Sorry for the delay I haven't even been able to even tough fanfiction for like a WHILE, I am so sorry I will try to be better with this. As always I do not own Gumball and if i did... well you know penny wouldn't be the love interest I will tell you that.

"Masami why are you dating him?" I couldn't believe want I was hearing, staring at my best friend as she told me what she has been up to for the last month. I stare at her as she hate her salad as we just got down with out run around the park.

"Oh carrie, what so wrong, he tall, handsome and very, VERY, strong" she purrs as she looks up with me.

"Well how about that he a fucking thug?" I snap at her, seeing her roll her eyes only causes me to get even more mad at her. "Masami he bad news, i swear he selling drugs behind the college campus." I explain, Masami just got done telling me she is now dating a old "friend" of ours.

Tobias.

"He not that bad" she says lying to me, i knew all about what Tobias has been up to in the last coming years, he has grown tall, easily 6'4 and he gotten tough since middle school days. However he has been in juvie at least twice, for beating someone up and of course for selling drugs. He was bad news and I was worried for my friend.

"Masami please, he bad for you. Just listen to me for once and it will stop you from getting hurt." Masami rolls her eyes, we got to this topic as I asked her if she wanted a ride home. Saying no she got a ride. And of course I asked who and she said her new boyfriend Tobias and now we were at each other. Masami might be popular and my best friend but by god can she be dumb sometimes.

"Whatever you say MOM" she snaps before chuckling to herself at her joke.

Before I could respond a loud and abrupt sound of a motorcycle comes racing by, making me jump in my seat and went and cover my ears hearing the loud and obnoxious sound. We both turn seeing a tall imposing figure sitting on a motorcycle, with a long black leather jacket and black sunglasses, I stare at the rainbow colored man as he got up from his bike and walks over as he spoke, making me want to rather listen to his loud annoying motorcycle.

"hey babe" he goes and he hugs her taking her hips as she hugs back smiling, i only leer at seeing the thug. "And who is this pretty thing, she looks familiar?"

Masami not liking him calling me pretty, even those i could care less, she finally says "oh you remember Carrie"

Him looking me up and down as he takes Masami putting his arm around her shoulder, his hand laying practically over her bust, "Carrie, you mean Carrie from middle school, damn puberty was kind to you" i see him staring at me like i was a piece of meat, as he stares at me hips, and then moving up. Even those i was completely covered I couldn't help but think myself naked in front of him, I uncomfortably wave to him a bit, I saw him smirk as I swear I saw him squeeze Masami's tits as he winks at me. "Nice to see you again Carrie."

"Umm, yeah same to you Tobias" I barely said,my bravado gone, seeing the sheer size of the man. Smirking at me as Masami tugs his arm telling him she was getting bored, with that he says bye as he and Masami drive off. Even those the meeting as brief with him, i couldn't help but feel scared a bit, and a bit uncomfortable.

I quickly ran home.

Room Name: Dead girl needs cash.

Name: Carrie Krueger

Age: 19

Entry Fee: 50$

Species: Ghost

Location: My corner of hell

Description: Hey for all of you who missed me, I had to go home to see my mom for a bit and college has been a pain in my ass. Hopeully you guys can forgive me. :3

The camera comes to life, it has been a while and honestly it didn't feel to weird getting on my small cam show. I know my fans my not be to happy at me for being gone for nearly a month however I had other commitments and besides I think I could make it up to them.

I wave "hey guys sorry for the wait" I look at the camera, my hair was long and wild and was now actually dyed black unlike my usual white, I am not sure if it looked good on me but I decided to test out a new look, and I was wearing only a black bra and thong on. I decided that showing off my body might be enough for them to forgive me.

"I am so sorry for keeping you all waiting, i have been a very bad girl neglecting you all like that." I say putting on a cute pouting voice to add affect. "but I am here now, sorry if I seem to be in a bad mood, my best friend is dating some douche now but I won't let that ruin your evenings" I say as I lean forward making sure my pale white cleavage were in full display.

"Before anything lets get a few questions out of the way as usual." I wink as I look over at the small list I have, With a small cough to clear my throat I say.

"Carrie have you done drugs before" I read before saying "Yes I have, I have gotten drunk on a few occasions and have done weed twice" I say recalling those times "however i haven't touched the stuff in a while now, it is honestly something i don't want to make apart of my normal life." I say with a shrug. "he got a few more questions can a mortal become a ghost, umm yeah just die and make sure you still ave unfinished business or be lucky enough to be picked to become a ghost. I honestly don't know the full thing behind who becomes a ghost and who passes on but it sort of just happens."

"Do i like gory movies" I stare at it before saying "actually I have seen a few. my favorite is John Carpenter's The Thing, man I love that movie" i say and look over at my shelf "fuck i lent it to Jamie, Damn she never gave me that back did she... bitch... and also to the second part of the question, not sure if I am overly comfortable meeting people yet. those a movie night does sound fun."

"Do i watch sports?" I stare a bit and say "I don't know, I am not the biggest sports fan. I do like pro wrestling and MMA, that always fun... those" I begin to recall a certain blue cat. "Football can be entertaining." I blush recalling him in his uniform... I snap out of it shaking my head "oh umm sorry about that... umm whats the next question?"

"Also I should address this, my "love interest" he lives like 4 states away and... he has a girlfriend... i don't think it going to happen but hey... thanks for the encouragement it honestly means a lot to me" I sigh a bit in spite of myself.

"Also I am not dead... I just been super busy, and also I know I shouldn't be regretfully of this... I mean i need the money but, I am sort of showing my tits online for cash... I can't help but feel like a cheap whore sometimes... you know?" I shrug and I say.

"However on that note, I hope you all can forgive me" I slowly reach up and unclip my bra and I look over as I slowly let my black bra fall off my shoulders to show my pure white busty tits, as I give a light smile. "I am sorry I can't stay for long but hey tell me what I should do next time to make up for my absence... until then, i love ya all." I lean forward and kiss the camera before flicking it off.

Session over.

I stare as I let out a heavy sigh, I felt... alone, I don't know why but seeing Masami with a boyfriend made me realize how lonely I been, I look at my computer...

I shouldn't... I really shouldn't. I should leave it be

But I am weak. I slide to my computer and I log into my whotube account and I go to the search engine.

5 Mornings at Zeddy's let's play

I look at the screen and I hear his voice...

XXX

"Hey everyone and welcome back to another sessions of 5 mornings at Zeddy's as you cans see I am on night 4 and I am going to beat this raccoon son of a bitch if it is the last thing I do" I stare at the screen as I got ready. "I have been practicing this on my spare time and I think I can finally beat this night," I got the mouse and got ready.

"...don't worry I am going to beat this night if my name isn't..."

"..Gumball Watterson whotube sensation"

Hey guys sorry if this seemed rushed, i just wanted to show you I am still here, and don't worry I will make the next one better. I promise.