Previously on I Am Kristen, Maybe
He laughed and then looked me in the eyes and gave me a soft kissed. "Bella… I think I love you."
I froze.
Oh, my GOD!
AND NOW
B-POV
Um, did he seriously just say that? I sat there on top of him, completely traumatized. Part of me wanted to break out into a happy dance but the other part of me was completely shocked and wouldn't let my body move. So I sat there. On top of him. Not moving. Yeah, this is awkward.
"Um, bella?"
"Yeah?" I said. Well, at least I tried to say but for some strange reason no part of my body would move! God damn this is so annoying!
"Bel- ?" Edward tried again but before he could finish I covered his perfect mouth with my small hand then with my other hand I held up one finger, signaling for him to wait a minute.
Taking that minute to get myself back together, I was finally able to speak.
*Cough* "Y-you love me?" I said in the tiniest voice ever.
Edward chuckled and gave me a little peck on the lips. "Yes… is that so surprising?"
I smiled sadly. "Yes because you are so much better than me. I don't deserve you at all."
He shook his head with a small smile on his lips but a serious look in his eyes. "You don't see yourself clearly at all, Bella. You are beautiful." And then he kissed me.
This kiss was nothing like ever before. It was so special and sweet that it made me feel beautiful. Then at that very moment I knew… I needed to be with this man forever. It wasn't possible for us to be apart because it would destroy me. I don't know about him but I think I'd rather be dead than away from him.
I pulled back from the kiss and Edward gave me a confused look. I just smiled and said "I almost forgot… I love you, too."
Edward smiled. "I know."
I was about to kiss him again when I heard someone calling my name. I looked up to see Rose running towards me with my Kristen phone. Yes I have a Kristen phone because if I didn't the paparazzi would probably find out who I really was and I seriously don't want that to happen.
"It's Jake, Bell." Rose said to me as she handed me the phone.
I glanced at Edward and gave him an apologetic look. "I really need to take this. Sorry."
"Don't worry about it. I'll go play with the guys." He pointed in the direction behind me. With a quick glance, I could see Jasper and Emmett throwing huge lumps of wet sand at each other with as much force as they could gather up.
I looked back at Edward and said the only thing that came to my mind. "Well, good luck with that."
Edward just shrugged and quickly gave me a peck on the lips. I couldn't help but smile.
Looking back to my phone, I quickly the answer button and put the phone to my ear. "Hey Jake. What's up?"
"Hey Bells. Sorry to bother you but this is way too important to send in a text message." I could almost hear the excitement radiating out of his voice and knew that something big has happened.
"What happened, Jake?" I said in anticipation.
"Kristen Stewart has been nominated for three awards at the Mtv Music Awards!" He exclaimed with a hyper excitement.
The phone feel outta my hands and hit the rough sand. I cant believe this is happening! Out of nowhere, tears started filling my eyes and running down my cheeks. This is probably the greatest day of my life.
When Rosalie saw the big tears running down my cheeks she quickly ran to me to see what was wrong but when she saw the huge smile on my face, she got a look on her face that said 'Should I be worried?'.
Hesitantly, she wrapped her arms around me and quietly asked "Um, are you ok, Bell?"
I looked to her and smiled even larger. "Rosalie, all my dreams are coming true. I don't think anyone has ever gotten everything they wanted in one day."
A gentle but excited smile came over her face. "What happened, Bella?"
By this time, Alice had finally realized that something was going on and was making her way over our way with a curious expression on her face.
"Ok, what's with all the tears?" she asked.
Rosalie looked at Alice with a smile on her face. "Apparently, today has been a very good day for Bella."
Alice gave me the If-you-don't-tell-what's-going-on-right-now-I-will-beat-it-outta-you look so I knew it was time to tell them.
"Guys… I've been nominated for three award for the Mtv movie awards!"
Ok, yes! It's short but I was thinking that it would be easier if I started posting chapters that were short…
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