I do not own anything. This is the companion piece to "Fecking Diary" please R&R. Wow, thanks for the reviews.
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Guyz Guyz Guyz Guyz!!
Holy F-ck'in crap!! The good kind!!
So Mello came back in the room, right? and then he fed me a chocolate, right? and then he like..wanted it back or something and who the hell cares we were like, hardcore making out on the couch and like... wow.
This is all REAL. I am NOT dreaming. the shower is running because that's where Mello is right now, and I can still taste his chocolateness on my lips and... this isn't a dream. I mean..I just woke up, I kinda fell asleep during...I suppose you -could- call it cuddling. But if you do I'll shoot you. Anyways I had another dream like the one I wrote down... but yeah...-before- that was real. the making out and the... the fight for dominance I've never had before, and though we took turns it was still fun... and... wow. I'm so fucking happy. Like...this is on par with the Christmas at the orphanage when I got my first gameboy...
Anyways. that making out. And the thing that makes me know it's real. so we were like sitting up and leaning into each other right? And then I started to lean forward, pushing Mel under me, since, you know, I'm taller and stronger and more experienced. And then he pushed back, and almost cracked my teeth. An' so he was kissin' my jaw and... -apologizing- when I, being very stupid, tried again.
He pushed me away. and I felt cold.
And then he yelled about how he's not a girl...that he respects me, but respects himself too, he's not a girl goddamnit.
insert applause here
thank you Mello for letting me know right off the bat that you want to top. Not being the seme is FINE with me! :D :D :D :D :D :D
:burst with joy:
I suppose I'm a little off. I'm in love. And my love... might... be returned...
It's wonderful.
Anyways, we shifted around a bit and got comfortable with each other, for either of us being on top... I must say, he's pretty light, I don't mind him being on top. I don't feel like I'm about to break him or squish him or anything...
That would suck big time.
So yeah...we fell asleep...and when I woke up Mello was gone and for a heart wrenching moment I thought it was all one big dream but... the flowers are on the coffee table, the shower is running and I taste like chocolate. My lips, I mean.
hehehe we "slept together"
lol.
Anyways, I'm moving to our bedroom now...
'kay. I'm here. I need to set a few things straight. I -do- want to do Mello. I've been -practicing- for this kind of day for -years-. I ... was a bit of a manwhore. That's over now, of course. I have Mello. The point is that I know what I'm doing, and ... (in before STDs or AIDS)... yeah.
I'm careful, and I'm going to continue to be.
I just realized what a perv I am. Mello isn't going to want to bang, I mean, hello, I stole what was -obviously- his first kiss. Which I guess means he and lin...never did anyhting... you were right Near... which is weird, i mean he -LIVED- in her bathroom for like, a month after I fixed him up... anyways. just 'cause we've made out doesn't mean nothing. I'm...probably going to have to keep doing the singlehanded bedroom tango with mr. Righty Palmer. :sighs: oh well. Mel's worth it... the water stopped, I think... yes, it has.
G2G, ttyl.
Matty-Mario3's Responses to comments.
To My freaking IdoL: ...yes? oh shit...STOP READING THIS STUFF, PLEASE!! O.O
To my good pal Gamer: thank ya kindly.
To Stalker: Wed...ding? O/ / / / O surely it's too soon to be thinking about that... I mean...we aren't the marrying -type-. Living in sin sounds more...bad ass.
To Mr God complex: You think you can trick me into giving you a way to find out where I live? Nice try, sucker.
To "popstar":... we aren't cute.
To the Goth: O-O uh...way to be direct much? Uh...well... with any luck...tonight...
To Near: Holy crud. now I NEED to know what's written in that thing... Since when did you learn to swear?
to ACS: thanks man, I always need a reminder ta get Mel Chocolate...
Comments for Matty-Mario3's blog:
Living and breathing: You don't want to read Near's blog, Matt. Really, you don't.
GamerRPG12: dude, he used your own words against you. pro skillz
Matty-boi-stalker: can I come to the wedding?
Godofthenewworld: I have no idea what you're talking about. I am not sureif this is still relevant to my interests...
Albino-Mech-Kid:... Y...you read that, LAB? Please don't tell, I can handle it, I swear!! and Matthew..I -told- you Mello and Lin never did anything!! and if you hack my blog, my...journal, if you will, I will make a virus that will destroy all tech things you touch. Do don't even -try- it.
Trinny-Dream: Yay, Matt I'm so happy for you! I'm glad everything worked out for you!