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Bella's long awaited POV (We find out who Jacob Black is in this story!)

Bella's POV

beep...beep...*silence*

"NOO!" I screamed out, waking myself in the process. Rose shifted in her bed and turned towards me.

"It's happening again isn't it?" Rose was the only other person who knows what happened with Jake.

"Yeah, don't worry yourself Rose, go back to sleep I'll talk to you when you're more conscious."

I heard her mumble softly "Kay"

The story of Jacob Black was one of tragedy, I loved him very much...

I first met Jacob Black the first summer I went to visit Charlie. Billy Black, Jake's father was Charlie's best friend, so naturally we were thrown together. We always got along, when I first moved to Forks Jake was the only friend I had. We quickly turned into best friends, I told him about almost everything, we loved hanging out at his garage. He was rebuilding a 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit, he promised to take me out for a spin as soon as he finished it. It didn't take long for him to do so.

That night was an unforgettable one, he arrived in his polished red car and asked me out on a date. We went to Port Angeles to see a movie. I guess it was a bit awkward knowing the guy I was on a date with is my best friend, but I was too nice to turn down his offer... We kissed at the end of the night, he said goodnight and I didn't hear from him until 3 weeks later. Billy told me that Jacob got mono, which then turned into stage 2 cancer. I immediately went to the hospital to see how he was, at that point he couldn't breath properly, less along talk. He looked so angry, I tried to apologize, to reassure him that he would be fine, but it didn't work. I kept telling myself that he was in pain, that's all, he would be smiling in no time. But no time was 2 months later, Jake died during in his sleep. I went to see him everyday for that 2 months, when I heard about his death I broke down. It was like something snapped in me, it was all my fault. If I hadn't kissed him, he would be okay. For months after his death I would have nightmares of him yellin at him, telling me that I was a curse coursed, that I killed him.

I sighed loudly, I did miss Jake a lot. I chucked on a large fluffy robe and headed out the room. I set out onto the deck, since it was early no one was there. I stationed myself at the deck chairs facing the ocean from the side of the ship. I pulled out my copy of Wuthering Heights, but my mind couldn't help but run away.

This was the reason why it got so weird with James, I told him I wanted to go slow. At first he seemed nice and all, but I couldn't, I couldn't kiss him on the lips, it fustrated him so much at the point where he tried taking me by surprised. That was the breaking point to our relationship.

"Bells what are you doing up so early?" I saw that Jasper was still dresseed in his tux from last night. I narrowed my eyes in suspision.

"Jazz, why are you still dressed in your tux?"

Jasper went a bit red "Well, I...urr... fell asleep in my clothes last night."

"And, you didn't change to come out?" I knew something was up, he was shifting uncomfortably.

"Well, Bells look at the time I gotta go.." He tried to make a run for it but I was quick enough to grab a handful of his jacket, and of course with my coordination I fell over and conveniently knocking Jasper over.

"Jasper time to fess up, otherwise you'll get more then a bruise on your arse." Apparently something in my eyes convinced him that I was serious.

"Fine fine, I stayed the night with Alice Cullen."

Oh My God...

"Bells, you can not, I literally mean CAN NOT tell Rose. She will have my balls on a platter." I couldn't stop staring, I honestly though Jasper was a monk, with the way he goes by being so old-fashioned and well mannered.

"Okay, but you'll have to tell her sooner or later."

"Thanks B, I owe you one." I nodded, he dashed off to his room.

The chilly wind was biting me through my clothes, so I decided to head back to my room and shower.

On the way back, I heard the piano from the hall playing. It sounded beautiful, it got me curious to who it was on the stage. I slowly opened the doors, and I saw a figure under the dim stage lights. As I softly closed the door behind me I saw the figure had messy bronze hair.

My breathing stopped, it was Edward. As he was coming to the end of his song I silently slipped out of the hall.

On the way back to my room, all I could think was that I was falling for him, and falling hard.

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