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"Because I want to fight for you..."
Hearing those words made me melt.
"And I swear...I'll fight anyone who hurts you...Who bullies you..." she says while she takes my hands and places them in her heart.
"I'll protect you when my heart stops beating..." she puts her forehead against mine and looks at my lips as I look at hers. She smiles weakly and then closes the small gap between us. Times stops and I can't help but savour the moment. I don't kiss back, and gently push her off.
"I'm sorry...I c-caan't..." my voice trembles and she nods.
"Don't feel sorry. And..Yes, you can Brittany. I...I've liked you..." she tells me and I shake my head not believing.
"Yes...Yes ...I've had feelings for you since before that bitch told me about..."
"Stop...Just stop..." I hold my hand up and wiped my tears.
The sound of rain and then a thunder goes by making me jump into Santana's arms. I get out of her arms and take my distance,clearing my throat.
"How can you expect me to believe you? After everything you and your boyfr-..."
"Ex." she interrupts and confuses me.
"What?"
"Ex- boyfriend. I punched him and then broke up with him." Santana still in her underwear, walks a few steps in front of me.
"Why?" I ask shyly and she chuckles softly, without any emotion.
"Isn't it obvious..." she says and I stare at her shocked.
After that revelation, we both stayed quiet and I sit on the floor. Santana takes a sit next to me and I don't say anything. Just let her be, because...
"I am sorry Britt." my head goes up immediately and she looks at me confused.
"What? Did I say something wrong?" she asks and I shake my head.
"No..." I start and someone knocks in the tree houses door.
I walk to see who it is and open the door revealing Kurt. He climbs up drenched and wet.
"I knew I would find you here..." Kurt says without noticing Santana sitting in back of him.
"Kurt..."
"No, Brittany. Your father has been going to your house drunk. So I guess he's been responsible for the bruises. Am I right?" Kurt asks and I close my eyes.
"Santana's here." I tell him and he looks behind him to see Santana giving him a tight smile.
"Oh...Did I interrupt something?" Kurt playfully asks and I blush.
"No..." I answer.
"Yes..."Santana answers at the same time and I look at her.
"Oh, well. I'm just here to tell you, your grandmother told me to come and get you. But...I think it's better if you slept here..."
"You're welcome to stay." Brittany cuts him off and he acts like he's thinking about it.
"Hmmm...Nah...You know I hate the outdoors. So, goodnight. Lovers." he whispers to Santana who smiles and I help him down.
"I'm going to kill you." I mumble to him making him chuckle.
"No you won't. You're going to thank me soon. I mean you do still li-..." before he could finish I close the door in his face.
"Are you guys always like this?" Santana asks smiling and I nod.
"Yeah, we are. He's always trying to embarrass me." I tell her and sit next to her.
"Do you really hate me?" she asks and I sigh.
"I never said I hated you. I just...You broke my heart, and you bullied me." I tell her and she shakes her head.
"I didn't bully you...I mean, yes I watched the different ways others did it and I didn't help you or stood up for you...But..." she takes my hand in hers.
"I swear on my life Brittany. That will never happen again. I won't be afraid of standing up for you.."she tells me and I take her hands off mine.
"I think we should sleep...I mean if you don't want to that's alright..." I start but she cuts me off.
"..No it's fine, I mean we have school tomorrow. So.."
"Yeah." I tell her and get some blankets out. Throwing one to her and she breaks the brief silence.
"You have blankets here?" she asks confused.
"Yes, I used to sleep here with Jenny." I tell her and her face shows something I can't quite grasp.
"Oh...So you used to sleep here with...Your girlfriend." she says and looks elsewhere. I don't know why but seeing her jealous made my stomach turn. I smile and shake my head.
"Yes...Of course, Jenny was always staying here. We used to cuddle and hold each other." I tease and she clears her throat. She doesn't look up but gets the blanket off.
"I don't think I feel comfortable with...Your...Blankets. I should go..." she stands up and I laugh gently but catching her attention.
"What's so funny?" she asks obviously with a glint of anger.
"I...Jenny wasn't my girlfriend..." I smile at her and she looks to the floor.
"Why would you say she was then? Who is she really?" Santana asks and I feel a slight pain in my heart.
"She was my aunt. The first woman I've ever loved." I tell her with my voice trembling but still smiling at the memories.
"Was?" she asks holding her shirt and I nod.
"She died." I whisper and close my eyes.
"I am so so sorry Britt." she tells me and I shake my head.
"It's alright...She's still in here..." I point to my head.
"..And here..." I tell her pointing to my heart.
"..She will always be here." I tells her once again pointing in my heart.
"She must have been very special." Santana tells me and I nod.
"Always." I smile at her and she smiles back.
NEXT MORNING
After waking up, Santana and I parted ways. She went back home to get dressed, while I bathed and got dressed for school in my grandmother's house. My grandmother asked me about the night before and I just didn't have the heart to tell her that I was physically abused by her son and daughter-in-law.
"You know you can tell me anything, sweetheart." she told me and I nodded as usual whispering 'I know' before I went out and now was walking to school with Kurt.
"So...How was last night?" Kurt sing-song and I roll my eyes.
"It was ok. A nice evening." I tell him and he scoffs.
"Oh come on Brittany. I need details. Did she kiss you again? Did she tell you she loooveesss you..." he says and I chuckle.
"She wishes." Sebastian comes out with two other guys.
"What do you want?" I ask annoyed and he takes a step forward.
"I want you to forget about Santana. " he says in a serious and threatening tone.
"Get out of my way." I try to leave but he pushes me back.
"Don't you get it? She needs a MAN by her side. Do you really think she's acting this way because she has feelings for you?" he tells me and I look at the floor.
"I'm not listening to you..."
"She feels sorry for you...That's the only reason she's getting out of her comfort zone. Think about it. How can someone have a change of feelings in three days? After everything...The torture, the comments, everyone talking behind your back. Santana initiated this...When she was told about your feelings towards her,do you know what she told me and the others?" he waits for me to ask but I just want to punch him.
"She told me that she was, and I quote 'disgusted...by the thought of you and your feelings.'" he tells me and I feel tears in my eyes threatening to fall.
I push him out-of-the-way and Kurt tries to catch up with me.
"Brittany wait..." I stop when I feel my band-aid falling.
"Don't listen to him. You know he likes ruining your life."
"Don't defend her Kurt. We both know that she would say that, and he's right. No one changes their feeling in the lapse of three days. Let's just...Go to school." I tell him and wiped my tears.
"School?" Kurt eyes go wide in shock.
"Brittany...After what just happened..."
"I need to be strong. She's not going to ruin my life. Not again. I feel like crying and running away. But today, that stops..." I walk by him and hear him sigh.
Once I enter to the classroom, I sit and as usual Kurt takes the seat next to me. The teacher comes in and I thank God she was only 3 minutes away from being late to class.
"Good morning class." the teacher says all cheery.
"So, let's open our text books..." the teacher gets cut off by the door opening.
"Eve...Nice of you to join us." the teacher says and she gives him a fake smile.
"Nice indeed." Eve tells him and looks around the room.
"Go sit next to Santana." the teacher tells her and she hesitantly moves to sit but not before touching Brittany's hand while she passes.
"I hate that girl." Kurt mumbles but I stay quiet. After the teacher gives them a brief lesson he tells us to get in our groups.
"Remember that next week we'll start with the presentations." the teacher says while everyone go to their perspective partners.
"Hey." Santana says and I nod.
"So..." she starts again but I cut her off.
"Ok. So lets talk about the project." I tell her and she looks at me confused. We talk and talk about the project. The bell rings and I start putting my things in my bag quickly. Almost everyone is out except for Rachel and Kurt and of course Santana.
"Hey.." she says shyly and with her hand grasping her bag.
"Can I help you?" I ask her coldly and she furrows her eyebrows in confusion and shakes her head.
"Ummm... Actually, I was going to ask you, if you maybe...Wanted to go to a movie or something." she says hopefully.
"No thanks." I tell her coldly.
"Oh...Umm...Maybe we can..." she starts and I cut her off.
"I don't want to do anything with you. Don't you get it. I don't want to 'disgust' you with my feelings." I start walking away but she pulls me back grabbing my hand gently.
"Britt, what are you talking about? Why are you acting like this?" Santana asks and I can hear the desperation in her voice.
"Why don't you ask everyone, and maybe they can refresh your memory of how you reacted the day you knew about my feelings..." I tell her angry.
"Brittany, I didn't say anything..." Santana tells her with her eyes glistening.
"Yeah, right."
"No...Brittany listen I was overwhelmed by what she said and I was shocked..." she starts and I cut her off again.
"And disgusted by the idea..."
"No...Don't say that, you know it's not true. I told you yesterday. I want to fight for you..." she says and I roll my eyes.
"I have class." I start walking away and Kurt following giving Santana a sad smile.
"Britt." she whispers when she's left alone.
Afternoon
I play with my food, and Kurt can't help but feel sad .
"Brittany, why did you do that?" Kurt asks and I shrug.
"You know she didn't..." Kurt starts but gets cut off.
"May I have everyone's attention!" my ears perk up at hearing Santana's voice and when I turn around, I see the girl standing in the middle of a table in the cafeteria.
"What is she doing?" I mumble and realize her eyes are red.
"I want to be honest with everyone. I know most of you know Brittany..." she announces and I close my eyes waiting for the evident low blow.
"I know you know her and I just want to tell her..." Santana looks at me and I swallow nervously.
"...I have feelings for her." she says and my eyes go wide shocked.
"I always had, since I first saw her enter this school." she says and looks at me smiling. Everyone starts whispering shocked by the revelation and Santana chuckles.
"Yes, everyone. I HAVE FEELINGS FOR BRITTANY S. PIERCE..."
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