Transformers Prime: Can you love without trust? Chapter 10: Sorry, Liar, and breathe, a transformers/beast wars fanfic

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sweetredranger - I grew up listening to them as well! I really love them, and those songs are on my favorites list! :) Thank you for reviewing!

Knockout Starscream - Thank you! I am doing alright. Some days are better than others. My grandparents test my patience everyday and I hope to head home in the next couple weeks. I am glad you love my story I will try not to disapoint you in this chapter! Great song by the way!

CyberQueen1826 - Thank you so much! I try my best to capture what Amy is feeling and what old Hide is thinking. What Ratchet knows makes my spark clench in pain. Its no and I have a debatable relationship, I like seeing how my readers react to it. But i can't stand it when someone leaves me with a cliffhanger. So I will update soon!

Normal pov... A few days later...

Amy, Anna, and Raf just got back from school with a lift from Jazz. Anna and Raf took their homework to the med bay where they would do it then fall asleep curled up against Bee. It was normal. After they fell asleep Amy would go in pick them up to give them to Ironhide or Jazz and then put them to bed while Amy would either sleep with Bee or on the couch in the main room.

She wasn't uncomfortable around Ironhide but she seemed slightly unsure of how to act around him since that day. She would greet him in the mornings and after school but there wasn't small talk. Ironhide was worried about her but was not going to push her into anything but his patience was not the best and he did not want to see her fade away. Jazz talked with her but if he brought up anything to do with her past or pain, she would shut down and stop talking. So he would talk to her about music class.

Amy had gotten her bike back and was taking Anna to ballet class, and coming back drenched in sweat claiming she was just training but Ironhide knew she wasn't being fully truthful with him and he was getting a little tired of the lies, he didn't want to push her but that might end up being what she needs.

Amy had finished her homework in her room, her thoughts consumed with Bee. Would he awake and be okay? She wanted him to wake up. Was that being selfish? She just wanted him. He brought so much life to the room he was in. Like he was bringing her back to life. After changing into work out shorts and a hoodie Amy grabbed the laptop she and Anna shared and took it to the training room. She looked up a song pressing play she stretched out before flipping her way through her thoughts.

Amy's Pov

Hailee Steinfeld - Back to Life (I did take out some of the lyrics. Requested by Knockout Starscream!)

[Intro]
'Cause I'm bringing you back to life

[Verse 1]
Our love's enough
Transcending us through space and time
It's holding up
It keeps you and me intertwined

All I wanted was for Bee to wake up. I needed to know did he love me? Did he really care about me? I think he does but these thoughts keep clouding my head. I wanted to be held by him yet I was afraid not of Bee but simply afraid. I did not know why I still feared being hurt.

[Pre-Chorus]
What's a pipe dream if you ain't trying to do it?
What's a heartbreak if you ain't crying all through it?
What's a sunset if you ain't riding into it?
Let's drive into it

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm bringing you back to life (Back)
And I know that you're gone but I swear that you're here
It's a feeling that won't disappear
And you're bringing me back to life (Back)
I was looking for something that I couldn't find
It's a feeling you give me inside

Bee gave me this feeling inside when he was close and I couldn't figure out what feeling it was. Do I feel safe when He is close by? He is concerned about me and all I've been is stubborn. I still haven't promised him. He wanted me to promise and I have yet to do it. Although now I'm not sure I can. I don't think I will ever be able to after what I've done.

[Verse 2]
Our memories
They're more than just our history (Our history)
They lift me up
They flow like electricity (No, no, no)

[Pre-Chorus]
What's a pipe dream if you ain't trying to do it?
What's a heartbreak if you ain't crying all through it?
What's a sunset if you ain't riding into it?
Let's drive into it

Bee just wake up already. Come back so we can create more memories like fire. Bring me back to life. I feel like I'm going to fade away again. Please just come back to life. Don't leave us without your light!

[Bridge]
I can see you in the night
Coming through like flashing lights
When the world is passing by
Oh, oh, oh
I can see you in the night
Coming through like flashing lights
When the world is passing by
Oh, oh, oh (Oh)

When the song ended I leaned against the wall to catch my breath. I heard some commotion coming from the main room so I walked out to see what was going on. I stopped as soon I stepped foot out of the hallway. Ironhide and Jazz were toes to toe growling at each other.

"You know why we can't do that Hide! We have to wait! We can't jus' do whateve' we want! She is going through a lot and if we push her..." Hide cut Jazz off.

"You think I don't know that!" He growled shoving Jazz back. "I know what happens when we push her! I've done it! But I will not sit back and watch her fade away again!" I felt my own shoulders sag. They were talking about me. I bit my lip, now I feel like a complete burden.

"None of us want to watch her do that again Hide! But we can't just force her to open up!" Jazz replied with anger shoving Ironhide back. The bots locked arms glaring at each other.

"Will you two stop it! I don't need you waking An..." Ratchet came out of the med bay to scold them but stopped when he saw me. The other two bots followed his gaze.

"Amy, how awful long have ya been a-standin' there?" Jazz asked as he and Hide released each other. Jazz took a step closer to me as I looked at him than to Hide and back again. I shook my head at them slowly and turned and headed back down the hallway. "Wait for a second Amy." Jazz called. I heard him and Hide following me but I ignored them as I stalked back into the training room. I went to my laptop pulling up a song as they came in.

"Amy?" Hide's voice sounded soft but I didn't bother to look over when I heard them transform. I pressed play stood and sung along as I flipped back. I pretty much turned it into a dance play. Dancing to match the song and the feelings behind it.

Little Toy Guns Carrie Underwood (Requested by sweetredranger!)

In between the coats in the closet
She held on to that heart shaped locket
Staring at a family flawless
But it ain't a pretty picture tonight
Mom and daddy just won't stop it
Fightin' at the drop of the faucet
Cuts through the walls catastrophic
She's caught in the crossfire

Puts her hands over her ears
Starts talking through the tears
She's saying, she's praying.

I did as the song said putting my hands over my ears as I sang out, hoping they would get the message. I always spoke better through music than regular words. I felt a hand on my shoulder but I pulled back spinning away gracefully as the song continued. I wanted them to know what it felt like. I wanted them to know I felt each bang.

I wish words were like little toy guns
No sting, no hurt no one, just a bang bang
Rolling off your tongue (I wish words were like little toy guns)
Yeah, no smoke, no bullets
No kick from the trigger when you pull it, no pain, no damage done
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
And just a bang bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)

Wish there was a white flag waving
Or that they were both just faking
And it was just a game they were playing
Like shoot'em up, cowboys
Leave the plastic pistols in the front yard
Throw away the score card
And just turn off all the noise.

I raised my hands up and throwing them back as I sang plastic pistols before covering my ears as I sang noise. Why did they have to fight? Why? I wasn't worth the stress! I wasn't worth all of this!

I looked at the two holoforms as I sang out pleadingly as I ran my hands through my hair gripping it tightly. Hide stepped forward and again I spun away from him.

Oh I wish they didn't cut like a knife
I wish they didn't break you inside
I wish they didn't bang bang make you wanna run, yeah

I dragged my fingers over my hoodie sleeved arms as I sang cut you like a knife. Jazz took a step forward this time but I stepped back shaking my head as I sang trying to stay strong and not let emotions get in the way. I hated being weak around them.

Like little toy guns
No sting, no hurt no one, just a bang bang
Rolling off your tongue (I wish words were like little toy guns)
Yeah, no smoke, no bullets
No shot from the trigger when you pull it, no pain, no damage done
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
And just a bang bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)

Oh like little toy guns

I stood there breathing deeply looking between them as they stood there.

"Sorry fer upsettin ya." Jazz was first to speak. He sounded sincere but so did 'they' at first. I crossed my arms not sure of what to say.

"We are worried about you and I don't want you keeping yourself bottled up." Hide spoke. Looking between the two they had major differences. Jazz was a lot more laid back and relaxed with everything. More easy going and soft. Ironhide was a lot rougher, He can be soft but he was firm he pushed people, and kinda scary although I would never admit that to anyone.

I still didn't know what to say so I bit my lip and looked away. I heard a low rumble come from Hide and he walked over I took a step back but he grabbed my wrist making my eyes go wide. His hold was firm yet gentle all the same I tried to pull away from him but he wouldn't let go, only pulled me closer.

"L-Let go!" I tried to snap but it came out weak. His unoccupied hand tilted my chin up and his thumb rested on my lips as he had done before.

"I told you, I didn't want you to hurt yourself." Oh if he only knew. I was trying not to shake but my body was not responding.

"Calm down, Amy, You're safe." I heard Jazz say. I tried to pull away again but he wouldn't release me. "Hide?" Jazz questioned. Hide's gaze on me was starting to scare me. I wouldn't meet his gaze trying to get his hand to let go. Why wasn't I fighting? Why wasn't I doing everything I could to get away? I usually fought with everything I had, but now? I wasn't even throwing a punch. Was I afraid he would hit back? Would he? My eyes widened at the thought. I knew he was stronger than 'them' so it would hurt a lot worse but didn't I want pain?

"Amy?" I thought I heard someone call my name but my head was getting cloudy, my vision wouldn't focus I could feel their hands. Something snapped.

Jazz pov...

Amy had been trying to get Hide to let her go but he wasn't budging and this concerned me but she wasn't fighting like she usually does. All she was doing was pulling away and pushing Hides hand with her own. I did take notice of her eyes widening a look of absolute terror crossed her eyes barly but it was there.

"Amy?" I called her name her face going pale. Something in her snapped. She started fighting like a hell-cat as Miko had put it once.

"L-Let go! I don't want it!" She screamed trying to yank herself from hiding, but he wouldn't let go he pulled her closer and held her as she started to beat against his chest.

"Hide what are ya doin!?" I went to get him to let her go but he growled deep in his throat at me.

"S-STOP IT! PLEASE! I'M S-SORRY!" She was panicking, even more, her body fighting, She wasn't trying to but her body was telling her to. And her mind was agreeing with it. Hide held her firmly to his chest as the fight slowly started leaving her and soon she was trembling in his arms, more than I've ever seen anyone. "P-Please, I-I c-can't. I-I'm s-s-sorry." Her breathin was coming in short gasps. Hide jerked his head at me and I walked closer not sure what he wanted me to do but I followed him as He sat on the floor against the wall his legs stretched out in front of him with her in between them. I sat to his left. I reached over and started petting her hair as Hide gently rubbed her back.

I couldn't help but feel bad for the little femme. Why were some humans so cruel to treat their own sparklings this way?

"Jazz, I heard a scream is Amy okay?" I got a comlink from Ratchet.

"She will be Ratch, Hide and I are taking care o' her," I replied.

"Be careful with my spark, Ratchet out." He growled before shutting his com link off. I paused petting Amy's hair when she moved. At first, I thought she was trying to get away but she was just adjustin herself, she was barely awake with tear stains on her cheek. Hide helped her adjust so she was curled up slightly on her side with her head on his chest above where the human heart would be.

"Hey, sweetspark," I spoke softly letting my fingers trail down her cheeks. Her eyes weren't focused on making me frown deeply. "Amy?" No response. "Hide she ain't respondin what do we do?" I looked at him. He was quite for a moment.

"Ratchet says sometimes during abuse they would block it out by turning all their senses off so they wouldn't have to feel it. I have a feeling Amy did this only some of the time with those pit spawned glitches. If she did it everytime they might have gotten to Anna." He spoke moving Amy to cradle her in his arms. "Ratchet also told us that if we were holding her to turn on the special add on he did to the holoforms so she could feel our sparks through the holoform."

"How do we get her out of dis state?" I looked from him to the girl who lay limply in his arms. She was so small and fragile weather she admitted it or not. She was way to young to have fought a war.

Hide's hold on her tightened slightly as he spoke softly to her. "Amy, you are safe. No one is going to hurt you." Her eyes blinked once before she looked up at him.

"C-Can y-you let g-go now?" Her voice was barely above a whisper.

"Depends." Hide replied moving some of her hair from her face. She frowned biting her lip but freezing and releasing it when Hide growled softly.

"D-Depends on what?" Hide looked at me.

"What do you think?" I blinked.

"Well, Amy, Now dat your calmer, I want ta know somthin." She looked over at me. "Why are you sorry?" She dropped her gaze. "Ya don't have ta answer now, But I want ta know. Kay?" She nodded once and I looked at Hide.

"Now, I will let you go if you will not avoid, run, or hide from us. Understand?" She seemed to debate it but nodded knowing there was no other way out of it. Hide stood up holding her before settin her feet on the ground as I stood but didn't pull his arms from around her. "Now is there something you want to tell me?" I looked at Hide and frowned deeper. He had that look in his optics, he was askin about somethin specific whether she knew it or not. She shook her head looking away. I could tell the way that made him frustrated but he held it in.

"Shall we go check on de others?" I asked. She nodded pulling away from him and he let her. She seemed to sway on her feet slightly but walked over to Ironhide's truck form. Now I was super confused. She was more comfortable around a giant alien robot then a holoform? I watched Hide transform and gently pick her up. I soon followed.

Normal pov...

The two bots with Amy headed to med bay she seemed to be pulling herself together so Anna and Raf wouldn't see her like that. When they reached med bay Ratchet was fuming. He stalked over glaring at the two bots before taking Amy looking her over.

"I'm okay Ratchet. No scan needed." She told him before he could scan her. He paused. Looking her over with his optics, she did not appear to be in any pain but she always hid it well, but he simply nodded.

"What happened?" He asked her as he gently ran a digit over her back. She kept her gaze away from Hide and Jazz as she replied.

"Hide wanted m-me to stop biting m-my lip and to open up. Jazz wants to know why I'm sorry." Ratchet looked over at the other bots before letting it go."Alright. Its about time to get the kids to bed." He said.

"I'll take them." Jazz spoke up. Amy tensed up watching him closely as he walked over to where Bee was still lying and gently picked up to the two kids who were snuggled up against his neck cables. Jazz than nodded to Amy and walked out.

Ironhide's pov...

"I'm sorry!" Amy spoke up startling both Ratchet and me.

"Why sweetspark? What are you sorry for?" Ratchet asked holding her close to his face plates.

"Please, I'm sorry! Don't be mad!" She hid her face in her hands. She was shattering in his servos and neither of us knew what to do.

"Amy, you have nothing to be sorry for. We're not mad." I told her.

"B-But H-Hide." She turned slightly to look at me. "I-I hit you. Th-They a-always hit back." She was terrified my holoform was going to hurt her.

"Why are you sorry?" I looked into her eyes but she dropped her gaze again. For a moment Ratchet and I didn't say anything.

I looked at her she looked like she shattered as a glass plate dropped on the floor, never to be the same again.

"Why is this so hard?" She asked her voice sounding defeated. Ratchet cradled her above his spark.

"I do not know my spark. But you will get through this if you let us help you." He told her gently. She nodded in reply. "Now I think you need some sleep, Amy, Where do you wanna stay tonight?" She looked at Bee then she glanced at me before dropping her gaze. She didn't reply.

"I'll take her with me," I spoke stepping forward to take her from the medic. She didn't abject instead after Ratchet nuzzled her she reached out to me. It seemed she felt safer with my real form than with my holoform. I nodded to Ratchet after securing her to my chassis and walked out to my quarters.

When I laid down on my berth I placed her on my chassis keeping my servos over her keeping her gently in place. After a moment I felt her small fingers trace random patterns on my chassis. She was battling so many emotions right now.

"Thanks Hide." Her voice was not shaky and it wasn't cold. It sounded normal for her.

"You're welcome. Goodnight Amy."

"Night." She mumbled curling up under my servos. With that I allowed myself to slip into recharge.

Normal pov... The next morning.

Amy woke and rubbed her face tiredly before looking up at Hide's face plates. He was still in recharge. Amy tried to get up but found it to be impossible with his servos gently holding her in place so she laid down and watched him. Until he onlined his optics.

"Mornin." Amy greeted, she didn't sound happy or sad, just kinda there, but not the numb kinda there just there.

"Morning Amy. Did you recharge well?" He asked. She shrugged stretching slightly. They both jumped hearing a loud crash and yelling. Hide jumped up holding Amy he ran out of his room, down the hall and stopped in the main room seeing Bee stumbling around, Jazz was on the ground against the wall and Bee seemed to be looking for something.

"Bumblebee?" Hide called. Bee turned and pointed his gun at Hide. "His protective protacals have been activated." Hide muttered setting Amy down. That's when Raf and Anna came running in.

"Bee!" They both called and that caused the bot to freeze. His gaze landed on them and he put his gun away kneeling down as the two kids ran to him.

Amy's pov...

I watched Raf and Anna run to Bee as he kneeled down for them. He sat on the floor holding them both to his chest plates. I bit my lip watching them. I did not want to take this moment from them I knew they had missed him just as much if not more than I did.

"Ouch, jeez man dat hurt!" Jazz said standing and rubbing his helm. Hide chuckled at him.

"Maybe next time don't get in his way."

"Sorry Jazz," Bee mumbled after a moment, he looked over to Jazz still holding Anna and Raf close.

"It's kay scout. No harm done. Although you may want to head back to medbay. Ratchet won't be too happy dat you left." Jazz replied. Bee nodded and with help from Hide went back to the med bay. He is awake. He is okay. Nothing is gonna happen. Right? I stared at med bay doors for the longest time. What if something goes wrong? Is he really okay?

"Amy?" I jumped at the sudden voice. I looked over to see Jazz had kneeled down and his face plates were rather close to my own. I blinked at him.

"Yeah, Jazz?" I finally spoke.

"Do you want me to take Anna to ballet today?"

"No, that okay." I inwardly cringed at out quickly that came out. Jazz gave me a confused look but nodded. "We need to get to school soon though," I said. He nodded and I went to my room to change and grab Anna, Raf, and my backpacks for school. When I got to the main room Ironhide had transformed and had helped Raf and Anna into his back seat. I walked over and climbed in.

"Amy, Bee is awake!" Anna told me with a huge smile on her face. I gave her the small smile back that told her I was listening. "Ratchet said his protective protocols kicked in when he woke up and he was looking for us wanting to know if we were safe." She explained looking at Raf. I smiled faintly as I looked out the window.

"I'm glad he is awake now," I told them. We pulled into school and they ran off. I paused with my hand on the door. "I'-I'm gonna take Anna to ballet after we get to base after school." I looked over at Hide he nodded. I headed into school to deal with yet another day. It went by okay, Music class came soon and we all sat on stage looking at 'Mr. Solstice.' we were getting ready for our concert that was in about a week.

"Now class, I know you're all excited for dis. I am to its exciting and all but we still need to practice so we can blow dem all out of da water!" With that, we went through some of the songs and moves we needed to work on before Jazz dismissed us.

"Hey, Jazz." I greeted tiredly. He smiled at me and pulled out and headed toward the base.

"How was school?" He asked. He was relaxed one hand on the wheel the other relaxing at his side.

"It felt long but otherwise okay. How was the base?" I replied sinking into the seat slightly.

"It was alright for da short time I was there." He grinned. When we pulled into base Anna had her's and my ballet bags ready to go. "Are you sure you don't want a lift?" Jazz asked.

"No thanks Jazz," I told him heading over to my bike. Hide frowned at me but I didn't look at him. I knew he was wanting to ask questions but I didn't want to answer them. Anna got on my bike behind me and after putting our helmets on I headed off to ballet.

We had about two weeks for the ballet performance. It was great to have time after the concert with the music class and the ballet to relax maybe. I'd probably just practice more. When we pulled into ballet Anna went off with her group and I met up with mine. I was surprised when I was handed a violin but when they told me about a slight change I was excited. I liked this new change. After ballet, we were all soaked in sweat from head to toe.

It felt good to work hard I thought biting my lip, I really need to stop before Hide gets angry. I sighed picked up Anna and headed back to base.

When I pulled in I told Anna to take a shower before going to Bee. She nodded and ran off ahead of me. Hide was the only bot in the main room.

"How come you're covered in sweat?" He asked.

"I was practicing," I told him with a slight glare. He transformed rather fast and his holoform stepped out.

"You are not being completely honest with me youngling." He spoke sternly as he stalked toward me.

"I-I was p-practicing in the o-other room," I told him. It was kinda true. I didn't say it was in another class and practicing ballet. He continued his path toward me. I dropped my bag stepping away from him my eyes widening as he advanced. My back hit the wall my eyes stared up at him as he stopped in front of me, He placed his left hand right beside my head and leaned his face right next to mine as I turned it away from him.

"Liar." His voice growled out. My breath hitched as He said that word.

"N-No, I'm n-not l-lying." I stuttered and tried to remind myself why I haven't told them about this yet. Well, Ratchet wouldn't be too happy that I started while my knee was hurting and I don't remember any other reason. His other hand braced against the wall beside my waist making my body start to tremble.

"I will ask one more time and I want a very specific answer. What were you doing?" His face was so close to mine I could feel his breath against my cheek. I didn't want to answer, I had no idea how he would react so it took me a moment to answer.

"I-I was i-in c-class." I gasped out trying to breathe while trying not to panic. He tilted his head to one side.

"What class?" He asked. I knew he wouldn't give up now that he had me cornered so there was no fighting it now.

"B-Ballet. I a-am in a different group then A-Anna." I kept my gaze away from his. I didn't know how he was going to react.

"How long?" I bit my lip and he growled deep in his throat making me shrink down. I tried to slid down but his hand beside my waist moved to hold my back making me freeze. He now could hold me in place as long as he needed or wanted too. "How long?" He repeated.

"A w-week or so a-after d-dad l-left," I replied.

"Your knee wasn't healed yet. Why would you push yourself like that?" I heard him almost growl out. I shook my head keeping my eyes from meeting his but he leaned in closer making me freeze. "Look at me." I didn't want to, I couldn't. He was going to have that look in his eye. I couldn't tell him why he wouldn't understand. No one understands me. Why was he doing this to me?

"Amy, Look at me." His voice was breathtakingly scary calm. Slowly I forced myself to look up at him his gaze was stern, fierce, and soft all in one. His eyes were so blue, he looked like a hardcore marine with his muscles. His hand on my back was firm yet not forceful, he knew that the simple touch would keep me from sliding down the wall into a heap on the floor. the hand that he had placed by my head touched my hair, feeling it with his fingers before gently petting me like one would pet a cat. His eyes never leaving mine as he let the back of his hand trail down my cheek.

"Breath, Amy, breathe." Only when he said that did I notice I had been holding my breath, slowly I breathed in and out keeping my eyes locked with his. Why did I want to lean into him? I felt safer with him as him, not his holoform. "Why would you push yourself?" He asked. I couldn't hold his gaze any longer dropping it.

"I don't like feeling like I can't do anything. I don't like anything holding me back." I answered slowly. He nodded after a moment.

"I know but you could have messed your knee up worse, Amy no wonder it took so long to heal." He told me with a sigh.

"Amy?" Hide pulled away hearing Anna's voice. I looked over seeing her in her pink pj's.

"Yes, Anna?" I replied stepping closer to her.

"I just wanted to let you know I took my shower and going to lay with Bee." She told me looking adorably tired. I nodded to her and she walked off to the med bay. Before I could walk away Hide reached out and snagged my wrist not hard but it made my eyes meet his. I didn't pull away this time allowing him to hold my wrist.

"Please stop pushing yourself." He said softly. I nodded. "I mean it."

"I'll try," I told him. He nodded and let go of me, I rubbed my wrist that he had it was covered with my hoodie but it felt a little better after I gently rubbed it. I picked up my bags and headed to my room so I could finish my homework.

The image of Hide pinning me to the wall kept flashing in my mind except for half the time I would see my father instead of Hide. It made it very hard to focus on my homework but I finally got it done and went to change into my black sleep shorts and my black hoodie. I sat on my bed debating with myself. 'Why won't you let him hold you without a fight? Cause you don't want him to do what they did.' I answered myself. 'yeah but you like his touch don't you? You want it right? Or does it feel like their hands all over again? Does his touch make you feel safe or sick?' I couldn't answer myself and looked at the floor.

After a while, I heard a knock on my door.

"Yeah?"

"Hey, Amy it's Jazz." I stood and walked to the door opening it to see his holoform.

"Is something wrong?" He shook his head.

"No, but I wanted to let you know I was about to bring Anna and Raf to bed." I nodded.

"Okay, the room is all theirs," I replied.

"Are you kay? I heard what happened wit ol' Hide." I shrugged. He paused a small frown tugging at his lips. "Bee was askin for ya earlier. Said he needed ta talk wit cha."

"Did he say what for?" I frowned biting my lip.

"Nah, but I'm sure dat there is nothin to worry bout, and didn't Hide tell you to stop that?" He replied pointing at my lip. I sighed and he grinned. I slowly made my way to the med bay with Jazz. When we walked in Jazz went over and took Anna and Raf who were both asleep out to put them to bed.

Ratchet was standing by the berth Bee was on and was shining a light into his optics. I locked my hands behind my back and waited. I looked around med bay taking note of a few broken tools.

"Oh good, you're here." I looked up as Ratchet spoke and gave a curt nod walking over to him. He picked me up and set me on Bee's berth and walked out. I watched him leave and stared at the doors even after they closed. I felt something touch my back and turned to see Bee's worried gaze upon me. He touched a single digit to my cheek trailing down my arm before slowly wrapping his servo around me. I didn't say anything as he lifted me up to be close to his faceplates. I dropped my gaze from him I did not want him to see my mixed emotions.

"I missed you." He spoke after a few moments. I looked up and touched his face plates.

"I missed you too," I said quietly. He nuzzled his face plates into me gently. I didn't know what else to say I heard him turn on the radio to play a song.

Avicii ~ Hey Brother (Requested by CyberQueen1826!)

Hey brother! There's an endless road to rediscover
Hey sister! Know the water's sweet but blood is thicker
Oh, if the sky comes falling down, for you
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

Hey brother! Do you still believe in one another?
Hey sister! Do you still believe in love? I wonder
Oh, if the sky comes falling down, for you
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

Do I still believe in anything? Is love even a real thing? I love Anna and Raf and I would do anything for them to keep them safe. I would lay down my life if I needed to. Anna and Raf both knew that.

What if I'm far from home?
Oh, brother, I will hear you call!
What if I lose it all?
Oh, sister, I will help you out!
Oh, if the sky comes falling down, for you
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

Bee pulled me closer to him, he wanted to help me but if I didn't let him anything was going to work. I had to let people 'help' me. I was never good at that. Bee was telling me he would do for me what I would do for Anna and Raf, Anything.

Hey brother! There's an endless road to rediscover
Hey sister! Do you still believe in love? I wonder
Oh, if the sky comes falling down, for you
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

He wanted me to be safe and okay, he held me close as the song ended and he turned the radio off.

"I don't want to lose you, Amy. You are my sister, I would do anything for you." He told me.

"Bee, you don't need to do that," I told him but he shook his helm at me.

"That's what families do, and we are family." He replied. I nodded. With that, he laid back on the hospital berth and rested me on his chassis and we both fell asleep.

*Groans rubbing my face.* "Well So far only 3 reviews which is great but I went back and noticed I lost a lot of readers sense the last story. Oh well as long as some of you are still here." *Smiles.* "Anyway please let me know what you think. Till All Are One!"