25th August, 1919

The battle is finally over, but with what cost. 11 men got killed and 20 got injured. The worse thing is that I know people who got killed. Tääker, Martinson and Miljan are one of them. Ahas, Jethro, Kohlapuu and Käsper are still alive from Jethro's class, 5 boys are dead. Tim and Tony lost 2 classmates, but there was just 4 of them.

Jethro got a bullen on the shoulder, but it didn't hit any arteries. He is still critical though. I haven't left his bedside for long. Sometimes he is awake, sometimes he is not. I know there are tears on my face, and I even don't try to hide them. Jethro has to be okay.

Tony got a bullet to his leg. He has a broken bone, but no arteries hit. Kate is taking care of him. He still lost too much blood, but the doctors think that he'll make it. I hope so too. Tony is in bed next to Jethro.

Tim has a conclusion. He was hit on the head with something. He might suffer from some memory loss, but hopefully he won't. Abby is there with him along with Ziva. Tim is next to Tony.

In the wagon is some more men. Men, who were fighting. Men, who I'll be thankful to. Men, who I'll remember.

But Soviet Russia wants to start negotiations of piece. It's army is pushed back, many men are dead, many are taken hostage.

Too much people have died and I know that there will be more. But I know that we will win, now or someday. One day we'll win anyway. I know it in my heart.

The train is going to Tartu. The captain gave honor to the boys here. Jethro, Ahas, Kohlapuu, Käsper, Tim and Tony received a little honor mark – blue-black-white colored mark. The captain said that they don't have medals or anything else, but they have this. He thanked the men, then he thanked us, girls, for the good work we have been doing.

I know that we are sent home now along with boys. The captain said that the war is over to these boys. I hope the war is over for us too.