i love bunnies!
This is the last chapter, hope you like it! (unless you want/need more...)
Little bit of Dei-Dei abuse! (tiny tiny bit)
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"hey, you thinking to much? Or are always this quiet when your alone?" the curtains on the window are pulled away, the moon is already high in the night sky, lighting my dark room. I see him, Deidara standing in the shadows next to the window.
"maybe" I reply, I walk to my bed and sit, my back to the window.
"your not going to ask what I want?"
"what happen to "Hn", or "yeah" at the end of everything?" I mock softly, if I can provoke him then he'll leave in rage. Like he always does if I angry him in the slightest way.
"I say what I want, when I want, stupid"
"I always thought you were too stupid to not end everything like that Senpai"
"the only stupid one here is you" he snaps back angry and frustration shining clearly in his voice.
"why so mad, hmm? Senpai?" I smile, like a fool. I forget that I have no mask to hid my face. As Deidara let the curtains go, they cover the window once more, and darkness fills the room.
"shut up Tobi. I am in no mood for you acting like a complete ass." Deidara moves, he sits next to me, I pull away slightly. "What? Do I scare you?" I say nothing how can I? "Because you scare me Tobi, you really do"
"how do I scare you?" how can I trust a word he says? He may be lying, I have make him leave. "I'm just a stupid dumb ass"
"when we first met, I thought you were a master of deception. I mean the mask helped, but then you acted like a stupid idiot, and I dismissed the thought, like a fool I dismissed the thought. In truth your just like the others aren't you? Cold-hearted and cruel" He stood up, his hand rises, a moment of nothing. Then my mask and blanket hit me.
'Clink' The orange mask I am so fond of, falls to the floor and slowly like a feather my blanket falls on top of it. As if to shield it from my view. I look up at him and he backs away, his eyes held mistrust and rage.
"You throw my belongings at me, And you say those hurtful things to me… why?" I stand and follow him, step by step, like dance. A truly deadly dance.
He takes two steps
I take two steps
Then he takes three steps
I follow, I take three steps
He takes four steps and his back is against the door.
I take four steps and am in front of him no more then a foot away.
"why would you say that?" My fist slams into the door beside his pale face. "those hurtful words?" I glare down at him, he is visible shaken by my rage. He stares up at me, his smaller form shaking lightly. His eyes change, there is no longer mistrust just fear and horror.
Does he really think I would hurt him?
We would never hurt him… would we?
I don't know, for once I don't know Tobi…
"Tobi" His voice, the way he says my name. They pull me from my thoughts. He closes his eyes, his eyes once full of fear now look up at me with courage and determination. "Tobi, I say them to hid the fact that I am afraid…"
"And why are you afraid Deidara?"
"your not the Tobi I know" he shakes his head sadly. Blinded by my own rage, I hit the wall on the other side of his now white face. The strike creates a dent in the door.
"How Can You Expect Me To Be Happy And Cheerful? First you-" I stop when I feel the warmth of Deidara's finger tips on my own cold face. He runs his finger over my scars, then they lightly touch my eye patch. He traces the scar that ran down from under that patch with great care, as if afraid that I be in pain if he pressed harder. The scar ends at my chin, yet his finger move back up my face.
"you have never let me see your face… I wanted to know all this time, but I didn't want to anger you or make you unhappy." his finger tips lightly scrape my lips. And as if on reflex my hand snatches his wrist and clutches it tightly. Slowly pulling it away from my face, all the while my grip intensify.
"Tobi! Stop that hurts!"
"Don't Touch Me" I see the hurt in his eyes, the way he frowns. The way a mere moment later his eyes harden, glaring at me.
"Why not? Stupid!" He hissed at me. This time his left hand reaches out to touch my face. I catch it as it grazes my skin lightly.
"I Said Do Not Touch Me Deidara" my voice cold and full of rage.
"stupid tobi! I can do what ever I want!" he snarls at me, "you stupid scarred up B-" I slam both his wrists into the door at once, he yelps out in shock and pain.
"Don't Call Me That"
"I can call you anything I want!" He continued glaring up at me, it is only then do I really, truly think about how much smaller he is compared to me.
"You're Really Short" a moment went by before Deidara reacted to my words.
"S-shut up!" his small pale wrists are turning an ugly purple in my grip, I let them go. He cradles his right wrist in his left hand, hissing softly.
"Leave" I turn away, I get two steps away before I freeze as I feel his arms are wrapped around me tightly.
"No, I'm sorry, I love you…Tobi. " he makes me turn around, and I don't fight him. He leans forward, on his toes and kisses me on the mouth. I don't really know why, but I do kiss him back it feels right. I feel Tobi pulling at my mind, so I let him only partly let him take control. He does something I don't expect, my right arm pulls Deidara closer. After a few moments that seem to last forever, Deidara pulls away. His face flushed, his lips parted slightly, he's panting softly as well.
"Why? You Said You Hated Me?"
"I don't anyways mean what I say stupid!" He closes the distance between us again, and rests his head on my shoulder.
"Then… How Can I Trust You When You Say You Love Me?" I smirk when he looks up at me rage in his beautiful eyes.
"I mean that! I just don't mean to call you stupid… Stupid" The rage is replaced by playfulness.
"Deidara" the word belongs to both of us, me and Tobi.
"Tobi… promise me you'll act like your self again, and you'll call me 'Senpai' please? I… kinda like it when you do…" The blond looked away, a blush present in the darkness.
"Alright, Senpai, but you have to promise me to say "hn" or "yeah" at the end of everything again, I kinda like it when you do. And never, ever say those hurtful words again." I look down at him my face composed to show that I was not playing around.
"Of course, hn" He pulls my face down to him. "I'm sorry I made your day so bad, hn"
"I'm not going to forgive you…" his mouths opens, his eyes full with hurt and pain. "I'll forgive you, if and…" I lean in, kiss him full on the mouth, and pull him closer. I brake the kiss, leaving us both panting for breath. I lick my lips and grin. "Only if you make my night better."
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