So how is everyone doing?

TRIS POV

She hugged Zaine's side.

"Okay, um.. Chris D or C?" I ask.

"Candor."

"Explain how you feel towards everyone one in this room?"

"um... Well, Tris , I want to say I'm very jealous that you have a boyfriend. Zaine, If you hurt Tris everyone in here will hunt you down... Four , stop being a jerk! Will, you are ... erm hot... Zeke..." She went on and on.

"Okay Zeke, D or C?"

"Uh... Dauntless."

"Go outside and scream 'I love you' at everyone you see,but like a maniac."

"Okay." We all go to watch.

A short red head walks by.

"I LOVE YOU!" he grabbed her hand. She screams and smacks him. A forty year old man came by.

"I LOVE YOU!" Zeke hugs him.

"Do you know how long I've waited for you to say that!" the man hugged him. Zeke pushed him.

"I'm sorry,but I'm not interested!" Zeke ran,but tripped and crawled away. He pushed through the front door.

"Please, don't ever let him come near me again!"

Everyone was rolling on the floor.

"I think I need to head home now." I said yawning. Zaine picked me up suddenly .

"I'll carry you if you're tired." he says kissing my cheek. I blush.

"I can walk though..."

He doesn't say anything ,and we say good bye as he puts me in his car. We ride to my house. Zaine cracks a joke here and there. I laugh along with him. He pulls up into the drive way. He parks his car and look over at me. I smile at him. His hand brushes my cheek. He kisses me gently. I press my lips against his. His hand reaches for mine. With hands entwined, we kiss with passion. A sudden tap on the window. I jerk back and see Caleb. He has his hands on his waist now and a raised eyebrow. I flush.

"I think that is my cue." I said. Zaine nods at me,but he kisses my lips one last time. He held me a bit longer than anticipated, but I think that was to piss Caleb off. I smile at Zaine and leave. I wave as he pulls out of the parking lot . I turn to Caleb and frown.

"Why did you tap on the window? Couldn't you just wait inside?"

"No! Some guy was kissing my baby sister! I'm going to have a talk with him later and-"

"Caleb! He's older than you. I believe he knows what he's doing."

"Yeah he does,but you don't, "

I frown at his statement.

Could I not be left alone and happy? Am I happy? Those thoughts play in my mind as I go inside the house. Can I be happy with Zaine? Do I even know him? Do I trust him that much? Do I even love him like he claims he does for me? I slam my room door. I close my eyes.

"I can't do this." I grip my hair. Memories flash in my mind of Four and Zaine. I felt tears pricking my eyes. I choke on a sob.

"Four…" I whisper his name. "what am I going to do?" I ask him even though he isn't here.

The next morning….

I wake up on my bed and stretch. I drag myself to the bathroom. I flick the lights on ,and I see the bathroom mirror taunting me… Look at you… it seemed to say. You're a mess… I stare at the reflection. I saw a girl who let emotions at her. She had red ,puffy eyes,and tear stains on her cheeks. Makeup smeared on her face. I look away.

"Who are you?"

I was happy before. Before this. Before boys. Before I took note to love and relationships. I smiled a lot more. I laughed a lot more.

Now, I cry a lot. Now , I hurt a lot more.

I strip down and get in the shower. Hoping the burning hot water could distract me for a moment. I step into the streaming hot water and gasp at first. The heat was intense; I turned it down a bit. I washed my hair and body,but I stood there for a moment.

Four….

Zaine….

I began to sob . I used the water and washed my face. I turned off the water and rush out of the shower.

FOUR POV

I walk back and forth in my room. I look up at the mirror ,turn around,and walk the other way. I repeat.

"What to do … what to do… How is Tris going to see that I really do like her?"

I hear my phone buzz. I pick it up and read the name.

Catherine?...

"Who is she?" I shrug and answer the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey! I hope you remembered our date!"

"Uh… Sorry. I think you have the wrong number…"

"Oh? Isn't this Four?"

I sigh. "No this is James ."

"Oh sorry –"

I hang up on her. I scroll through the contacts and delete some of the 50 names….

I finally see Tris. I tap her name and call. The phone rings.

"What is it?"

"Hey, I uh…" What am going to say? Why did I even call?! "Wanna hang out?"

"No I don't want to go on a date with you."

I groan. "Not as a date,just as friends…"

The other end is silent. "You can say no,politely." I suggest.

"Fine,I'm coming over."

"Okay! See you when you get here!" I sounded overly excited… "I mean, uh, Yeah see you here."

She hangs up.

I look in the mirror and smooth my hair back, fix my shirt , and throw on my watch. I frown. I was wearing a plain t-shirt. I walk over to my closet and look throw the shirts. I pull out a nicely pressed black ,collared shirt. I smile. I put it on .

"Looking sharp." I say to myself.

I jog down stairs and wait for her in the living room. Two minutes pass and I'm already nervous.

Should we just be friends? Can I handle that?

I hear a knock at the door . I slowly make my way to it.

We can't be more than friends….

My heart won't allow it.

Sorry if this chapter was bad. I was rushing. I haven't updated in years... -_- I like to blame school,work,and being overly stressed...