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The Fight

(3rd Person POV)

A few hours later, Dean, Sam and Lilly were on their way to nowhere. The only sound inside the impala was the sound of the radio on some mullet rock station. Sam was looking out his window, trying his best not to cry in front of them. Dean was white knuckling the wheel again; clearly pissed at his choices with everything. Lily was silent; unable to think of anything else. "Maybe that demon was right? They do tell the truth if it will hurt more than a lie will. Clearly no one was meant to stay in her life" She though "They either leave or they die". She quietly laid down on the soft black leather of the impala, rolling her face into the seat. She finally let the pent-up tears flow silently. Dean couldn't help but look back at her shaking frame as she cried her heart out. He felt horrible that he couldn't help her pain. Hell; she wouldn't even let him talk to her much less let him close enough to soothe her like he used to. Sam tried his best to tune it out but couldn't help but hear t too which made it hard to hold back his own tears. The boys looked toward each other for a few moments before they went back to how they were before. It was about a half hour or so before silence filled the car again as Lilly cried herself to sleep. Somewhere in there, Sam has also drifted off to sleep. After that Dean continued to white knuckle the wheel before he drove himself to exhaustion. Turning off the highway and into the closest motel; not caring about how it looks or location. He just needed sleep.

Dean grunted as he got out of the impala after giving Sam a few hard shakes. "Wake Lilly up" Dean said hoarsely before he took off to the desk. Sam rubbed his eyes a few times before he turned around and reached to shake Lilly. He shook her a few times before she made a few soft groans. She rolled to face Sam before she rubbed the sleep from her eyes. "C'mon Lil, We're at a motel. I bet a bed is going to feel much better that the impala." Sam tried to reason with her but Lilly still wasn't happy about this mess. She huffed and exited the impala. Sam rolled his eyes before he went to the trunk to get the duffels. Lilly just walked towards the door she seen Dean walk into. Sam hung back for a few moments; his head hung low as he let a few tears slipped. His wife had died; his world; He felt almost alone and incomplete. "Why did he take my Jessica? We don't have a baby, we weren't even trying. Why couldn't Lilly have stopped it before it happened? Why… Just why God?" Sam thought filled with sorrow. He roughly wiped his eyes and trudged towards the room carrying his and Deans' duffel.

Dean had claimed the bed closest to the door, like usual. He had already laid the salt lines and was just about to change for bed. Sam just laid down on the other bed and passed out once again. Before Dean could lay down to sleep, he laid out a t shirt and a pair of boxers for Lilly to sleep in once she had finished with the bathroom. Inside the bathroom, Lilly looked at herself in the bathroom mirror. After wiping off the last of the ash she had on her face she just walked out of the bathroom. She knew she should have showered but she could care less at the moment in time. Lilly glanced at the clothes that one of her brothers had left out. Rolling her eyes, she laid down on the couch. Counting the pin holes in the ceiling tile before she let sleep overcome her again.

By dawn, Sam and Dean had woken up; taken their showers and had already started arguing. "Dean, we need to find Dad! I have to find Jessica's killer. I just need to kill that son of a bitch!" Sam harshly said with his bitch face apparently on. Dean glared back towards Sam "Don't be stupid! What do you think I'm doing? Driving us to nowhere? I'm going to the coordinates he sent me. I understand you want to avenge Jessica but can we stop and think of Lilly for a second?!". Sam huffed "She is a big girl Dean. She doesn't need you to protect her anymore! Which reminds me, how come she didn't stop this from happening? She knows how to handle demons! She has been doing since she was 8!". At that comment, Dean nearly lunged towards Sam instead his voice dropped and he slowly said "She is sixteen Samuel. Don't you dare even think about blaming this on her; she is still learning. Just think for a fucking second; she seen her! Pinned to the ceiling; She has her blood on her clothes. Just think about that before you continue with this blame Lilly train of thought". Lilly groaned softly signalling the boys that she was starting to wake up. Both Sam and Dean finished packing up their duffels and were waiting for her to awake. Dean just looked at her as she sat up.

"Care to share why you're still in those clothes? I set clothes out for you Lilly" Dean said as calmly as he could. Lilly just glared at him before she said "I like my clothes. They fit me". Dean seriously couldn't understand where this attitude was coming from but he was letting it slide for now.

It didn't take long for the three of them to check out and hit the road again. They all continued like this for about 4 hours; hushed arguments and glares. The impala was tension filled to the point Dean couldn't take it anymore so he decided a new tactic. Food makes everyone happy right? Dean looked through his rear-view mirror to look at Lilly. "Hey Lilly, Are you hungry? I know I could eat and Moose here could probably eat an entire grocery store." Dean asked in a soft tone to try and not provoke another fight. Lilly glared at him and rudely spoke "Why would you even care? You have made it evidently clear you don't get a flying fuck". She didn't care that she was sounding ungrateful for his attempt to care and acting like a spoiled kid. Deans' face went ridged before he quickly pulled the impala over to the shoulder of the road. "What the hell Lilly? Where the fuck did that come from!" Dean demanded of her as Sam's head flew around, shocked from her attitude. Lilly just glared between the both of her brothers and then just got out of the car.

It was the slamming of the car door that drove Dean over the edge. He joined Lilly outside of the car and on the soft grass on the side of the road. Sam didn't know if he should let them have their moment or get ready to intervene. Not that he would every think Dean would hurt Lilly in any way but he didn't know how far she'd push Dean. He decided that it was best to let them have their moment and stay quiet until needed.

Outside the car Dean and Lilly were full forcing glaring at each other. Testing the others limits silently; seeing who would break first. After about five minutes; Dean ended up caving first. "Lilly Ann Winchester, What the hell has gotten into you?" Dean spoke slowly as anger seeped through every word. Lilly's glare intensified as Dean spoke; she forcefully responded "Why am I like this? Are you fucking serious? Why the hell am I like this?! Use your brain Dean!".

Dean stood his ground but as he watched Lilly's' breathing speed up, he closed the space in between them. Lilly continued to get angrier as he came closer; "You don't care about me! " Lilly screamed towards Dean. Sam watched as the scene escalated but once he seen how it was playing out; he decided it was time to intervene. Within seconds Sam was between his two siblings; as Sam he held them apart then continued to yell at each other. "Bullshit Lilly! I raised you how the fuck could I not care about you" Dean barked towards Lilly whom just tried to throw herself towards Dean but Sam's' arm stopped her from doing so.

"Lilly calm down and talk to us." Sam tried to reason but she just tried to throw herself Dean again. "If you cared, you wouldn't have left me! You left me too Dean!" when Lilly yelled towards Dean again, the brothers could hear the hurt in her voice. Dean then pushed Sam's arm out of the way so he could grab her and hold her securely against himself. That didn't set well with Lilly; she didn't want to be coddled or treated like a baby. She kicked and punched to the best of her ability but the angle and way Dean was holding her, made it near impossible the break free. Lilly finally caved and started crying out "You left me Dean. How could you do that?! How Dean?"

From just tears to heartbreaking sobs; Lilly finally let it out. She held onto Dean like she had done as a child. Dean also changed his grip; more to hold than contain her. "First Sam then Dad then you, Dean. You promised you wouldn't leave me. You abandoned me too Dean..." She said I such a broke voice both brothers faces dropped. Sam moved to hold her too as she completely broke down. Lilly didn't think of fighting anymore now that she had finally broke down; nor did she mind Sam's hold on her too. She knew that her brothers had let a few tears fall as she felt a few drops of tears on her forehead and on her scalp.

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