Hey!!! I am SOOOO sorry for the super long delay in posting. I just had so much pressure, homework, and events on me. My teachers are evil!!! They will NOT stop giving us "innocent" kids some chill time. I kinda have 3 projects going on at the same time, not to mention competitions and sports. So yeah…also, one of my BFF just came out of the hospital ICU, so I can't really write. Anyway, sorry to those of you who are angry with me. ^.^
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Schuyler stepped off the stage, bright red with embarrassment. She walked passed everyone who was looking, not meeting their eyes. Quietly withdrawing to her room, she rapidly wrote a note to Jack:
Jack,
Please come to my room. We have some issues to take care of.
With Love,
Schuyler
Sneaking it under Jack's door, she retreated to her room and waited, knowing pain, confusion, and passion was soon to follow. As seconds ticked by, Schuyler lost confidence that Jack was ever going to come. Just before the last second ticked on, he entered the room and closed the door behind him. After that, they just stared at each other, showing all their emotions and feelings for each other with their gazes. Finally, it was Schuyler who broke the silence.
"I don't think we should break your bond, Jack," whispered Schuyler.
Jack stared dumbfounded at his lover, his other half.
"Did I do something wrong?" he asked.
"No. I just didn't want any of us to get hurt. Jack, one or both of us might die tomorrow. I know that if you were to perish, I would not be able to continue living. That's just me though."
"I can't believe that you don't think I feel the same way!"
"I'm just saying that I can't take the chance of anyone getting hurt in the process. As much as I hate Mimi, you two do belong to each other."
Jack was speechless. He was so sure that Schuyler loved him. "Is it because you still love that Red Blood?" demanded Jack, viciously.
"No! You know where and who my heart belongs to. It's because you have my heart that I'm making this choice! If you don't understand, then I guess we weren't meant to be."
Schuyler pushed Jack out the door and slammed it in his face. Even though the Blue Bloods were strong enough to break open the door, she knew that he would not open it without permission, being that gentlemen that he is. Schuyler stared at the door. She knew what she did. She had a chance with the love of her life, but she knew that her decision would end the lives of many. She had to sacrifice her dreams to save the Conclave. She couldn't tell anyone, for they would stop her. She was going to sacrifice herself using the phrases her mother taught her. No blood would be shed tomorrow. Before going to sleep, she took out a page of the Holy Bible. Now Schuyler wasn't religious, but she just felt a connection with the words:
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2. A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3. A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4. A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5. A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6. A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7. A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8. A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war and a time of peace.
Schuyler smiled in comfort provided by the sage-like words.
"For everything there is a season…A time to live and a time to die," whispered Schuyler. I guess it's time for my season to be put to rest. Ending on a peaceful note, Schuyler slept a dreamless sleep, enjoying the rest of her life.
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Outside the door, Jack stared at the door for a while, and then went to his sister's room. As vicious payback, he told Mimi that he wanted to get bonded…immediately. Letting his anger and sadness take over his body and mind, he made the worst mistake of his life.
Mimi didn't care that she didn't get her lavish bonding ceremony. She had her angel and that was all that mattered. Once the Blue Blood minister said the words, bolts of lightening hit Azrael and Abbadon at the same time, tying their souls together…forever. They happily escaped to their room, enjoying what was the rest of the night with each other; doing things to each other that could never have been done outside. Somehow, Jack forgot all about Schuyler and for once, he actually felt like he was in love with Mimi. They made insanely smoking love with each other. Jack pushed Mimi onto the lavish king sized bed and they ripped each other's clothes off. He pushed her closer to the headboard so he faced her pelvis.
"Be a good girl and open wide," he demanded, huskily.
He immediately opened wide.
He stuck his head between and entered her with his tongue, earning himself a long moan from Mimi. She returned the favor by flipping them so she was on top, also earning herself a moan. This continued for a LONG time. Their night ended very….pleasurable….
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Though the newly bonded angels and Schuyler had rooms far away from each other, Schuyler still could hear the pleasant moans escaping from Jack and Mimi's mouths. Actually, that was how she woke up. Surprisingly, Schuyler didn't care. I will not grant them the pleasure of knowing my jealousy, but I actually don't care. I'm not going to be alive anyway. Might as well live the rest of my life, which is a few hours, in happiness. She sung for most of the night. She sang songs to Jack, herself, and songs just for fun.
You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Like my world's spinnin' in slow motion
And you're movin' too fast
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong
Yeah-both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped yea
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react
You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tide's pullin' me in deper
Makin' it harder to breathe
We cannot deny how we feel inside
We cannot deny
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong
Yeah-both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped yea
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react
Kaleidoscope of colors turnin'
Hopes on fire, sun is burnin'
Shining down on both of us
Don't let us lose it
Don't let us lose it
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong
Yea-both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped yea
Yea, yea, yea
We lived, we loved, we hurt, we jumped
We're right, we're wrong, we're weak, we're strong
We lived to love
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
Yea, yea, yea
And just like that
The chemicals react
Yea, yea, yea
The chemicals react
(For those of you who don't know, it's Chemicals React by Aly & AJ…I know it's old, but I felt like it worked for this emotion she's feeling.)
Schuyler felt a surge of energy as she sang, so she didn't stop.
When something's pure
How can people just say we're not meant to be
And when something's true
How can people just keep me away from you
Suddenly I'm all alone
Pushed away from nothing wrong
Don't you have the guts to say
How you feel about me
Out of the blue
They said we couldn't be together
I have to get over you
We've been given no choice
We have no voice
Out of the blue
Can't even call on the telephone
Don't even know, if you're at home
But to control just how we feel
Is between you and I, not for one to steal
Suddenly I'm all alone
Pushed away from nothing wrong
Don't you have the guts to say
How you feel about me
Out of the blue
They said we couldn't be together
I have to get over you
We've been given no choice
We have no voice
Out of the blue
Just wanna hear what you've got to say
Are you feelin' the same, cuz' I'm not OK
Thought when we met, there was something more
But the others said no-they shut the door
Out of the blue
They said we couldn't be together
I have to get over you
We've been given no choice
We have no voice
Out of the blue
Out of the blue
We knew we should've been together
Don't want to get over you
When love makes the choice
It has a voice
Out of the blue…
(Out of the Blue-Aly & Aj)
Feeling proud of herself for showing her true feelings, she suddenly wasn't afraid of death. She knew that she would be joining the millions she never met. Mostly, she'd be seeing her father. Her real one…not some cheap replacement.
SO??!?!?! How did I do? Am I getting worse? Better? BoRiNg? REVIEW!!! THANKS!!!
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