Chapter 10: Almost Easy
Author's Note: I don't know how long it's been O.O But uh, yea, I got pretty depressed for a while as my childhood died last week (2018 Note: Michael Jackson. This story is ancient…) DX But I finally finished this chapter.
Subliminal inspiration, ay? Works for me XD And indeed, the Yagami family tends to have epic fails when it comes to keeping secrets. We'll see how that goes XD
I think Chapter 11 and 12 will be the climax and I should be done at like…15? It's coming…soonish.
Happy reading…and oh yea, sex somewhere in there. And this comes after Chapter 9 and before Chapter 10 in 'This Love'.
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There was a guy…
An underwater guy who controlled the sea…
…Got killed by ten million pounds of sludge from New York and New Jersey.
This monkey's gone to heaven—
Mmm, he loved waking up to randomness.
Shimizu Julius grumbled as he tapped off her phone, wondering why she set music to wake up to, and closed his eyes again. Yagami Hoshiko lied cheek down on his chest, naked, her arms slightly wrapped around him. It felt really nice, he thought absently, stroking her back.
They'd been together for about three months now and he always woke with that feeling, that verse echoing through his head: 'it feels really nice.'
Kissing her forehead, he ran his fingers through his bangs and cocked a brow when his cell phone rang. Hoshiko whined cutely and he hushed her, rubbing her shoulder tenderly as he carefully grabbed his phone from the nightstand, clicking send and softly echoing a 'hello'.
"Julius" his aunt's voice rang clear.
"Mm, Aunt Mira? What's wrong?" he asked quietly.
"Where are you?" she questioned rather simply.
He glanced around before sighing, "I'm at home, why?"
"Because you're not at home" she said dryly.
Julius scowled and looked around again, feeling as if he were being watched, "…I don't know what you mean."
"We need to talk" the woman said simply, "Now. I'm at the café on the corner near your apartment."
"Aunt Mira-"
"Now, Julius" she said briskly.
Glaring at his phone as she clicked off, he cursed under his breath and slowly tried to lift Hoshiko as not to wake her.
Didn't work though. "Mm, Julius, where are you going…?" she murmured sleepily.
"I have to go meet with my aunt for a few, cutie" he cooed, kissing her lips faintly and in love with how adorable she sounded.
She pouted cutely too and grabbed her other pillow, hugging it like she'd been doing with him and grumbled after a moment, "It's not the same."
Laughing lightly, he traced his lips across her shoulder blade, "I'd hope not. I don't want to be replaced by some inactive object, especially a pillow."
Hoshiko looked at him with her sleepy brown eyes, "Don't be gone long…"
Having the desire to crawl back into bed with her and completely forget his aunt, he nodded, "Will do, bunny."
"Mm, you have such silly nicknames for me" she yawned.
"Anyone can say 'sweetie' or 'honey'" he insisted, grabbing his pants off the floor, "I'm different."
"I know."
He sulked back at her and he sighed, pulling on his shirt, "Did you want to do anything today?"
"It's up to you" she murmured, closing her eyes, "I'm up for anything…"
"Anything…?" he blinked rapidly.
Hoshiko snickered, "Go away, Julius…"
He pouted, "Okay, I see how it is. Farewell. You won't ever see me again."
"Mm, when you come back, bring some strawberries. I want some."
Julius smirked at her, "Fine."
Leaving the apartment, wandering outside, he yawned. Ugh, he'd been SO comfortable. He'd…slept well, for once. He never slept well…
Glowering a little, he came to the outside café where his aunt was enjoying some beverage. Sinking down in the seat across from her, he pursed his lips. "Little early to be drinking, don't you think?"
The woman closed her eyes, "It's light."
"So why'd you wake me up on a Sunday at 9 am?" he mumbled.
She gazed at him absently for a moment, "Funny, you're usually up at seven either way. Did something keep you up last night?"
Julius stiffened and glared a bit, "Stop fooling around, Aunt Mira; Say what you need to say."
"I know about you and…Hoshiko" she said simply.
Julius stared at her plainly though inside he wondered…how? "…I don't know what you mean. What about us?"
"Oh save it, Julius" she scowled, "You're sleeping with her. I have…video evidence."
His eyes widened at this, about to demand when voyeuristic behavior became her hobby when he remembered…she looked at all the videos from his uncle's office. Cringing, he buried his face in his hands.
"…Okay, it wasn't the smartest idea-"
"Not in the least" she said briskly, "And you know, I was going to go off the idea that it was just one of your passing fancies, that you'd leave her in a couple weeks. But this has been going on for months. That, my dear nephew, is unacceptable."
Julius' scarlet gaze narrowed, "I thought you wanted me to 'settle down', meet a nice girl. I mean, sure, Hoshiko is a little rough around the edges towards strangers but she's really sweet."
"My, you sound rather smitten" she said dryly, "And completely hopeless if you think you'll settle with that woman."
To be completely honest, Julius wasn't very pleased with the way his aunt was addressing her. He actually kind of bristled. "What is that supposed to mean?"
"You will break up with her" Mira said simply, finishing her drink.
Julius scowled and ordered an iced coffee when the waitress came by before cocking a brow at his aunt, "Do you really think you can decide that for me? Honestly? I'd decide when to end a darn relationship, not you!"
Mira leaned back and crossed her arms, staring at him, before replying, "She's rich."
"Her family's rich" he amended irritably, "And what would that matter anyway? Hoshiko has been taking care of herself since college. She said she even paid her parents back for college. She's not blowing their cash or anything."
"Oh, how lovely. Doesn't change much though" she said, dry and uncaring.
"Look-"
"Do you love her?"
His eyes widened and he recoiled, stunned, gawking, "What?"
"Do you love her?" repeated Mira simply.
"O-of course not!" he blurted, "Y-you know me better than that!"
"Well…" Mira droned, "You at least care about her if you've been with her this long. So don't you think you're doing her a disservice, dating and wasting her time when you won't ever love her?"
Julius gaped a little and looked down, biting his lip, silent. Mira smiled knowingly, "Just make it easy on yourself, nephew. End it before one of you gets hurt…and you know that it'd most likely end up being her."
"How nice of you, aunt" he said, silent and bitter.
"But true."
"…Whatever" he muttered, "I'll…I'll break up with her soon."
"Good, good" nodded Mira, satisfied.
Julius stared at the coffee before shaking his head, slamming down his money without taking a sip, and wandering off without a word. What the hell.
…Whatever. Maybe his aunt was right; Hoshiko didn't really deserve the disservice of being with him if it just meant he was wasting her time. She…could do better.
…Just his stomach felt kind of sick when he thought of telling her 'it's over'.
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…This might be fate.
Hoshiko worked overnight shifts for the week, saying she had things to do during the day when he'd be there. Yhat irked him…and not because it would make it difficult for him to break up with her but because she wasn't there.
…That wasn't a good sign.
"But I want to go to the park Saturday" she told him over the phone.
"The park?" Perfect opportunity. There'd be witnesses in case she tried to kill him. "…All right."
"Great" she said cheerfully.
Great, huh? What was she up to? He rolled his eyes as he worked in the lonely office. Hoshiko wasn't the type for surprises. Whatever. He was kind of dreading the day but…it wouldn't matter. They just said they were going to try it. It wasn't like he was that into her.
Staring at his clock on Saturday with a deep sigh, finding it was close to the time he was supposed to meet her, he stood to leave. 'Here goes', he thought slowly as he walked downstairs. Mira, with his uncle in his office, shot him a look like 'you better break up with her now'. He just rolled his eyes.
Driving his car to the park, he frowned when he arrived. It was the end of summer and the weather was nice. All the children were out, playing. The wildlife even seemed to be basking. Seemed like a really horrible place to break up, he thought with a sigh. Walking forward, he blinked at a flower cart and saw the loveliest wildflowers.
…
Going along the way to where she told him to meet her, he scowled thoughtfully. Okay, what would he say? They'd tried it, it was great, but they should go back to being professional. The dates and the sex and the relationship and the whatever else were nice, but it had to end.
Looking up though, Julius' eyes widened, surprised. Hoshiko was rolling out a blanket, dressed in a light blue flowy dress that cut off at her knees, peasant at the top, and short sleeved, a darker blue ribbon pulling a portion of her wavy hair back, the rest hanging. He grimaced. No, she wasn't…that cute.
…Ugh, who was he kidding? She was the cute.
She stood up straight and glanced towards him, smiling, folding her hands, "There you are."
"Hey" he smiled awkwardly, walking closer, "…What's this?"
"I thought we could have a picnic" she announced before pursing her lips, flushing, "I…uh, actually haven't been working during the day so I could get lessons on how to cook from my mom."
"…What?"
Hoshiko sighed, grabbing the picnic basket off the grass to set on the blanket, "She was so ecstatic, it was ridiculous. And I've nicked and burned every finger I have but I think I did okay."
Julius just stared at her, "…You cooked? …For me?"
She stuck out her tongue, "I swear, it's edible. I had my brother Kyo try some of it first, but I remembered he'd eat anything so I had my brother Jyun try it then my dad and they said it wasn't bad."
…That wasn't really the issue.
Sitting down, she waved for him to as well and he slowly joined her. Holy crap, how was he supposed to break up with her when she was so cute and had learned to cook so she could cook for him? Smiling weakly, he handed her the flowers he bought. And yea, he was buying flowers for her.
"For me?" she blinked before leaning forward and kissing him, "Thank you."
He nodded slowly and she opened the basket up, pulling out a bento. Julius frowned as he focused in on the box…and noted her hands were indeed pretty battered. Cooing, he grabbed them as something of an afterthought and kissed them tenderly.
"My poor bunny…"
…No! Breaking up with her! Hoshiko snickered and sighed, "I'm more klutzy than I thought."
She opened the bento, inside full of interesting looking foods. He swallowed as she grabbed a piece of some kind of melon with her chopsticks.
Oh damn, she was going to feed him.
Smiling weakly, he opened his mouth. And damn it, he was going to allow it! She bit her lip, "I don't think that'll be gross. I did candy it a bit though."
"It's delicious" he assured, licking the syrup off his lip.
…She had picked out all his favorite foods, he thought apprehensively. Not cool.
Hoshiko yawned and lied down on the blanket, rubbing her eyes, "I'm sleepy. I worked on this for hours."
Wincing, he picked her up by her elbows and rested her head in his lap, stroking her hair, "…Thank you. That was…sweet of you."
She blushed, looking up at him, murmuring, "No problem…"
…He didn't have it in him right now, he thought with a sigh, sitting her up so they were cuddling, and leaning backwards against the tree.
…Later.
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"Hey, uh, Hoshiko…we really need to talk" Julius smiled nervously.
"About what?" she questioned from her bedroom.
Julius tapped the arm of her couch, sucking his cheek, "Uh…stuff."
"Can it wait?" she said shyly, "I just want to get this over with."
He looked up, scowling, "Get what over with?"
He gawked when she walked out, her lips pursed, her cheeks bright red. "Wh-what do you think?"
Wearing a navy blue bra with black lining and a low cut pair of matching panties and garters to sheer blue stockings with black heels…thinking was the last thing on his mind.
Hoshiko managed to get redder as she asked, "Do you like it…?"
Swiftly turning his head, he clenched his eyes shut. NOOO. He told his aunt he'd freakin' break up with her and he was going to do that! So what she was standing in front of him all…cute…and sexy…and…sex…
"Ugh! I knew it looked awful on me! Roomi was wrong!" she grumbled, looking ready to run back into the bedroom.
Awful!? Snapping his head back, he grabbed her, pulling her forward and pushed her quickly back on her couch.
"Are you kidding? Your midget girlfriend won't ever be more right in her life" he growled, passionately kissing her neck.
Hoshiko blushed deeply and reached up, unbuttoning his shirt, "…So…you do like it?"
"'Like it' doesn't begin to describe what I feel" he said simply, grabbing her shin. Man, maybe he did have a foot fetish, he thought as he kissed her ankle.
"Ah!"
He jumped when she sat up, her eyes wide, "Oh yea! You wanted to talk about something, right?"
... "Never mind, bunny, we can talk about it later" he smiled nervously, wrapping his arms around her waist.
"But it sounds important" she frowned.
"Later" he insisted, kissing her to still the conversation.
It wasn't going to be as easy as he thought, his tongue caressing hers hotly, her hands dragging down the bare skin of his back. He moaned as she whispered dirty little words into his ear, something that got him going every time, that she was even capable of such.
…Could he…possibly…?
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'What'd I do wrong?' Hoshiko pondered sadly to herself, eating one of The Village's salads.
Her brothers were with her. Apparently they'd gotten the messages crossed and didn't think either of the other would be there…so now they were glaring at each other. She had been late but the two seemed to have had a fist fight at their cousin Carrie's baby shower. They'd both been ready to make excuses and leave today but Hoshiko insisted that they try to have lunch together. But they were pretty much only doing it because she'd requested it, she knew with a sigh…but that also wasn't what was bothering her.
Julius was kind of ignoring her.
She had thought going on a picnic would be the sweetest thing in the world…and she took it a step further and actually cooked. She never cooked. Maybe he hadn't enjoyed it much…
"You have any aspirin by any chance, Hoshi? I have a monster headache" mumbled Jyun.
Kyo glowered at him and Hoshiko sighed, rolling her eyes, "I think I do."
Going through her purse, she bit her lip. What if Julius was sick of her? She wasn't really sure if she was doing anything right with him and they even had to keep the relationship a secret. Maybe it was too much for him.
She frowned when a very thick feeling fell and got the urge to look up. Cocking a brow up, she glanced at her brothers who looked…petrified, both gawking widely, eyes open big. She scowled. "What?"
Following their gaze, her heart came a millimeter from jumping out of her throat. She'd accidentally in her absent minded pondering grabbed and was holding a condom.
Face turning completely red, she blurted, "Uh-"
"Why is there a condom in your purse?" demanded Kyo once any of them could find words.
"Condom…?" she said weakly.
"Yea, the thing you put on a bastard's prick so he won't knock you up" growled Jyun, glaring darkly at her, "Who is he?"
"Th-there's no one! I mean, someone probably played a joke on me at work" she insisted, her heart still in her head, "They-they make fun of me for not being with a guy!"
Kyo and Jyun glared at her menacingly for a long, long couple of uncomfortable minutes but she held her ground. Or, more correctly, her lie.
The two finally gave in and Jyun growled, snatching it from her, "So you don't get any ideas."
Hoshiko pouted, leering at him, and Kyo peeked into her purse, doing a double take, "What? One, maybe, but you have like a whole pack in there!"
"I don't know!" she lied, her heart racing again.
Kyo took the rest and they glowered at her as if their suspicion was back. Ugh.
She propped her hand in her chin and almost sighed. She thought she could talk her way around it and make it sound like casual talk to ask these two what would make a man really bored if he were in a relationship, though honestly not her best candidates for the subject either way. Seemed that'd definitely get them too riled up though, condoms in her purse were enough.
…Wait a minute, duh. Grabbing her phone, she started to text. Jyun, eating a bit of his pancake, cocked a brow, again suspicious.
"Who are you texting?"
"Your wifey" she assured.
Kyo just looked ticked and Jyun blinked rapidly, "Oh? Shopping?"
"Yea, something like that."
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"Wahh? He didn't like the lingerie?" demanded Seiwa Roomi, grabbing some drinks from her kitchen.
"No, he insisted that he loved the lingerie" mumbled Hoshiko, sighing, "He's…he's just sick of me, I can feel it."
Roomi handed her a glass of misty wine looking stuff, sitting down across from her, "Well, maybe he's bored?"
Hoshiko stiffened and pouted, "Well, thanks."
"Being sick of and bored aren't the same thing at least" Roomi rationed, "I mean, if he was sick of you, you wouldn't have a chance. But if he's just bored then you can just spice things up and it'll be fine."
Hoshiko blinked rapidly at this, "You think so?"
"Yea! So how does he like head?" Roomi asked in that absurdly casual tone of hers.
Hoshiko pinked and stuttered, "I-I haven't done that yet."
Roomi stared at her for a moment before saying, "…What?"
"I haven't…done anything like that. I've-I've given him hand jobs?"
Roomi sipped her drink, her purple brows furrowed, "Well…this should be easy then."
Hoshiko flushed and stuck out her tongue as Roomi chuckled, "Don't worry, I have bags and bags of tricks. Just I have to say, are you sure he's 'bored'?"
"…What other reasons are there to ignore me when he hasn't before?" she frowned.
"Mm…"
…Right?
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This SUCKED.
He stared miserably at his desk and shook his head. Why? Why'd this have to happen? Why'd this random chick come along and make him just…nuts about her?
Julius tried to ignore or spend time away from her but when he was at home in bed alone, he felt freakin' lonely. And tired. So tired, he couldn't sleep. He didn't even know how that made sense but that was how it could be described. He could smell her scent in his pillow and he could taste her when he licked his lips. It got him so aroused and increasingly lonely. He craved waking up next to her, making breakfast for them, and spending a whole day just curled up on the couch, watching movies.
…God, he actually liked this relationship!
With a grimace, he glowered as his aunt randomly stormed into his office, looking bitter and angry but content.
"I guess I can't expect you to do this by yourself when you're alone with her. Actions confuse things" she said briskly, "That's why I called her and invited her to dinner with your Uncle Eo and I."
Julius stared at her before it hit him like a quarter ton of bricks. Flying to his feet, he gaped, "What?"
"Of course, you'll be there and happen to break the news."
"The hell I will!"
"Julius!"
They both jumped when there was a knock at the door. He grimaced at Hoshiko who looked nervous.
"Uh, am I interrupting something?"
"No, no, dear" Mira assured, "Julius was just making a promise. Right, honey?"
"…Sure" he muttered miserably.
Hoshiko blinked and Mira smiled, crossing her arms, "Well, let's head out, we don't want to be late."
The woman walked forward and Julius, feeling pressured and irritated and spiteful, grabbed Hoshiko's arm and kissed her. She seemed alarmed and elbowed him hard when he pulled away, looking toward his aunt's back. He just shrugged.
Eo appeared confused that Hoshiko was there but greeted her happily, just because he was that kind of guy. Why couldn't he have married that kind of woman? Julius grumbled.
When they arrived, his stupid aunt made him sit across from Hoshiko rather than beside her. He wondered if she wanted him to break up with Hoshiko before dinner was ordered so they could save money, he thought cynically.
Seemed not though as they ordered and Mira chattered on and on. Hoshiko bit her lip and glanced at him as he stabbed at his salad. Yea…pretty hella' awkward. And, well, he was pretty much just ignoring her existence and they were now having dinner with his pretty much parents.
…She really did deserve better.
"Julius! You've barely spoken to Hoshiko" his aunt stated rather pointedly.
He sent her a sulky look and his uncle frowned, "Ah, are you two getting along?"
"I think so" Hoshiko said slowly.
Julius slightly winced at that before clearing his throat, "We, naturally, have our moments but we're cool."
"Good, good" Eo said, almost painfully oblivious.
Mira was less than pleased about this statement though. "Oh, naturally…but wasn't there something you wanted to tell Hoshiko, dear?"
If the ground could open up and swallow him at that second, he would have preferred it to telling her. Or better yet, opening up and swallowing his aunt. Hoshiko looked at him quizzically and he smiled brightly, "Not that I know of."
His aunt kicked his chair underneath the table cloth and he sighed, "Well, maybe…"
Hoshiko blinked and he opened his mouth, trying to state this without causing either a scene or suspicion in his uncle. It was rather hard to create such a sentence however.
His brain froze though when he felt something pressing against his crotch. Eyes widening, he realized…was that her foot?
Staring at her, not really flustering or anything like she usually did if she did something rather sexual like that, he opened his mouth, trying to reform what he was going to say. Maybe she was just setting her bare foot there?
He clenched the table cloth though when she unzipped with her toes rather skillfully. Or…maybe she wasn't…?
He bit the inside of his mouth as she softly ran her foot up and down against his covered length. What…was she doing? If his Aunt Mira had any idea she was doing this right now…
"Julius" the woman said rather firmly, breaking him out of his daze.
"Oh yea!" he blurted loudly, "Um, I…"
…Need to punish you for doing this right now, he thought, his eyes closing partially as she managed to remove him from his boxers, running her almost cotton soft feet down his shaft. He breathed faintly as she gently used the ball of her foot to caress the base.
"Julius, don't you think it's rude to break off a sentence like that?" hissed Mira.
Again, thinking wasn't his forte when he was aroused. He forced his eyes open wide and cleared his throat. Okay, what…was he saying?
…Oh screw it, he didn't care.
His aunt glared as he probably got all google eyed… "JULI-"
Hoshiko's frowned as she held up a finger, looking at her smartphone, "One moment, my apologies. I have to take this call."
Mira looked unhappy but Eo nodded understandably as she walked over to the lobby. If looks could kill, Julius smiled nervously as he tried to smoothly 'redress'. He frowned when his phone buzzed in his pocket. Sipping his tea, cautiously avoiding his aunt's glare, he secretly glanced at the phone. He smiled slightly, the corners of his lips raising a bit. Hoshiko had text him: 'I'm going to leave. It's up to you whether you want to follow'.
She returned and frowned, putting down a wad of money and bowing "Sorry, it's rude of me to eat and run but I have to go check on something with my parents. Thank you for inviting me to dinner."
Mira looked extremely alarmed that her plan was falling apart, "W-wait, don't you want dessert, dear?"
"Oh, no thank you" smiled Hoshiko, "I'll see you all later."
She walked away and Julius watched after her absently as his aunt seethed, probably fighting the desire to throttle him. His uncle, wonderfully oblivious man he was, commented, "She's a nice girl."
"Yea" agreed Julius amiably.
Mira glared at him and he sighed, shrugging, "Aunt Mira…forcing me into this is not going to make me want to do it. I'll…do it when it feels right, okay? And if that takes a few weeks, just get off me. You're not going to force my hand."
Eo looked puzzled but Mira crossed her arms, muttering, as he stood. "Now, if you'll both excuse me, I'm going to go…nap."
Right.
Leaving quickly to avoid anything happening, he made the short, though rather long because of his 'predicament', trip to Hoshiko's apartment. When he arrived, he opened the door wordlessly, finding the woman sitting on her couch, waiting.
"So I'm torn on spanking you then screwing the hell out of you or jumping straight to the screwing" he stated plainly.
She snorted and stood, her arms crossed, "Before any of that happens, I want to know what the deal is?"
"What?" he frowned, shifting his gaze.
"You're ignoring me" she scowled, her arms on her hips now before her gaze pointed down, "…Are you sick of me?"
"Of course not!" he blurted in a manner surprisingly similar to denying that he loved her to his aunt.
She just sighed and he walked over to her, grasping her hands, "I'm sorry…I haven't really meant to seem like I've been avoiding you. I've just been going over things in my head."
Hoshiko pouted, "…Okay."
He cooed, leaning over to kiss her neck, her fragrance overtaking, "Don't look so cute, you kink. I never imagined getting a footjob from you…ever."
She pursed her lips, "I thought you were bored."
"Never."
She snorted and had him sit, "You sure?"
"Positive."
"…Okay, but I still kind of want to try it now."
He cocked a brow and gawked as she suddenly unzipped his pants and went down on him. Moaning, closing his eyes, he allowed the feeling to take over…
…This wasn't going to be easy at all.
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"Julius…"
"Yes, kitten?"
Hoshiko was curled around him, something he greatly preferred to his lonely state, and he rubbed her pale back, kissing her shoulder as they lied on their sides. She snuggled into his chest, her eyes closed.
"…Your aunt was way strongly hinting at something tonight, wasn't she?"
"…Don't worry about it" he muttered.
Hoshiko frowned, her brown eyes opening, "No, what is it?"
He looked forward for a moment before gazing down at her, "…She wants me to break up with you."
Her eyes widened as she sat up, pulling away from him, covering her body with the sheet and staring at him, "…What?"
"Don't worry, I…I'll deal with her somehow" he mumbled, rubbing his brow, "…I'll…be honest, I was going to humor her."
He grimaced at the hurt expression on her face and quickly sat up, "It has nothing to do with you, I promise."
"Of course it does!" she snapped, "'You were going to humor her'. What the hell does that say about how you feel about me!?"
Julius frowned as she climbed out of bed, stomping around angrily, "…But I didn't."
She paused and glared back at him as he sighed, "You…don't really understand, Hoshi. My…aunt has gone above and beyond for me. I'm…I'm not even her child but…"
"Can she hold that over your head though?" she demanded reluctantly.
"…I suppose she shouldn't" he agreed, "But…I'd feel bad."
Hoshiko stared at him before shaking her head, "…So you want to end it, is that what you're saying?"
Julius climbed from the bed, grasping her waist and pulling her backwards as he sat, "…No, I don't."
She frowned and he rested his head against her, "I…I don't. She…she can't make me."
Hoshiko frowned more. "But…you sound like you're worried."
"Of course I am" he laughed humorlessly, "I don't know what I'd do if…"
Pausing, he shook his head, "It'd…just be bad to defy her. And yet, I want to because I want you. You're my bunny."
She pinked and kissed the top of his head, "…I want you to do what feels right. I…I won't hold it against you."
He pulled back and sulked, "Of course you would. You'd kill me."
"Perhaps" she allowed with a smile, "But I don't know your situation with your aunt and…and it may be deeper than I know. So…you do what feels best."
He stared at her, "…My situation."
…His situation was something he barely wanted to know, admittedly. His situation made it hard to trust, made him dislike women, made him…crazy. He hated being controlled, he thought, clenching his eyes shut.
"…Julius?" murmured Hoshiko softly.
"…Let's just…try to be insanely closeted about it for a while. She apparently stalks me so we'd have to be at my house. We…really couldn't go out anywhere and we probably couldn't talk at work."
"That doesn't sound like a relationship at all…" she mumbled.
Julius pulled her back into bed, grabbing her sheets to cover them, "I know…and you deserve much better. But…just for a little while. I'm…I don't want to give you up."
Hoshiko was silent for a long few moments before murmuring, "…Fine."
Relieved, he hugged her tight, kissing her forehead, "I promise it…it won't be forever."
…Or would it?
…This wasn't easy whatsoever.
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(X) Alarm clock song at the beginning is by The Pixies, 'Monkey Gone To Heaven'.