The song in this chapter is Face Down By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and it is in italics.

Sorry this is so short but I found this song and just had to put it in. I'm not sure how it really fits in but I tried.

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Ashley tossed and turned all night while trying to sleep. Around 4am she finally gave up. She got out of bed and put on a pair of running short and a t-shirt and laced up her running shoes. Ashley loved to run in the morning is always help her clear her mind. Ashley had been running for awhile not really going anywhere just listening to the world around her.

Ashley's father might not have been there for her growing up but the one thing that she will always be thankful to him for was her love of music and the ability to also create music. She never knew when or where she would be back some times a melody or lyrics just hit her. Today that urge took her by surprise because it had been awhile since she has felt it but she knew exactly why.

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy.

One look puts the rhythm in my hand.

Still I'll never understand why you hang around.

Cover-up with make-up in the mirror

Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again.

You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Ashley just couldn't get these words out of her head so she called her voice mail to make sure that she had them. Once that was done she called Kyla to come pick her up. "Hey Ky Can you please come pick me up I went running this morning and a song just came to me and I wanna get home and really work on it before my shift" Ashley quickly asked her sister. "Ashley what the hell is wrong with you do you realize that it is 6 o'clock in the morning?" an annoyed Kyla responded. "I'm really sorry Ky but please" Ashley pleaded. "Fine I'll be there in five minutes but you owe me.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end.

As you lies crumble down a new life she has found.

"Kyla thank you so much for picking me up I really appreciate it" Ashley says getting into the car. "So what brought this song on Mozart" Kyla asked with a smirk on her face at her own little joke. "This call that Aiden and I got last night. Just really got my thinking, you should have seen this room Ky. We get to the door and the after Aiden had to knock with the flashlight this guy answers and you could tell that we woke him up which is amazing considering how drunk this guy was. It was after we entered the house that I heard her moan. I went into the bed room and she was just laying there. She looked so broken"

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect.

Every action in this world will bear consequence

If you wade around forever you will surely drown.

I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,

say you're right again.

Heed my lecture.

"This guy didn't even ask about his wife until we told him that his wife was taken to the hospital and even then he really didn't seem to care" Ashley was saying with tears starting to form in her eyes.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end.

As you lies crumble down a new life she has…

One day she will tell you that she has had enough

It's coming round again.

Seeing the tears in Ashley eyes Kyla wraps her sister in her arms. Rocking with Ashley back in forth trying to calm her down. Once Ashley settled down Kyla softly asked "Ash what is up I've never seen you like this" Ashley simply smiled and said "I wish I knew Ky I really do I think it was just seeing that woman on the floor I mean it looked like she was just this rag doll that someone throw on the floor"

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end.

As you lies crumble down a new life she has..

Face down in the dirt, she said,

This doesn't hurt, she said,
"I finally had enough."