this happens all the time...so like why where you distracted was it by the power of love or something? " he asked.
" WHAT!? no its just I-I was um " she traild off blushing downward suddenly finding the floor more intresting. He stoped playing his game to look up at her and then raised his eye brow.
" Right... any ways I got to go now see you later Momo " he said as he walked away to the front office.
" Yeah see you later Yukio " she waved as he left she sighed then went to class.
As Hinamori made it in class she spotted Hitsugaya sitting by a window seat engrossed into what seemed to be a book about 'Romeo & Juliet' Hinamori took a deep breath held it in then let it out ' she was ready there is no turning back now ' she thought as she slowly approached Hitsugaya she was slightly shaking.
" Good Morning Hitsugaya I need to ask you something " she said.
He looked up from his book to give her his full attention " Yes, what is it Hinamori " he said
" There's something important that I need to tell you " she said trembling.
He put the book completely down then stood up to grab both of her hands to then looked straight into her eyes.
" What is it!? are you in some kind of trouble if you want I cou- " he was cut off by her taking her hands back from him.
" No, no its nothing like that honest " she waved her hands in the air in defense he sighed.
" Will you meet me behind the school by the cherry blossom tree ill tell you there okay " she said.
" Alright sure " he said as he took his seat then went back to reading his book Hinamori took her seat behind him then sighed
' There's no turning back now ' she thought as the bell ranged finally starting class.
Hinamori was making her way to the cherry blossom tree until...
" Hey Momo where are you going are usual spot isn't that way what are you doing? " asked Orihime. Hinamori completely forgot to tell the girls she smacked her forehead for her forgetfulness. she walked up to them.
" Girls I need to tell you something, I'm going to confess my feelings to Hitsugaya " she said everything was silent...
" WHAT!? " they all shouted
" OMG that's great Momo finally having the courage huh? " said Rukia
" But isn't it suppose to be the other way around? " asked Orihime.
" It doesn't matter love is love go for it Momo " said Rukia
" Okay you two lets let her get to the man first, we all wish you luck Momo break a leg " said Rangiku.
She smiled " Thank you, all of you " she said as she left and ran to the designated place where her childhood friend was waiting for her.
Hinamori had finally made her way to the back of the school out of breath from running all the way here. She took a moment to catch her breath. When she caught her breath she looked up to see Hitsugaya leaning against the tree looking at his phone. Her heart was pounding a mile a minute she was ready.
She stopped in her tracks to see someone else approach him it was a girl with long green hair and brown eyes. " Um, hello Hitsugaya-kun " she said
Hinamori didn't know what to do so she hid behind the wall of the school.' Maybe I should come back later she didn't want to bother them ' she thought. She started to leave until she heard the girl talk again.
" You may not know me... but I know you vary well we've been in the same class for awhile now and I've developed feelings for you and I would like you to excepte them a-along with me because, I love you Hitsugaya-kun will you please go out with me? " she said
Hinamori's eyes widen as she covered her mouth.' She's confessing to Hitsugaya too ' she thought.
" ... ''
" Um Hitsu- "
" I'm sorry but I can't except your feelings for me, I love someone else " he said
" Oh, I-I see thank you for listening to me I-I wish you luck then Hitsugaya-kun " she said as she ran in the opposite direction with tears in her eyes Hinamori felt like doing the same.
' What?... Hitsugaya loves someone else n-no ... way I-I never knew about this I cant believe this I just cant believe this... I was going to ended up just like that girl but I would have been risking much more ' she thought Hinamori took one more look at him '
This pain in my chest its too ... unbearable to think that Hitsugaya... something wet had hit her hand.
'... loves some one else knowing that it will never be her... hurts something wet had hit her hand again.
Hinamori looked up at the sky not understanding what was falling on her hands it wasn't raining yet she slightly touched her cheek to feel that it wet.
'' Oh, I understand now, I understand ... everything now " she said as she slowly wiped away all her tears from her eyes with her sleeve she slowly took a deep breath in then out then she made her way to the tree.
He opened his phone to look at the time Its been over 20 minutes since he's been here and within that time he's got a confession and unknown whereabouts of Hinamori.
Hitsugaya was getting impatient if Hinamori didn't show in the next 20 seconds he's going to start looking for her himself. As he closed his phone he looked up to see Hinamori standing just a few feet away from him.
" Hinamori, what took you so long lunch is almost over? " he asked.
"..."
" Hinamori what's wrong did something happened? " he said sounding worried.
"..."
" Hinam- " he was cut off.
" I think we should stop being friends " she said.
In that one moment everything stopped moving, the world, the clouds, the birds, the wind, even the trees, the people, ... and his heart. It seemed that he couldn't breath he couldn't move, he couldn't think, he didn't say anything he couldn't all he could do was nothing as he watches as his childhood friend walk away from him ... no she just said that she didn't want to be friends anymore ... he never has he felt such pain before a world without Hinamori is a world without people, without oxygen, without sunlight, ... without love... a world where he never wants to live in.
Its cold... too cold the coldest she ever been the pain she feels in her heart didn't help either.
The last thing she ever wanted to do was to hurt him but she did its for the best though. She don't want to go on pretending around him knowing that her true love doesn't love her back. She knew if she sees him again she might just break down in tears or worst.
Its better if we just didn't see each other anymore its not like he would be interested in a girl like me anyways.
Why did she ever think that she had a chance with Hitsugaya I mean look at her there's nothing appealing about her nothing special she doesn't have the body type of most women she doesn't have the brains or modesty she has nothing but her heart, he'll be better off with the girl he truly loves.
" From now on Hitsugaya please be free " she said as it started raining.