Told by Bella

I let my shield cacoon around them all. I was making sure none of them got hurt. Rosalie was protecting Emmett from the forthcoming dangers. But every now and then she would let it slip trying to protect Tanya and Kate too. We were losing anyone could see that. No one was coming after me. After they know what I can do. Which I will do once Jane and Alec have been destroyed.

"Kate watch your back!" I Shouted.

"Tanya, Jane to your right!"

Tanya just disposed of Jane which is promising.

Did I just hear a growl?

'THUD, THUD, THUD, THUD.'

"JAKE" I shrieked.

5 black wolf silhouettes came bounding down the hill. Jacob, Quil, Embry, Leah and Seth bounded into the fight. Leah plunging straight for the throat of the unsuspecting Heidi.

Jacob ran straight to my side.

"Jacob, get Alec for me would you please. It's ok they won't attack me. They want me, be careful." I whispered into his big ear.

With that Jacob, Seth and Embry all bounded into Alec. Sometimes I suppose them being telepathic does help.

Renesmee put her hand up to my face showing me with my shield over Jacob. With my new shield over Jacob.

"I know Renesmee. I will, but I can't at the moment otherwise Alec will get them."

Renesmee flinched when Kate attacked Santiago.

Seth just finished off Alec. So I let go of my shield and let it recoil back to me. Then I quickly spread my other shield over myself while I tried to push it out toward Emmett who was in a little trouble at the moment.

"BELLA" someone shouted.

"EDWARD" I cried in rejoice.

My new shield was still around me when Edward came to peck me on my cheek. But just before he touched my cheek he squealed in agony.

"Edward are you alright?" I babbled.

"Yes fine. But what was that? Have you rubbed your cheek with a balloon?"

"Nope. It's a new shield I have been practising on." Just then my shield pulled away from me and I felt it move toward Emmett.

Edward ran off to help. I chuckled a little when Renata's screech left her throat. Emmett smiled thinking he had done something amazing.

Jacob's roar now replaced Renata's. I quickly tried to move my shield from Emmett to Jacob.

"Your unprotected now Emmett." I shouted after him, whom was no longer fighting just standing there, finding himself invincible.

Jacob roared again and fell to the ground. I tried harder to move my shield, which was now in mid-air unmoving. Edward quickly stopped attacking Corin and moved to help Jacob. Jacob was now unmoving on the floor with both Afton and Santiago tearing bits of him out. I hid Renesmee's head in my hair not wanting her to see Jacob that way.

My shield had started to move slowly towards Jacob again. Everyone was now trying to protect Jacob as Afton and Santiago were the only ones left. Santiago quickly got passed Emmett and Stefan. And lunged towards Jacob's throat...

"JAKE!" I sobbed at the top of my voice.

Emmett quickly finished off Santiago, then fighting ceased.

I let my shield drop and ran to where Jake's unmoving body lay.

Seth let out a low whimper then a big tear ran down his eye. All the wolves were crying. Did they know more than me? Could they hear the pain in his thoughts? Could they hear his thoughts at all?

The Volturi are no longer. But is Jake with them now too?

I sat next to him praying that I was still human, that I could have nightmares. That this was a nightmare.

"You stay with me now, Jake! Do you hear me? Stay! You're not leaving me. Keep your heart beating!" I sobbed. Those where the exact words he used to me when I was dying. I saw his muzzle turn up into a smile then flop back to it's original position.

I herd his heart submit one last thump, until it stopped.

The air was quite everything stay quite. Until suddenly I couldn't stop crying dry sobs. Renesmee peeked out of my hair and looked at Jake's still body laying on the ground. Then she too burst into real wet tears. I held her tight swaying backward and forwards.

"It's ok Renesmee. He is ok!" I was saying this more to kid myself, to make myself believe these words, than to comfort her.

It was my entire fault. I knew that if I hadn't had this stupid ambition to join the Volturi. If I had just appreciated all the things I had. Then none of this would have ever have happened. Jake would still be running free in the forest, protecting people from vampires. Protecting them from ME. I had killed Jacob. I should be punished. I SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO SHOULD DIE. Not Jacob Black.

That hole, in my heart, which was plugged by Jacob. Jacob Black. Renesmees' Jacob Black. My Jacob Black. Had now returned and tripled in size to fill my whole body. Until there was nothing left.

I had promised him that I would keep my heart beating and I had failed. So now it was pay back. Now I had made him fail.

I would never hear the thump of his heart again.

"I love you. Forever Jake, Forever..."

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