Thinking, talking in her mind, white Zetsu

Inner talking, black Zetsu

"talking"

Change of mind, Tobi will be Madera, but not the immortal I want to rule the world. He will be the Unicha ho had left Kohona before the massacre. I like it more this way.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto.

She will be loved

Chapter ten

Sakura looked in the eyes of Kisame. There was love in them and something else; Sakura didn't want to know yet. Kisame kissed her again and again. He pulled her towards the trees and there was someone else waiting for them. "Itachi?" Sakura looked at them both with curiosity and a bit fear. Inner wasn't really helping. Two hot guys Kisame and Itachi. O where so lucky. Kisame and Itachi didn't like the fear in her eyes. They both held her, kissed her and told her that she was the most beautiful creature. They never would let her go. Sweetie it's all right, just go with the flow. Inner finally decided to help Sakura. With the help of inner and the fact that two of the most dangerous criminals, where holding her, kissing her and said the sweetest of things to her, she relaxed in their embrace and the fear in her eye's disappeared. Sakura sat closely secured by Itachi and Kisame. Itachi looked at Sakura, his Sharingan was not active. "I'm sorry, for what my brother did to you." "I never knew that he would become like this." "Damn Kohona." Sakura looked at Itachi surprised. Itachi saw this and decided to tell Sakura what really happened and that he was ordered to kill his own clan. It made Sakura sick, to think that a boy was ordered to kill his own clan, his family. For the first time Itachi was scared, scared that Sakura would now turn him down. But instead of turning him down, Sakura gave Itachi a beautiful smile kissed him on the lips and said, "it's not your fault, that Sasuke turned out the way he is."

Kisame was happy for his friend that Sakura accept this al, without holding u grudge to him. Sakura lean more in the arms of the two men. Kisame hold his hand to Sakura, giving her a small package. Sakura was surprised. She opened the package to find a necklace it was mad of gold, the pendant was a cloud, The Akatsuki cloud. The rim of the cloud where made of white gold and the inner was red gold. It was beautiful. Sakura felt the tears coming up, with exception of her dad; no one ever gave Sakura something so beautiful. Kisame whispered, "Itachi and I had it special made for you, hope you like it." Sakura looked up and said, "It's beautiful, I like it a lot." "Will you put it on Kisame?" Kisame did what Sakura asked him. They were happy just sitting with Sakura. She accepted their kisses, hell she kissed them back even. For the first in a long time Kisame and Itachi found peace. It was almost lunchtime and Sakura could hear the stomach of Kisame rumble. She laughed at it and tried to stand up. What was hard, because they really didn't want her to go. "O come on Kisame, Itachi let's get something to eat." "O know what ill cook you lunch." That was enough motivation to go back to the base. No one in the Akatsuki could really cook, so the idea of a nice lunch was appealing.

In the kitchen Sakura began to check to fridge and pantry to see what she could make for her men. My men, when did I started to think of them as mine. Euhm well at the time they told that they loved us. And giving us attention and such. O hmm yeah guess that they are doing a great thing in making me fall. Like I said before, sometimes it is good to fall. And this time we have men around us, who pick us up. Yes that is nice for a change. While Sakura had a little talk with her inner, she had found everything she needed to make stir friend rice with chicken and vegetables. She was busy chopping the vegetables and chicken, while the rest was boiling. After a half hour, the food was ready. She turned around to find the table set and eleven pair of eyes watching her. She couldn't help to feel a mother hen ready to feed the chickens out of her old storybooks. Inner rolled over the ground laughing imaging Pein and the others as chickens. After lunch, Sakura was attacked by a hyper Tobi. "O Tobi liked the food, it was delicious." He was hugging her very close, so close that breathing became a problem. "But I bet that you are more delicious." Whispered Tobi in her ear. Sakura became bright red after hearing this and especially from Tobi. After that said Tobi released himself to pester Deidara, because Pein made him to the dishes with Sasori. Sakura walked confused out of the kitchen.

What the hell, Tobi isn't a sweet child like? Guess not, but we could expect this. Expect this? What do you mean? Well he is an Akatsuki member and so he has to more than the eye sees. Yeah that is so; perhaps we should take things a little bit slower. Not to rush into something we can't handle. Yes let's take it somewhat slower. Kami I feel restless. Why don't we go outside and meditate somewhere peaceful. Great plan, inner.

Sakura walked into the forest to find a nice clearing. There stood a lot of old trees and the animals came out of hiding to greet Sakura. A pack of wolves came to her, in their midst there was an injured wolf. Sakura looked in the eyes of the wolf and smiled. Her hand started to glow green and the healing of the wolf started. Within 15 minutes she was ready. She looked around and sat under the oak tree. "Will you protect me, when I meditate?" for a bystander it would by a question in thin air, but not for Sakura. She knew that life had many forms and her surroundings were full of life. She was immediately answered by a feeling of acceptance and a promise to keep her save. She wasted no more time and brought herself in a deep meditation. Vines wrapped around her body, flowers were put in her hair by the animals and not long after she went into meditation she really looked like a forest fairy, in her green dress with vines protecting her and flowers in her hair.

After three hours, they started to get worried. A very pissed off Kakashi was shaking Tobi by the collar wanting to know what he said to his baby girl. Konan understood this and helped Kakashi by treating Tobi to death by origami. "Tobi, said noting bad, Tobi is a good boy." "Tobi only said that he thought that angel-chan was delicious." Kakashi dropped Tobi on the ground and snarled to him, "You're a rattle-brain, Madera." And walked outside to search Sakura. Tobi or rather Madera looked up to the rest and said," How the hell does he know?" Pein looked to Madera and said, "Well he has the Sharingan." "And it's a known fact that there was a Unicha that left Kohona before the massacre and that his name was Madera." "That means that you can remove that mask now and act normal, un."said an irritated Deidara. "Well not to normal for you, because you're the biggest pervert I ever met, un" "Even Hidan isn't so bad as you, un." Stated Deidara, receiving a death glare from Hidan and Madera. Konan rubbed her temples and said: "I think I help Kakashi to look for Sakura and explain everything to her." Pein muttered silently, "you just want to spend time with Kakashi." But he was okay with that he saw that his sister was happy. Pein looked around and said, "Madera and Hidan, you stay here if Sakura comes back on her own." "The rest will also look for her." The room was never so quick empty.

Kakashi walked angry outside, he heard his name and when he turned around he saw Konan running up to him. "Wait up Kakashi I will help you to seek out Sakura." The look in his eyes softened at these words and took Konan by the hand. Konan thought is she died now, she died happy. "Sakura isn't really just at these kinds of things?" asked Konan. Kakashi looked at Konan and asked her, "What do you think of Sakura?" "Konan didn't have to think about her answer "she is the most beautiful creature I ever seen." "And not alone on the outside, but also on the inside." "Her heart is big as the world and she doesn't care if you're a criminal or not." Kakashi looked at Konan, she could see that he smiled," at Kohona, no one saw that. They still saw her as the genin she once was." He pulled Konan closer to him had gave her a hug. For Konan the world stopped.

After an hour they still hadn't found Sakura. They sense her chakra, but it was weak and it seemed marched with the forest. "This means only one thing", Kakashi said. "She asked the forest to protect her." "She can make the forest protect her?", Sasori looked confused to Kakashi. "We don't call her our forest fairy for nothing." "What does this means for us finding her?" Zetsu looked at Kakashi. "That will be very hard." Meanwhile, Sakura got out of her trance. O damn, the sun is almost setting. Hmm sneak in and tell them you were in your room al of the time. Sure like they are going to buy that. Euhhh yeah, well than we have to suck it up and go. Here goes nothing. Sakura ran to the Akatsuki base. It was quiet inside, to quiet. O dear there probably looking for me. Out of nowhere two pair of arms wrapped around Sakura's waist. Sakura looked up to see Hidan and someone she didn't know. "Hello angel-chan, we were very worried about you." Sakura looked at the stranger with disbelieve written on her face, "Tobi, is that you?" "Well acutely my name is Madera." "The Unicha who had left long before the massacre." Sakura stated. "Smart girl" Madera purred in her ear. "were the fuck did you go." "Any idea how fucking worried we were." Said Hidan with a very stern voice. "I, I was in the forest to meditate, I was confused." "It's fucking dangerous for you in the forest, what if there ANBU from Leaf or that fucking Unicha Sasuke!" Hidan spook with a dangerous low voice. "They wouldn't have found me, the forest was protecting me." Said Sakura, becoming irritated. "that is true", said Kakashi. "Leaf would not have found her."

Sakura saw that everybody was standing around her and they didn't look happy. A huge fight followed, they said that Sakura was irresponsible and that they didn't had time to look after her all the time. And that she brought everybody in danger. They called her a burden and annoying. Even Kakashi said these things to her. They really didn't mean it, but there were so worried that they really didn't think. Sakura became quiet and quieter. The things they said hurt her deeply, she understand that they were worried about her. But she was a kick ass kunoichi. She said with a voice cold as ice, "I'm sorry to be a burden to you all." "I will take my leave now." She turned around and walked to her room. Tears were flowing freely. She stormed into her room and looked the door. She even put a jutsu on it, so that no one could teleport them self in her room.

Well this makes things clear, as long I play the submissive one it's all right. Yeah and as soon we need our one time, we are a burden. Guess they just dropped me on the ground, hard. Well I'm not planning to stay here anymore. But isn't that a rash decision, you should sleep over it. Tomorrow will be things different. Then they had time to cool down and what about daddy. You heard him, you heard all of them. Please don't leave tonight. Look is it is tomorrow like this, than we can leave. All right I stay for now. Sakura lay down on her bed and cried herself to sleep. They felt guilty; they had called her the same things as Kohona and Sasuke. Kakashi went to her room, he could hear her cry. He knocked on the door, but no response came.

Sakura woke the next morning with a headache; she went to her bathroom for a shower. She looked at the mirror and she looked like hell. She dressed herself and stood for her door, collecting courage to walk outside. O hell, I just walk outside and if they are still mad I leave. It's not like I left a home before. She just realized she was starting to see this as her home. She fell on her knees and she started to cry again. After a half hour she could stop, but her heart felt like there placed a weight on it. She walked back to the bathroom to wash her face. She walked to the kitchen, but saw no one. That was no problem and made a sandwich. She started to look for someone to talk things over, but the base seemed deserted. What is this do they want to make us worry to teach us a lesson? Maybe, but come one they are the strongest ninja's ever seen. Why would we worry so quickly? Let's go to the training grounds. Sakura started a harsh training for herself to distract her from the heartache. After two hours of training she went back for a shower. She sensed charka signature trough out the building. She stepped in to her room, to see Pein sitting on her bed. "What do you want Pein." Pein stood up walked to her and said, "Where still mad that you disappeared on us, but we didn't mean to say the things we said." "It's for the best that stay in your room." With that said Pein walked away.

What the hell, does he think that we are a child that he can give house arrest? At that time Kakashi walked in to the room, "Sakura you should be so irresponsible about these things. I left everything behind for you." And he left her room. It went on and on with the other members of the Akatsuki. Only Konan understood. She was the first female member and they treated her like porcelain doll, until they saw that she could defend herself. "Sakura looked up at Konan, "No, it's all right I "know what to do." "It's clear to me now." Where leaving. There are enough other places for us to be. Konan walked away with a dreadful feeling. Sakura didn't waste any time, she collected her stuff and waited until it was dark. She left a note, explaining that she couldn't stay here. That they were taking her own life from her. They acted like Kohona. To Kakashi she wrote to be sorry that he left everything for nothing. Then she jumped out of her window and started running.