Amy's Pov
There was a knock at the door
I thought it was Stacey
I opened the door
And standing there in front of me
Was him my grandad
I was a bit shocked to see him
He asked if we could have a little chat
I said Sure
We sat down on the sofa
So i asked him
I know he said
I had to act as if i didn't know what he was talking about
What i replyed to him
He said i know your Veronica's daughter
Who's Veronica i asked i didn't know he meant
He replyed by saying also known as Ronnie
My eyes widened
I had to act calm
And, thats all i could say
He told me that i needed to go
That her baby was a mistake
He said she had manic depression
And suffered very badly from stress
He said that she tried to kill herself
He said she was unstable
That she wouldn't be able to cope
Then i said well maybe finding out who i was would make her happy again
He shook his head
He told me she already knows
He said that She doesn't want anything to do with me
She says that i should just go , that i was a mistake
I wasn't suppose to be here thats why she put me up for adoption he told me
He says that if she were to see me again
It would just tip her over the edge
He handed me the locket
And then he told me that if i wanted the best for my mother i should go and get on with my life
She's not worth it
H e said that she rejected me going back would be an embarrassment that there was no point she wanted nothing to do with me
I felt like someone had ripped out my heart and broke it into tiny pieces
I began to cry uncontrobley
It was a waste of time coming here
He handed me my locket
And whispered into my ear 'its for the best'
He kissed me on the cheek and left
I sat there in the darkness
Clutching on to me locket
Crying
I couldn't take it
No one wanted me i was rejected by my own mother
I decided i needed to get some air
So i put on my coat
And decided to go for a walk round the square
