Hey guys! Chapter 72 is out! :) Have you read it?

Since I will be having my final exams and then I will be going on a holiday, I am not sure if I will update this fanfiction as fast as I used to. Sorry for the inconvinience. I will try my best to update it as soon as possible.

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Dedication: Putri- You taught me to live and enjoy your dream. Thank you so much.

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Chapter nine

"Yes, of course. Aren't you my doctor?"

Usui slowly stepped backwards as if Misaki was a vicious animal that is trying to prey him. He bumped to the wall behind him and leaned to it for support. His eyes were looking at something far away. His mind was still processing what she said. Watching Usui's reaction to Misaki's answer, Yuriko hurried back to Misaki and Usui.

"Ayuzawa-san, don't you know him?" Yuriko pointed out to Usui without taking her eyes off of Misaki to watch her reaction.

"He is my doctor. Where is my family? Where is my dad? Where is my mom? Where is my little sister?" Misaki started to feel odd about the situation as they kept asking her if she knew who the blonde-haired man is.

"You are … asking for your father?" Yuriko asked Misaki. Although she was not close to Usui but from what she heard from Minako, Misaki hated her father very much. It was because her father abandoned his family that she did not trust men anymore. She was betrayed by the man she trusted most.

"Yes… Where is my family?" Misaki panicked as the nurse in front of her was acting very strange. Yuriko finally realized why Misaki had been acting weird. She knew that Usui figured it out as well.

Usui was still frozen. He was dumb-founded. He just stood there listening and trying to absorb their conversation. He did not know what to do or what to say. He did not know how to react to the situation. The happiness that he felt when Misaki awoke was replaced by disappointment and confusion.

Suddenly, it was as if everything clicked together, he became furious. Anger built inside of him. He was no longer disappointed or confused, he was angry at the unjust of the world. He went out of the room, not knowing which direction to go. The door was slammed with a loud bang. Yuriko ran after him, leaving Misaki alone in the room.

"Usui-kun…" Yuriko was worried that Usui might lost his mind and would not think straight. She tried to keep up with him but he was fast. She did not want him to be left alone and face all of the sadness with no one beside him.

"Usui-kun, as you know, coma is unpredictable. We did not know what will happen. Even though the doctor confirmed that she had lost her memory, there is a possibility for her to regain her memory back." Yuriko finally caught up with him. She tried hard to control her temper and calm him down.

"It's just a possibility, for god's sake! She forgot who I am! You told me that she would be fine!" Usui trembled so hard that it was like there was an earthquake going on. He ignored the few shocked patients and staffs that were staring at him.

"Usui-kun…" Yuriko put her hand on Usui's shoulder to let him know that she is there for him. She wanted to help him. Although she had a temper but she had a kind heart.

"Please leave me alone." Usui shook her hand off him. He wanted to calm down and be alone to think things through. He tried his best to hold his tears back. The tears that were threatening to spill out anytime made his vision blurry.

Knowing that he wanted to be alone, Yuriko went back to room 520 to explain the situation to Misaki.

Usui was devastated by her lost of memory. He had his arms crossed in front of his chest, holding it as the hole in it grows bigger and bigger. No one can heal it except Misaki who did not even remember him. He leaned against the soda vending machine nearby for support as he started to feel that his legs were wobbling. He collapsed onto the floor when his legs lost their strength. His back was against the vending machine and his head was sandwiched between his knees. His hands wrapped around his legs, holding them closer so that he would not fall into pieces. The tears betrayed him as it started to flow uncontrollably from his emerald green eyes.

His heart was stabbed thousands times with a sharp knife and the hole in his chest grew bigger and bigger. He felt that his heart was squashed like someone drying a wet towel, twisting it with all his might. It was worse than when the end of the world came. It was the worst feeling he had ever felt.

It was the first time he cried in his life. He didn't cry when his family abandoned him as he was a shame for them. He didn't cry when he found out that he was an illegitimate child. He didn't cry when he felt lonely as he didn't have anyone to talk to. He didn't cry when no one truly cared for him when he was young. But he cried his heart out when his beloved Misaki had no memory of him at all.

It was the first time Usui was so vulnerable.

"Hey man."

Usui looked up to see Kevin standing beside him. His face showed nothing but sympathy. Usui's eyes were red and swollen. The tears made his vision blurry. His clothes were all wet by his tears. He had stopped crying since he had no tears left to cry. It seemed that Yuriko had called Kevin to help Usui to figure things out.

"Come on, have a cup of coffee with me." Kevin left Usui on the floor and walked to the cafeteria by himself. He gave Usui some time to wash up and get himself together.

After he saw Kevin's shadow disappeared, Usui got up like a drunken man and balanced himself. He must have spent a long time crying since his whole body felt numb. He walked to the toilet stumbling and swinging his arms to balance himself. His blonde hair covered his face messily. He opened the door of the toilet with a loud bang. Everyone in the toilet ran away as soon as they saw Usui's fierce eyes. He washed his face with cold water and got his hair out of his face. He tried to get himself together. He looked at the mirror and took a deep breath. He can't hide his red and swollen eyes but other than that, he looked like he just came out of a fashion magazine.

He met Yuriko taking care of another patient on his way to the cafeteria. Worry was still written all over her face when she saw him. Although their eyes caught each other's, but neither of them know what to talk. So, Usui just went ahead to the cafeteria.

"Your usual." Kevin gave Usui his coffee when he sat on the chair across him. Sandy was not with him which was rather unusual.

"Thanks." It was the first word Usui spoke from the time he cried.

"What are you going to do now since she has lost her memory?" Kevin asked Usui. He is the type of person who gets down to business immediately.

What will Usui do? Keep reading please!

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