I do not Own any character you have heard of, Stephanie Meyer does. I do however own anyone that you havent heard of.
January 2005
I woke the next morning feeling like crap. I had cried myself to sleep and have a massive headache now. I notice mom wasnt in the room next to me, so shes probably in the kitchen.
In one day I had told the family that Edward and I were together, told them I was raped, found out im pregnant,called a slut and broke up. Shortest relationship ever,of not even 1 day. Longest day for me I guess.
I lay in my bed and look at the time. 6am. I grumble and roll over onto my side. I hear the door open and Rose, Alice and Mom walk in.
"We are sorry about what happened to you. I know how it feels. No one should go through that and sorry about what Edward said." Rose appologises. I look at her confused. Oh I hadnt realised I havent asked about their pasts.
"Umm no need to apologise. Would it be alright If you told me your pasts?" I enquire. The girls look at me then each other before nodding.
"Well I dont know much of my past. All I know is when I was human I could get glimpses of the future. My parents sent me to an asylum. I went to look at my records and on my grave my date of death is listed as the same day I was Admitted into the Asylum. Thats all I can remember. One day Im going to find someone with the power to see the past." Alice informs me. I nod.
"Thats unfair. I wish you could have known more about your past. What about you Rose?" I ask Rose. She said she knows how I feel.
"I was born in 1915 in Rochester, New York. I was the daughter of a banker. As a human I was described as a woman who had beauty, elegance, class and eyes resembling class. I was lusted after by many men. Royce king II, the most sort after bachelor took a shine to me and soon enough we were engaged. I had a very good friend named Vera who had an amazing husband and beautiful baby boy. I had left her house and decided to walk home because it wasnt far. I met an intoxicated Royce and his friends. Royce was bragging about my beauty to his friends and called me over. One thing led to another and I was beaten, Raped and left to die on the street. Carlisle had found me and changed me. I was 18 when I was changed. I got my revenge though. I had haunted and killed every single one of Royces friends that hurt me. I left Royce till last. I however didnt drink their blood. So ive been with Carlisle since then." Rose explains. I have tears running down my face.
"Im sorry Rose. I know how you feel. Its the worst thing in the world." I say looking sadly into Roses eyes.
"Im glad you survived though." Rose says stroking my cheek.
"What about the boys? How did they change?" I ask.
"They can tell you that themselves. Their stories arnt ours to tell." Mom explains I nod in understanding.
"Well everyone but Carlisle and Esme are going to go shopping in seattle today. You're not, you need rest. Carlisle is at work so Esme will be the only one home with has gone to Alaska with the Denalis and will be back in a week. He needs time." Alice informs me. I nod.
Rose, Esme and Alice kiss my cheek before exiting my room. I got to the bathroom and I check myself in my mirror before I walk down stairs in my pyjamas and into the kitchen and take a seat at the breakfast bar . Mom places a bowl of fruit and a glass of orange juice infront of me.
'Im going to be finalizing your room today. We called the furniture store and they are delivering the furniture soon. We can have it finished by tonight." I smile.
"Sounds good. It will give us some bonding time." I sign.
I finish my breakfast then wash and dry my dishes. I like pulling my weight around, even though mom hates it.
"Im going to get changed.' I sign running out of the kitchen and up the stairs and into my room. I shower and change. Im wearing white denim short shorts and a green tank top. I left my hair down after brushing. I look in the mirror at my reflection. I look good enough. Not over the top, just casual.
"CJ, furnitures here." I hear mom yell up to me.
I look in the mirrow once again to make sure nothing is falling out. Mainly my boobs. I race down stairs and into the living room over to the front door. I slip a pair of thongs on before heading out the front door. I stand in the doorway and watch. There are three a disance I can see One with grey hair, overweight about 50. One with black hair muscular but not my type age,about 27 and a younger man about 21, blonde slightly chubby but good looking. I notice the black haired man eyeing off mom. Ewww. Its always going to happen since all vampires attract humans. Its the way vampires are designed. Thats how they lure their meal in, with their beauty.
"Mrs Cullen, where would you like us to place the furniture?" I hear the Black haired man asked mom. I can see him eyeing her body. Dont even think about it mate. I walk up to mom as the black haired male walks away. I see grey hair and blondie looking between the both of us. If Edward was here he would surely deck them. I have an idea of what they are thinking about.
"Oh um just in the living room please." Mom orders. I dont think she knows they are flirting with her. Mom tells them to follow her into the house.
"Just put them somewhere in here." Mom says. The three men walk in an place the furniture in the living room before walking back out to grab more. There wasnt that much furniture, mom could have carried it all in but with her being a small woman she couldnt pull it off with out making the men suspicious.
"Alright thats all of it. Boys head out to the truck ill be their in a minute." The black haired man said. I watch mom walk with the men out of the house leaving me with black haired man.
"Well, Well, Well, CJ. We meet again." The black haired man says to me. Oh shit. Its one of the men that kidnapped me. How did he end up here in America, when they are from Australia?
"The boss wants to see you. You either meet him or I will kill everyone in this town." He says. I dont need to think,I know the best option.
"Ill meet him. Where?" I sign. He knows sign language.
"At the welcome to Forks sign. 1pm, dont be late." The man says walking out of the door. I let out the breath I had been holding. I had to go. If I didnt he would definatly go on a massacre.
"They are nice men, well lets get started with this lot." Mom says walking into the house. I follow her up into the room designated to be my new room. It had one blue wall and two white walls and a glass wall, which is the window. The bed was going against the blue wall and everything else around it.
"Im just going to use Edwards computer for a bit." Mom nods and I make my way to Edwards room. I was going to type letters and place them on the beds. I had about 3 hours till I had to meet 'the boss'. I walk into Edwards room and onto the computer. I bring up the letter writing file and begin to type.
Dear Mom and Carlisle,
Mom, I havent known you long but you have treated me like I wanted my own mother to treat me if she was alive. You are just like I pictured a mother. I love you.
Carlisle, your just how I pictured a father to be. I thankyou for taking me in.
Im doing what im doing is to protect you and the entire town. I would rather die then see anyone in the town this is my goodbye to you both.
I have a letter written for the Denalis in the top draw in my room. I dont know If ill be back. Where im going, I dont think I will be alive for much longer.I believe its my time to leave this Earth.
Dont look for me, this is the best way to keep you all safe.
ill love you both forever,
CJ
I print it out, fold it and place it into an Envelope and writing mom and dad on top before writing my next one.
Dear Edward,
Im sorry I never got to tell you or show you how much I love you. The moment I met you, my heart stopped. I was instantly in love. I know as Im writing this letter that you will look for me. I dont want you to look for me. Im doing what Im doing to protect all of you. I will be dead in under 3 hours now. Im not afraid to die. I lived my life and I know its probably my time to leave this earth.
Look out for Mom ( Esme) for me. I love you. Please forget me and move on.
I love you with all my heart,
CJ xxx
Again I print, fold and stuff into the envelope and continue writing.
Dear Rose, Emmett, Jasper and Alice.
Rosalie and Alice. You both remind me of the sisters I have lost and you filled that gap.
Jasper and Emmett. You are the brothers I never got but wished I could have had.
I wont forget you. I love you all. Dont cry for me. I chose to do this to protect you all.
Rose, your a strong amazing woman. Im glad I got to meet you and call you my sister. Carry on with your life and forget me.
Alice, your the bubbly sister I love. You taught me fashion and are always happy. When you walk into a room the room lights up. Please keep it up even after im gone.
Emmett, what to say about you? Your the funny older brother I always wanted. I wished I got to know you more and hang with you more. protect the family for me like I know you can and behave.
Jasper, I know we didnt interact much but I always feel calm and protected around you. I dont think its the emotions you use but all I know is your one of my protectors. Dont think you failedto protect me. You couldnt have known I was going to go. Keep strong.
Please dont look for me. I dont want any of you harmed. I have lost alot of people in my life and I dont want you to die because of me. Its my time to go. I lived a good and sometimes bad life. Im not scared to die.
Love you all,
Your little sister CJ
I again print, fold and stuff the envelope before typing my last letter.
Dear Eleazer, Carmen, Kate, Tanya and Irena.
If you are reading this letter, I am either dead or missing. Im protecting my family which includes you. I love you all and thankyou for saving me from the storm. Please help make sure my the rest of my family the Cullens are safe and protected from the volturi. I love you all. Your the parents and sisters I wished I had just like the Cullens.
I wont forget you and please dont look for me.
Love always,
CJ
I finish printing the last letter, I fold and stuff it in the envelope before writing Denali on the front. I leave Edwards envelope on his computer. I walk to my room and place the Denalis envelope in my draw before continuing into Alice and Jaspers room where I place the Envelope for all of the siblings in the closet, which is the first place Alice goes after coming home from school. I sneak up to Esme and Carlisles room and place the Envelope on one of the night stands before making my way up the stairs. I look at the clock and it reads 12pm.
"Alice said I could have lunch with them. Is it alright If I borrow Rosalies car?" I ask mom.
"Yeah sure. Have fun." Mom says kissing my temple. I mom before she leaves the room to head into my room for another load. A single tear falls down my face as I exit the house and hop into Rosalies car. I pull out of the garage and head down the driveway. I take a look at the rearview mirrow and see the Cullen house as I leave. More tears fall down my face as I pull out of the driveway and onto the road heading towards the welcome to forks sign.
'Wipes face with tissue'
Well wasnt that a sad one.
Another chapter done. More to come
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CHARLOTTE 'CJ' EVANSON PORTRAYED BY LILLY COLLINS
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