*Forever and for Always*

As always I do not own any SOA characters; they belong to Kurt Sutter. I would like to thank everyone for all the reviews.

-RhondaL- I'm glad you like the monster house reviews. I remember when my son was around the same age as Abel it was his favorite movie LOL so I just went with it. Thank you though.. We will see about Tig. IDK

This will always be a JAX AND TARA FOREVER Fic. I am going for a happily ever after for sure!

FYI- There will be flashbacks in this chapter. Enjoy!

As Jax walked in their bedroom; Tara stood at the foot of the bed. She was beautiful; Jax thought to himself. She was dressed in a sexy black and red night gown. It perked her boobs up and there was a REAPER going along the sides of her ribs. The back was open at her lower back just enough to show the crow. He couldn't contain himself; he let out a loud growl and Tara laughed.

Walking slowly towards her Jax was stripping his own clothes without ever taking his eyes off Tara. "Babe I need to feel you; I need to taste you" Jax said as he started kissing her neck and slowing rubbing her tits. He worked his way down to her stomach; then slowly pushed his hands inside her night gown; pushing it up and finding her moist, wet middle; sliding his finger inside slow enough to hear her moan.

"Jax I need you inside me" Tara whispered as she pulled him up to her. "Come on babe; make love to me" She moaned some more and kissed him hard.

"I need to feel you inside me Jackson" Tara whispered; moving herself to all fours. She knew it was his weakness. He could never tell her no when he could fuck her from behind. He loved to watch his crow as he satisfied his ol' lady. It made him feel in complete control.

"Baby why you gotta rush me; I want to take my time with you" Jax said as he slid his throbbing cock inside her. They moaned in unison.

"oh Jax, ohh ohhhhh baby" Tara yelled. He knew she was at her breaking point. Just in time; Jax thought to himself as he pulled himself out and flipped her on her back. He kissed her lips and she whispered "Baby I need you" and just like that he slid down and tasted his future wife. "Jax ohh please Jax" Tara yelled as she climaxed. Jax was satisfied with what he just did to his future wife. He buried himself deep in her and caught their rhythm together and again she was screaming his name and he knew she was close so he got a little faster and together they both reached their climax.

Jax was breathing heavy when he looked over at Tara who was also still trying to catch her breath. "Babe I love you so much" He whispered. Soon they were fast asleep wrapped in each others arms.

*flashback*

"So what's up Tig?" Tara said as they headed towards the church doors. Tara thought it was odd he was bringing her in the church to talk to her but she didn't think anything of it. That is until he shut the doors and started crying. Like a baby.

"Tig. What is it? What's wrong?" Tara asked as she hugged him.

"Tara I'm lost here. My brothers don't trust me anymore and it's all because of him. It's all because I was ordered to kill a brother and instead of being a man and telling him no or telling the rest of my brothers I .. I.. I went through with it and instead of killing a brother I killed his innocent wife. Tara I killed an innocent woman" Tig said as he looked up at Tara. "I don't even know who I am anymore and there's no one I can blame but myself. But Tara I can't sit around and let him ruin this brotherhood. Clay is dangerous and I can't back him anymore" Tig said as he made his way to a seat at the table.

"Tara last night we met with the Irish and the Cartel without anyone else. Just me and him. He's dangerous and needs to be stopped. I will do whatever it is to stop him!" Tig shouted. "I will not stand behind a president who is greedy and selfish. I won't do it no more. Tara you tell Jax and the guys they need to watch their backs. I don't know when but something bad is going to happen" Tig said as he got up and looked out the window. He noticed all the bikes pulling in to the lot.

"Come on Tara I don't want anyone knowing we had this conversation ok Doc" Tig said as he gave Tara a half smile. She hugged him one more time and whispered "I'll help you Tig. Hang in there" and they both walked out.

When they stepped out of the club house Tara was on a mission.

"Hey babe, why were you in the clubhouse with Tig" Jax asked as he kissed Tara's forehead.

"Teller, we will talk later; right now I need to go see the monster house" Tara said smirking and pointing at the office.

"Gemma can we talk for a moment please?" Tara asked as she stepped into the office and closed the door.

"Sure what's up?" Gemma said as she was sorting paperwork.

"Well I just wanted to sort of finish our conversation. I am taking that position in Oregon. I am also packing the kids up and taking them with me but I was wondering if you'd also like to… " Before Tara could finish she was interrupted by a screaming Gemma.

"YOU WILL NOT TAKE MY BOYS ANYWHERE! TARA IT'S FINE YOU WANT TO GO BUT THOSE BOYS WILL BE STAYING HERE WITH ME WHERE THEY BELONG" Gemma was furious. There was no way she was taking her boys away from her. No way in hell.

Jax was just waking up to a sleeping Tara on his side. He just looked at her. She looked peaceful. He was just lying in bed staring at her like it was the first time he's ever seen her. '

"Stop staring at me Teller" Tara said as she smirked and opened her eyes.

"I can't stop Knowles, you are so beautiful. I still can't believe your all mine. I love you Tara. I am so happy that you are behind me 100%." Jax said as he kissed her.

"Jackson I love you more than you'll ever imagine. I would never ask you to choose between your club and your family. If there is a way we can make the club healthy for all of our families then come hell or high water we will do it together baby" Tara said as she got out of bed not realizing they both were still completely naked. "Jax come join me in the shower" She winked at him and ran to the bathroom. Jax was not far behind her.

Opie and Lyla were just cleaning up from breakfast when they heard the rumble of a motorcycle. They knew it was Jax and Tara. Tara had left her car at Lyla's the night before when they car pooled in the van to TM. Tara didn't mind; she loved any chance she got to ride on her mans bike.

"Mommy" Abel yelled from the living room as Tara walked in the front door.

"Hey baby I missed you" Tara said as she hugged him and kissed him. "Where's Tommy?" Tara asked. Abel pointed and Tara looked up to see Tommy attached to Lyla's hip.

"Hey baby" Tara said as she reached for Thomas. He happily went right into his mothers arms and gave her a big sloppy kiss.

"How were they last night?" Tara asked as she set Thomas with Abel and walked back in the kitchen to join the guys.

"They were monsters" Opie said as he was laughing. "That kid needs a new movie to obsess over"

"Dude I tried to warn you. Tara and I can't get him to watch anything else" Jax said laughing.

"So Opie did you watch it?" Tara asked. Curious to know if he caught on to her insult to Gemma.

"Yes I did and I can't believe they made a movie about Gemma and Clay" Opie said as all 4 adults chuckled.

"On a serious note; we need to move further with our plan. We have to involve Alvarez earlier than expected. I need you two to get with him like yesterday" Tara said pointing at Jax and Opie.

"So demanding now a days isn't she" They heard from behind them as they all looked it was a smiling Chibs.

"Sorry to bug ya brothers; but Clay called church in an hour and claims neither of you two are answering" He said pointing at Jax and Opie like Tara did. They all laughed.

Tara took Opie to the side and asked "I need to know if I can depend on Lyla to watch the boys? I don't want them at daycare but I need to handle a few more things with Gemma"

"Of course I'm sure she will love too. Oh and Tara; just remember she doesn't know as much as you so please be patient. I don't want to involve her anymore than I already have" Opie said with a pleading look.

"I understand Opie and I love you both very much! Thank you" Tara said as she hugged Opie then kissed Jax goodbye.

Tara was nervous to be at TM alone but she knew Piney knew what her intentions were and he wasn't too far behind her. Especially knowing she's going to toy with Gemma today. That's like setting of a ticking time bomb.

As Tara knocked on the office door but didn't wait for a response she walked in and Gemma was on the phone and heard the tail end of a conversation Tara wished she heard.

"Ok thanks. Yup I'll call you later" Gemma slammed the phone down.

"What do you want to yell at me more?" Gemma asked looking at Tara.

Tara just smirked. "Not at all Gemma; I'm here because I would like to be civil, something you obviously have no idea how to be"

"Oh please miss know it all I know how to be civil I just choose not to be with you threatening to take my boys away" Gemma snapped back.

"You know Gemma I was actually stupid enough to think I wanted you to come along with me. I was going to ask you to be my live in sitter for the boys but you know what now I don't think that would be such a good idea. Bitch" Tara snapped back at Gemma not taking her eyes off the older woman.

"How dare you threaten me" Gemma was interrupted by Tara

"I can do whatever the hell I want and you know what Gemma just so you know tonight I am telling Jax about those letters. I didn't give you the originals and I damn sure didn't give you all of them. I know all about you and Clay. I know all about Gemma. And if something happens to me I have them being mailed first class to Jackson Teller as well as the district attorneys office. So now I suggest you back off my family" Tara shouted and then slammed her fist on the desk and stormed out of the office.

Gemma was speechless. How dare her. Something must be done NOW! Gemma thought.

TBC—What happens next?