Once you got out the front door you had no idea where to go, 'Shit, the Hellsing Manor just had to be in the middle of fucking nowhere didn't it?' You looked at the locked gates, you couldn't climb over them and defiantly not in your condition, you looked up at the dark sky, rain clouds where gathering, you looked back down and saw the foggy fields that surround the Manor. Rain splashed your face 'fucking fantastic! I needed this like a fucking hole in the head." You huffed at your situation and looked back at the Hellsing Manor, it was your fault they got hurt, you can't go back, and you were going to go back into hiding, away from the World, Hellsing, Walter, Pip, Sir, Seras and...Tears sprang to your eyes at the thought; you looked down at your feet and saw a pool of blood not far away. 'That must belong to Walter..." you close your eyes and tears spilled down your cheeks, 'Damn it! It was my fault! I won't let them go through that pain again!' You broke into a run, clutching your side as you headed into the fields, just hoping there was a way out.

You burned all over, your leg ached and your lungs were on fire, you had been sick from exhaustion a few times and losing a lot of blood; yet you kept going, you where strong willed, you could do anything if you needed to, you kept running and running and running until you tripped, landing flat on your face. You cried out in pain and anger and got up to look at the offending rock, you crawled over to it, picked it up and flung it with all your frustration into the dark sky, it landed not far away. You screamed at it, then you landed flat on your back and wept a little. 'It's just so unfair!'

"GOD DAMN IT!" you bellowed at the pitch darkness.

'Everything was fine! Then Lokie had to ruin it, why did Vlad act in such a jealous way, it's not like he loves me or anything right... so why did Vlad do that?'

Ilona lay on her back, just staring into the dark; her breathing laboured she let out a pain filled whine. Why had this happened? Why now? For the love of God she could not understand why he had just did that.

"Why?," an icy chill filled her already frozen body, "Because...you ruined it, I was managing my past, put it behind me, where it belongs!"

Alucard boots could be heard on the wet grass, walking towards her. She scrabbled to her feet terrified of what he might do in this unstable state; she turned to run when strong arms caught her, pulling her into his chest, she neck creaked up slowly, so afraid of his glare she looked into his eyes.

Meanwhile elsewhere

"Master Lokie, the girl has fled the Hellsing Manor!" Crooks ran into the bedroom to find Lokie eating a young girl. He dropped her revealing his healed chest and hungry gaze; he grabbed her limp body and tossed it to Crooks.

"Wonderful! The mere sight of me has made her come running, and thank you for not getting her when you could, I would like that pleasure myself!" Lokie walked over to the door and paused as Crooks looked at the young girl, he smiled.

"You can have the left-over's if you want Crooks but I'll let you have Integra while I get Alucard... only if you want." Crooks turned to Lokie gesturing at the girl.

"She's a Virgin, may we keep her?"

"Why keep something you don't need Crooks?" Lokie looked at the girl who was weeping slightly.

"You're too merciful; you know that Crooks, here I'll do it for you." He grabbed the girl's arm and held her by her head.

"Girl, do you wish to live? Say anything any I will let you or be silent and that is the way you'll stay forever." He said all this while staring at Crooks. Crooks looked at her throat which was so badly bitten speech would be impossible; tears on her face as she moved her mouth, with no sound coming.

"No? Nothing? Okay then" He turned her head sharply and with a crack she hit the floor.

"See Crooks? That is how you play with your food; I just love games, don't you? He flung back his head and laughed, walking by Crooks who was staring at the corpse of the girl.

"Come along Crooks, my sweet little Ilona waits!" Lokie sang in a love sick tone.

"...yes Master, right away." Crooks' head was bowed as he left the room.

"To the Hellsing Ground it is!" Lokie sang once more.