Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious or its characters. I just own the plot.

Jade POV

Yesterday was terrible. I didn't sleep at all last night. I just laid in my bed, thinking about Beck. Thinking about us and how we used to be. I kept looking at the picture of me and Beck I had on my bedside table. A few tears fell, but at this point, I think I'm out of tears.

I told Cat I would pick her up and drive her to school so I could tell her about the Jason thing. She wanted to hear so badly. I didn't know why though. She called me last night and asked me over and over why I didn't tell her. I didn't want anybody to know! It was the king of all mistakes. She is my best friend though so I guess I see why she's upset I didn't tell her.

I got dressed, did my hair, put on my make-up, and grabbed some coffee from the kitchen before sliding into my car and driving towards Cat's house. Somehow, the coffee just wasn't as good as when Beck makes it. I finally got to Cat's house and she came down immediately, as if she saw me pull up to her driveway. She hopped into the car, looking happy as she always does.

"Morning!" she said singing the word playfully.

"Hi Cat," I replied. I would let her initiate the conversation about Jason.

"So, what happened with Jason?" Well that was quick. I took a deep breathe before starting the story.

"It was last year. It was one Friday night when I was at Beck's RV. We had a small fight and I left. And you know how last year me and Jason were friends? Well, he had invited me to a party at his house, but I told him I couldn't go because I was hanging out with Beck."

"Mhmm," Cat said nodding her head.

"So when I left Beck's I just decided to go to the party. When I got there, me and Jason started talking and I was drinking a little bit. And before I knew it, me and him were in his room, having sex. I didn't know what I was doing! I mean I wasn't wasted but I was just a little bit too drunk to stop. And that Sunday me and Beck made up, and I guess I just was too afraid to tell him."

"How could you do that to Beck?" Cat's voice was low and she had this sad look on her face.

"I don't know! The fight me and Beck had, I guess I just didn't know if we were still together or not and I was upset. I don't know why I did it Cat and I wish, I wish every second of every day since it happened that I could take it back."

"Well, maybe Beck will forgive you," she said, making her voice sound hopeful. I shook my head.

"No, Cat. I don't think he will. I think we're done."

"But you two love each other!" she raised her voice a little and a small smile had appeared on her face.

"I love him Cat. But he's done loving me." Those last four words were harder to get out than I thought they would be. Cat argued a little more, but finally gave up. I didn't want to believe that Beck didn't love me anymore, but it was true. Deep down I knew that.

I parked my car in the Hollywood Arts parking lot and me and Cat got out and walked inside. Cat was talking about something, but I wasn't listening. I didn't know what I was going to do. Between Beck and Jason, and I still had stupid Patrick to deal with. I just wanted peace for a minute.

"Hey Cat….why don't you go find Andre and see if he has any of those…uh…chewy candies you like." It was probably a complete bullshit excuse to get her to leave, but luckily Cat believed me and skipped off. "Yay!"

I was thankful for the silence. I did feel a little bit bad about deceiving Cat though, since Andre probably didn't have candy, but I just needed peace.

My wish for peace though, didn't last long, since when I went to my locker, Jason was standing by it. The Monday after the "incident" happened, me and Jason stopped being friends. I told him me and Beck were together and I asked him to just forget what we did. He told me he had had feelings for me for a while and that I deserved better than Beck, I told him to back off, and we haven't really talked since. To see him at my locker was a little weird, but I should have expected something like this.

"Jason," I said with no emotion, while opening my locker.

"Jade," he said mimicking me.

"So what do you want?" he started smiling and then let out a tiny chuckle.

"I heard you were single."

"And that's any of your business because…?" I knew what he was getting at and I didn't want any part of it. Jason had a way of having sex with a bunch of girls. That was all he wanted. Always. I guess I was just another one of those girls.

"Jade I know you still think about that night. You were into it, I could tell." He was such a cocky jerk.

"Ok, let me get something through your head. I want absolutely nothing to do with you. Ok? It was one night and it was a complete mistake." He was still smiling.

"Sure. But see, I don't believe a word you say. I got you to have sex with me once and I can do it again." I knew that was all he wanted.

"So all you want from me is sex? You know there are a hundred other girls who you can have sex with right?" I shut my locker and started walking to my next class, but he followed right after me.

"Yes of course I get that. But I want you." I didn't think he was being sincere for a second.

"You are such a liar! Like I said, it was a mistake and I want nothing to do with you so leave me alone," I said as I walked away. This time he didn't follow me.

What was Jason trying to do? Scratch that, I knew exactly what he was trying to do. I just didn't understand why he was trying so hard. I mean we had already had sex. I was drunk…but that shouldn't matter to him. He was a pig and every girl in school knew it, but for some reason girls lined up to fuck him. I don't even know why I was friends with him. Well, I guess it was because we had been friends for so long. His dad and my dad used to be friends so we had been friends since like 7th grade. He was nicer back then, but he was also hard-headed like me so we got along. Freshmen year was when he became the sex freak. And now he wanted me to have sex with him and knowing him, he won't stop until he gets it. I just can't for the life of me figure out why he wants to have sex with me so badly when we already have.

The morning dragged on, my mind racing; this seemed to be normal for me for the past few days. It was time for third. I wasn't as nervous today because I knew Beck wouldn't talk to me and we didn't have to pretend since everyone already knew we were fighting…and broken up. That was still painful to think about. I walked in the room and saw Cat as usual. She was quiet when I sat down. I was the first to speak.

"Cat can you do me a favor and sit next to me and I will sit on the end of the row?" I asked after thinking about how I always sit in the second seat in the row and Beck sits next to me so no girl can sit next to him.

"Um, sure Jade, but why?" Me and Cat moved seats quickly just in time for Beck to walk in with Andre, Vega, and Robbie.

"That's why," I said to Cat, pointing to the door.

He wouldn't even look at me. I couldn't take it. It was so painful. He looked happy. Was he happy without me? He just sat there talking to Andre and the others. Cat tried to talk to me, but I didn't say much back. About half-way through the class, my phone vibrated in my pocket. I checked it, only to find Patrick's name on the screen.

From: Patrick

We need to talk after class.

Great. Now two assholes will be on my nerves in less than a day.

A/N: So I hope this chapter wasn't a let down. I know it wasn't my best but I hope it wasn't too bad. Next chapter will be soon I hope, but no promises since I still have to finish my photo project, English homework, and algebra homework this weekend so I probably won't have much time. But I'll try my best so keep watching. =)

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-Bade1206 (Emily)