Mary got home quickly and she could hear loud bangs coming from upstairs. She ran up the stairs and saw Dean struggling to get to the bathroom in nothing but his boxers. "Dean, sweetie what are you doing?" Mary asked walking over to help her son, "water, cold water." Dean mumbled tripping again on nothing, "alright come on." Mary said quietly and sat Dean on the closed toilet while she ran a cold bath.
When she turned around Dean was slumped over with his forehead resting against the sink, "oh Dean." Mary said softly feeling sorry for her son, "do you need my help?" she asked and Dean just nodded. She could see the sweat running down his temples when she went to help him stand, "Dean can you take your underwear off?" Mary asked and he slumped into her as he tugged them off, not even caring that he was half hard.
He just wanted cold water, "alright sweetie come on, one leg in.. There you go, now the other." Mary instructed while Dean slowly got in the tub and she help lower him down. Once he was situated Mary excused herself and went downstairs, before she left she heard Dean, "mom… Cas. I-I need Cas. Please." He cried and Mary's heart broke, she figured that's what triggered his heat, she knew that Cas was leaving out something when he told her what they were doing tonight, but that was none of her business. "I know sweetie, but not this time." She made the hallow promise and went downstairs.
Dean sat in the tub shivering from both the cold water and his heat, all he wants is Cas and he doesn't know why. I mean sure, they were boyfriends and he was an alpha; but Dean never craved an alpha before. Dean though about tonights events, how good it felt to be touched. He felt his dick twitch so he ran his hand down his chest and slowly started stroking himself.
He thought about their kiss, they way they ground into each other. The more heavier his memories got the faster he stroked, and by weird chance, he came all over himself when he remembered coming down Cas's throat. Dean came down from his high and was sane for a little bit. He made a face at the come on his hand and stomach so he quickly washed it off with the bath water and decided to go to his room.
He noticed a glass of water and some crackers on his night stand with a note from Mary, 'stay hydrated and eat the crackers. I'll check on you later. Love, mom.' He drank the whole glass of water and went to the bathroom to fill it back up before eating a few crackers before his next round hit. He pulled a box out from under his bed and picked out his favorite toy and hunkered in for the night.
The next morning Dean bolted awake and sprinted to the bathroom and threw up nothing but crackers and stomach bile. Dean slowly wiped his mouth and wrapped a towel around his waist realizing that he was naked and that Mary would more than likely come check on him. Sure enough she knocked on the door and pocked her head in.
"Dean, you okay?" she asked and he just grunted. "You've never been sick during you heat." She stated and to prove her point he puked again and started shivering and sweating. Another round was coming and it hit him hard, he curled up and started crying, with out his glasses Dean could freely rub his eyes trying to wipe the tears away. "Dean honey tell me what's wrong." Mary pleaded and got closer, she could feel the body heat coming from Dean so she didn't get too close.
With her only being beta she can't really scent things as well but Dean was producing so much slick, more than usual, she could get a big whiff of apples. "C-Cas… Need. Cas." Dean moaned and made it to the toilet just in time to puke again. "Honey. I'm sorry but, Cas can't help you, there's too much of a risk that you'll get claimed, or pregnant." Mary said tearing up a bit at Dean's suffering and Dean just let out a broken sob. "Do you want another bath?" she asked and he just shook his head and stumbled into his room. Mary cleaned up the mess in the bathroom and went to pick up Sam.
She pulled up to Andy's house and Sam ran out with his stuff. "Hi mom." He greeted, "hi sweetie. Did you have fun?" Mary asked and Sam nodded. "Sam listen, Dean went into heat a little early and it's pretty bad." Mary started and Sam looked scared, "is he going to be okay?"
"He will once it's over. But, he's pretty out of it, and he's starting to get sick. So I have an idea; he keeps asking for Cas, so what we're going to do is, we are going to stop at Cas's place and I'm going to see if Cas will give me a few of his shirts so Dean has his scent. I'm hoping that will calm him down enough to the point where he isn't getting sick." Mary explained as they made their way to Cas's. "Why is he asking for Cas? He's never asked for an alpha before." Sam asked, "I think it's because they've become so close and they were doing some things that triggered his heat." Mary said and parked outside the house. "Stay here I'll be back soon."
Mary knocked on the door and Gabe answered, "hi, um is Castiel here?" she asked and Gabe just stared, "yeah… Why do you need him?" He asked not trying to be rude. "Please just let me talk to him, it's kind of a private matter, it's Dean, I'm his mother." Mary said and Gabe let her in, "um take a seat, I'll go get him." Gabe said gesturing to the couch.
Gabe ran up the stairs and burst into his brothers room, "Jesus christ Gabe!" Cas yelled getting his heart rate back to normal. "Sorry, but uh Cassie, Dean's mom is down stairs and she looks a little wigged." Gabe explained and the color drained from Cas's face, "what does she want?" he asked, "I don't know, she just asked for you, she said it's Dean." Gabe explained and before he could say anything else Cas pushed by him and ran down the steps.
"Mary?" Cas asked walking into the living room. "Cas, sweetie, um this is kind of awkward, but Dean's heat is really bad." Mary started and Cas felt his heart speed up. "Is he okay?" Cas asked, "well, he keeps asking for you and he's never asked for an alpha before, so I was thinking if I could just borrow a few of your shirts that way he has your scent… Hopefully that can calm him down." Mary said and he just nodded and ran back upstairs.
Gabe was still in his room and he started asking questions but Cas just ignored him and started throwing a few dirty and a few clean shirts in a bag and took his pillow case off his pillow and ran back downstairs. "Okay, I um… I put some shirts I've already worn and few clean ones in the bag and this is my pillow case." Cas said handing the things to Mary.
"Thank you so much Cas. I'll let you know if it worked." Mary smiled and kissed his cheek before leaving. Mary jogged back to her car and opened Sam's door, "try not to touch these too much." she told him and walked to her side. Once they got back home and inside Mary gently took Cas's things from Sam and went upstairs. Before she could even get to Dean's room he flung the door open and practically fell out, "Cas?!" he looked around. "No honey. I just brought some of his things to help you." Mary said handing Dean the clothes and pillow case. Dean grabbed them and locked himself back in his room with out a thank you.
Next monday rolled around and Dean groaned as the stale smell of dried slick filled his nose. He realized that he was still sleeping with Cas's pillow case on his pillow and that he had one of his shirts clutched in his fingers. He tossed the shirt on the ground, grabbed his glasses and made his way to the bathroom. Dean took his glasses off, setting them on the counter ignoring his reflection and got in the shower, he scrubbed his skin with his scent blockers and then scrubbed his hair, erasing all traces of his heat down the drain.
Once he was convinced that he was clean he shut the water off and dried off; on his way back to his room he ran into Mary, "oh, you're up. Dean, you know it's only 5:30 right." she said. "Eh, I woke up and felt gross so I took a shower, I'm going to throw everything into the wash." He said moving past her. Dean changed into jeans and a t-shirt with a long sleeved one underneath and gathered all of his sheets and Cas's clothes. Once he had everything loaded he decided to make everyone breakfast since he was already awake, he could hear his mom shuffling around upstairs while he started the coffee and found everything for waffles.
Knowing Sam was an early riser Dean went ahead and started frying the bacon and making the waffles. Dean quickly transferred everything to the dryer and almost ran into Mary again in the kitchen, "Dean, you didn't need to make breakfast." Mary smiled grabbing a cup of coffee. Dean just shrugged his shoulders, "I was up and down here anyway." He grabbed everything and put it on the table along with the orange juice when Sam stumbled in rubbing his eyes. "Wow, mom made waffles. Awesome." Sam smiled, "no, she didn't." Mary grinned helping herself to some breakfast. "Dean? You can make waffles?" He looked confused and Dean laughed, "yes Sammy. I can make waffles. Now shut up and eat."
An hour later Sam and Dean were in the Impala headed to school, before Dean pulled up to Sam's school Sam asked him a question. "Dean, do you love Cas?" Hearing that almost made him swerve into the next lane, "uh, why do you think that?" Dean asked, "I don't know, its just that, you were really out of it this time and Cas's scent was the only thing that could calm you down, and you kept asking for him… You've never asked for an alpha before." Sam said quietly.
Dean already knew that he loved him, but he didn't know if he was willing to admit it to anyone just yet. "Yeah, Sammy. I think I do." Dean said quietly and pulled up to the school. "I figured, but Dean. I just want you to know, that I really do like Cas. And I'm sure he loves you too." Sam said and got out before Dean could say anything.
As Dean drove to the high school he thought about what Sam had said and naturally he thought the worst. 'Cas doesn't love you. You're just a piece of ass he can use to knot. He's only pretending to care about you.' He hadn't even noticed he was sitting in the parking lot, Dean shook himself out of his thoughts by snapping the hair tie against his wrist and got out of the Impala.
Inside Cas was already at his locker getting the things he needed for his first class when he heard someone come up next to him. Before he could get a look, he was crushed into a hug, that's when he smelt it. Underneath the scent blocker Cas could make out the small scent of apples. "Dean! Oh, I've missed you." he said squeezing Dean tighter, "I've missed you too." Dean sighed and the quickly scented each other with out realizing it.
"Here, I uh… I already washed everything." Dean said handing Cas the bag of his clothes and pillow case. "Oh, thank you. I uh, I hope it helped." He said and Dean blushed, "they did actually…" he mumbled. "Good." Cas smiled and leaned in to kiss his boyfriend, Dean relaxed into it and once they broke apart they both smiled. "Ugh, I've missed you." Dean grinned and took Cas's hand, "Ya'll disgusting." they heard Benny tease and Charlie giggle. "Shut up, you're just jealous you don't have this." Cas replied.
Surprisingly the day went by quickly, Dean found Cas at their lockers and poked his side, "so, I wanna hang out, but my house still smells faintly of my heat…" he said blushing a little. "We can go to my place, I mean Gabe will be there and probably annoy us, but my parents are on a business trip." Cas said, "okay, do you want to ride with me? We can go pick up Sam so I can take him home and then we can hang out." Dean smiled, "sounds good, let me text Gabe, oh and I do have to work at 7 tonight just so you know." Cas said. Dean just nodded and grabbed his hand and they walked out to the Impala.
They were laying in Cas's bed when Cas brought up the dance, "Dean?" "hmm?". "Do, you want to go to the dance?" "well, I don't think I'd be able to find a date this late in the game, but I don't know, it might be fun…" Dean grinned and Cas just smacked his chest, "very funny.". "Yes, Cas. I'd love to go to the dance." Dean grinned and rolled on top of his boyfriend and pressed their mouths together.
Cas moaned and quickly shifted their positions and ground his hips down making Dean's breath hitch, the continued making out until Gabe barged in. "WOAH! Not what I wanted to see!" He yelled covering his eyes, Cas rolled his eyes and the two sat up, "Gabe, I told you to quit just barging into my room, and quit covering your eyes. We're fully dressed." Cas said and Dean just fixed his glasses and re adjusted his shirt.
"I just wanted to tell you that mom and dad will be home tomorrow. And that mother said to come home straight after swim practice and that she would like it very much if Dean came over again for dinner." Gabe stated and left. "Um, okay then…" Dean said and started laughing, "I better get going anyway, I told Sammy I'd order pizza and you need to calm down and go to work." he grinned again and pecked his lips against Cas's, "see you tomorrow."
*Hey guys, sorry for the wait... I just got super busy with work then it was my birthday Saturday so I was out most of the weekend! Anyway, I hoped you enjoyed the chapter and I'll get the next one up as soon as I can!