Yes I know, I know! I haven't updated in like FOREVER!

Sorry about that, I just had a bunch of crap to take care of!

And so finally I was able to write more=)

Anyway hope you like this UD

Review, they help me!

-Morgan

Lissa's Pov

"Liss I...I'm sorry but I can't do this...When we met, when you and Rose ran away I just knew that something... or someone already had your heart. But you provoked me with your beauty! Damn it Lissa your so beautiful it kills me inside...But I can't!" Jeremy told me suddenly stopping.

"Jeremy, what I meant is I do like..." I looked down at my feet, feeling Jeremy tilt my head so that I was looking up at him again. "Go on, Liss." he told me, I sighed. "I do like you, I love you but not in that way! Trust me when I say that, but my heart belongs to Christian. And if anything ever happened between the two of us I'd come back to you...I always will!" I whispered that last part hoping he wouldn't hear.

Rose's Pov

I pulled out of her head, hearing someone knocking on my door. I got up from my bed, answering the door, to reveal Dimitri! I looked up at him, giving him my best I-wanna-kill-you-right-now death glare. He cleared his throat, "May I come in?" he asked, I stepped aside allowing him inside. He stepped in slowly, but surely. "What do you need?" I asked, sitting back down on my bed.

He sighed, coming to stand in front of me. "Rose we need to talk." he told me offering his hand to hold, I didn't take it. He sat down next to me, "What do we gotta talk about this time! I mean it's not like now you're going to say good-bye...I mean damn it Guardian Belikov you left me! How do you think I felt? I trusted you! And look at what you did." I yelled looking down as a tear fell, knowing my mother was outside listening in on our conversation.

"Rose I-" he started, "Save your shit, Belikov. Get out!" I yelled again, making sure my mom could hear, which I know she can. He stood up, taking my hand. I yanked it away, "Don't. Ever. Touch. Me. Again." I whispered, just as Janine came in. "Guardian Belikov, please leave." she said, "But I-" he said again, "Leave, Guardian Belikov!" came a new voice, I looked behind me seeing Alberta.

I looked back at Dimitri, he looked miserable! Serves him right. "K, I'll leave, but Rose I'm sorry...I truly am!" He told me walking out of my dorm, I heard the door shut. And that's when all of the tears exploded from me, again! I sank to the floor, not caring who saw me.

Lissa's Pov

"So Liss, whatchya wanna do?" Christian asked me, wrapping an arm around me. I told him what happened between me and Jeremy, and surprisingly he's OK with it! "I don't-" all of a sudden I felt an unbearable pain in my head, then I wasn't in my body anymore! I was on the floor, crying. "Rose, come on...Get up now, OK?" I- or well Rose kept shaking her head 'no'. 'What happened?' I thought, I saw Rose's head snap up. 'Dimitri came by' I heard Rose think back to me!

I was pulled out of her head, by Christian shaking me. "Liss! Gosh you scared me. What the hell, happened?" he asked, I looked up at him, "I was in Rose's head...She needs me." I told him, taking his hand. He kissed me on the cheek, "K, go to her. When your done come by my room." he said to me, giving me a short hug, then walking away. I ran all the way to Rose's passing Dimitri and Tasha along the way.

"Oh, Lissa. I have a question, will you be the baby's grandmother?" Tasha asked me, I always loved Tasha. But what her and Dimitri did was terrible for me and Rose! I sighed, "I'm sorry Tasha, I'd love too but I can't. Sorry!" I said walking away.

Rose's Pov

"Rose? I know you're in there, please open up!" I heard Liss call, I looked up to Nick, "Can you..." I started, he just shook his head answering my unspoken question. He got up and let her in, she ran to me. "Rose! I'm so sorry, that had to happen." she said hugging me, as I layed my head on her shoulder crying again. "Shh! It's OK, everything will be OK. You'll see!" she said to me.

I didn't know when I fell asleep, but all I know is that Adrian came and visited me. Because I woke up in my dream in beautiful garden with many roses, "Really Adrian, roses?" I said smiling. Adrian appeared from behind a rose bush, picking off one of the flowers. He walked toward me, silently taking off all of the thorns. "Rose...It's great to see you smile again." he said giving me a small smile.

I looked up at him, seeing him sober made me happy knowing he can be a great man. Eventually he reached me and placed the rose behind my ear. "Adrian." I whispered to him. "Yes?" he asked in return, "I can always talk to you right?" I whispered, tearing up a little bit. He sighed, pulling me to him, and wrapping me in a hug.

"Rose shh...You'll get through this one way or another. And I'll be there for you every step of the way...And I mean it!" he whispered to me, tilting my chin up that I was looking at him. "OK, Rose you're about to wake do you want me to come to your room?" he asked me, with sad eyes. I just started to cry all over again, the pain getting worse. But having Adrian here with me, helping, caring for me made me realize that I do love him, to some extent. And one day maybe that extent may be broken!

I woke with a gentle knock on my door. "Coming." I said, looking in the mirror as I passed seeing, red puffy eyes, stuffy nose, and messed up hair. I took a brush through the jungle that I call hair, then answered the door. "Adrian!" I almost yelled, hugging him. I felt his arms wrap around me tightly. "Rose, you know that they are right around the corner. Just thought I'd tell you." Adrian said pulling away, I had a great plan, slowly I let a mischievous smile grow. Oh this is gonna be great!

"Why are you smiling?" he asked, stepping closer "I have a plan, but you have to be swift! OK here's what were gonna do; You're gonna go around the corner, when you see Tasha and Belikov walk to my room. They'll probably talk to you on the way and that's goods, then I'll answer the door, but make sure they're watching! Then from there follow my lead, OK?" I said in a rush. He smiled, "Yes ma'am!" he said before running off.

I ran over to my closet and put on a pair of short shorts and a gray vintage shirt with a panda on it, that Lissa got me a few years back. I threw them on and pulled my hair up into a messy bun, just in time for Adrian to knock on my door. I smiled to myself, opening the door. Adrian opened his mouth to speak, but he closed it looking over me. "Well little dhampir, I see you you're eager for my appearance!." he said laughing, as he hugged me!

I sighed, letting my nose brush against his neck. Hearing him gasp, made me smile. "They're coming now. Rose...please don't." he said, breathless, I smiled bigger. "Why not? I know you wanna!" I whispered against his neck, placing a light kiss there. 'What the hell was that? You know I never thought I'd be doing this out in public with Adrian! Hell I mean he is good looking but what if something did happen between us?' I thought to myself.

"Rose?" Adrian pulled me out of my thoughts, I pulled back, "Yeah?" I asked raising an eyebrow, "Kiss me" he whispered. I did!