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A/N: NSFW. Deals with adult subject matter. Sexual situations and a relationship between a younger woman and an adult male. Proceed with caution at your own risk
"I can't believe you've never seen this." Emmett said as I settled next to him on the couch, putting the popcorn down in between us.
I laughed and shoved a handful of sour gummy bears in my mouth as the movie started. It had become somewhat of a ritual to us. Thursdays were my days with Carlisle but Fridays were my days with Emmett.
I knew that it still wasn't enough for Emmett. The small touches and little pecks here and there that turned my insides to mush and made him smile like a Cheshire cat. They were never enough but it wasn't not the same. It was never the same.
Carlisle didn't mention my nights with Em but when I would mention them he would get a hard look in his eye and change the subject. More often than not I would spend some of the night replying to his texts. Tonight was not one of those nights.
"You okay?" Emmett asked and it was only then that I realized I hadn't really been paying attention as I stared at my phone on the coffee table.
"Yeah." I said and I cringed as my voice waivered. "No."
He smiled as I corrected myself, knowing he would see right through the lie.
"Carlisle and my mom…." I swallowed. "It's their 'anniversary' and…"
Emmett sat forward then and shook his head. "I don't get why you do it. I mean, okay I can kind of see your backwards ass logic but he's fucking your mom and you at the same time. Isn't that…doesn't that disgust you? I mean, if you were fucking my dad… wait, you aren't fucking my dad are you?"
I narrowed my eyes and tossed the closest remote as his head as he caught it easily with a laugh.
"Seriously though Rosie…how does that not…" He gestured and wrinkled his face up.
"It's hard to explain," I start. "It's not like it is with me when he's with her. It's an obligation more of a want. I don't know.."
"But essentially it's like you're having sex with your mom." He said, eyebrow quirked.
"Ewww… no." I blanched but turned away from him as I tried to settle my stomach and the urge to throw up nearly overwhelmed me.
"Do you… you know, make sure he wraps it up." He asked, gesturing to his groin.
"Yes." I answered quickly. "Well, with her. I get the shot…"
"But what if he slips one time and forgets with her and then…"
"Can we stop please?" I said, a little too firmly.
He narrowed his eyes but nodded before he turned back to the movie in silence. Before long my leg started bouncing and I realized I hadn't really caught any of the movie just as Emmett reached out, his hand stilling my leg.
"I'm sorry. Let's do something else. Get your mind off of it."
I nodded gratefully and followed him in to his kitchen area as he pulled out a bottle of vodka and two shot glasses.
"I'm underage." I reminded him and he smirked.
"You gonna tell on me?" He asked, picking up his now full glass and tipping it in my direction before he shot it back.
"Nope." I answered and picked up my own shot, downing it easily.
We continued on until the edges of my vision were starting to blur and the thought of Carlisle with my mom suddenly wasn't as sickening as it was hilarious. We moved on after the bottle was empty and I wasn't even sure what we started drinking after that.
"Rose…" Emmett said after a while. His voice slurred. "I still love you."
"I love you too Emmett." I said honestly, leaning in to him on the counter. "But I really love Carlisle."
"Is it because he's going to be a doctor or…or because he's got a huge cock?"
I laughed, too loudly and reached out to steady myself on Emmett's thigh. "I don't know."
"He's fucking your mom." He said and I nodded in acquiesce. "doesn't that piss you off."
"Yeah." I answered and I felt the anger I always kept hidden in the bottom of my gut start to stir. Anger at my mother for finding Carlisle first. Anger at Carlisle for not ending it with her and being with me instead. Anger at myself for not being older. I hiccupped and nearly fell off the counter before Emmett reached out to sturdy me but only just as we both slid off the counter and on to the floor, Emmett's now buff body catching my fall. "You're still working out."
"Yeah." Emmett whispered, his bittery sweet breath tickling my face. "Keeps me from thinking about you."
And then my lips were on his and I wasn't holding back. My knees found the floor and I rubbed myself against the bulge in his jeans as we both moaned in pleasure. His hands reached out and grazed up and under my shirt before he gently lifted it up and over my head.
I made quick work of my bra as his hand fumbled with the button on my own jeans and I pushed his hands away and undid it quickly before I slipped them down over my thighs as he pulled out his cock. I threw my hair over my shoulder as I stood up and then settled myself down over him, allowing him to fill me up before I started to move against him.
It was sex. The same kind of sex I'd been having for nearly six months with Carlisle. But it was different. There was no urgency here, no anger or force. There was just him and me and the sound of a clock ticking somewhere in the background. I moved my hips against him and his fingers were gently gripping my thighs, helping me as I moved against him. He moved to sit up a little then as he wrapped an arm around me and pulled me closer, his lips finding mine as we moved together.
"You're so beautiful." He whispered breathlessly between kisses. "So damn beautiful."
His words pushed me closer to the edge and I let him push the hair over my shoulder as he suckled on my collar bone and his thumb teased my nipple.
"I love you Rose." His voice whispered and I clamped down around him as my orgasm carried me away.
It was everything sex should have been; perfect and slow and so agonizingly good. Only, it wasn't Emmett's voice I heard as I came undone.
A/N: Thank you, anon for the...ahem, lovely review. I'm so sorry this pairing is unnatural but things don't always happen right the first time around for people. Their first loves aren't always their soul mates. Their only loves aren't always right for them. It's life. I, personally, think that is what makes love and life, so amazing. We can be in so much pain from love and heartbreak and still find it in ourselves to love more. Also, I am beta-less so I'm sorry the writing is just 'ok' feel free to shoot me some tips for making it better!