Authors Note: I told ya I would post the next chapter soon. But please re read the end of the last chapter. Because I changed it since I didn't like the way I ended it. So you will have to re read the ending or it won't make any sense. I would also like to give a shout out of thanks to everyone who stuck with this story and who leave reviews because without those reviews this story wouldn't exist.

Please excuse the wait. I had to have all four of my wisdom teeth pulled on Thursday so I am still in a lot of pain.

Limegreenaurora21- Yes we did get the name Ziva from the show NCIS. You are the only one ever to notice that. And surprisingly enough not one person ever noticed that Esme came from twilight. LOL

Chapter Nine: Who says you can't go home?

BPOV

The next thing. I know I opened my eyes and for a second I thought I was blind because when I opened my eyes all I saw was complete darkness. So dark in fact that even with my new werewolf keen eye sight. I still couldn't see my hand in front of my face. And I was terribly cold which was weird because I should at least be 108 degrees considering the extreme body temetures that all werewolf's have.

So since I was unsure of where I was. I raised my hand and reached out in front of me and what I touched took me back. Because all I felt was cold metal. Then I reached out to the sides of me and behind me. And all I touched was again a cold metal wall. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I was in a metal box!

"Oh my god! They must of thought I was dead and buried me alive!" I thought to myself.

Then as I thought that the panic started to kick in. And I started freaking out. I started to kick and punch like crazy trying to get out of my cold metal casket. I wanted out and I wanted out NOW!

Then all of a sudden I started sliding out sideways and was blinded by a bright white light. When my eyes re adjusted to the light. I noticed I was in a white room with three metal tables in the middle of room with dead bodies on them.

Then I looked behind me from where I slid out from and noticed that I wasn't buried alive like I first thought but I was in the morgue freezer!

" Well I guess that is a step up from being buried alive." I thought.

As I sat up from the metal table I was lying on. I held the think white sheet close to my body covering my naked body with it.

"They must of thought I died and sent me to the hospital morgue." I thought to myself as I took the body tag off my big toe on my foot.

I held the sheet around me as I got up and slid the metal table I was laying on back into the freezer. And as I did so I realized I must of kicked so hard with my werewolf strength that I broke the handle and that is why I slid out of the freezer.

I looked around the morgue. Trying to find out what to do next. And noticed a desk on the other side of the room. So I walked barefoot across the cold hard tile floor wearing only a sheet to the desk that was stacked high with files. Each file had a different name on them and I shifted through them till I found mine.

I opened it up and read that I had died in a car accident caused by a drunk driver. And that since their was a back up at the morgue my body was due to be autopsied on Wednesday. At that I looked at the calendar on the desk and today was Wednesday.

"Wait I got in a car accident on Monday. I was passed out for two days and kept in a freezer. Thank god for having extremely high body tempeture due to being a werewolf. Or I would of surely died. And thank god for small miracles that I woke up when I did." I thought

Then it hit me. "Oh my god I can only imagine what Charlie and Renee are going through right now not to mention Jacob. He must be in his own personal hell right now." At that thought my only goal was to get home to my family to let them know I was alive and well to put a end to their misery.

At that I wrapped the sheet around me and peeked my head out the door to the hallway to make sure no one was coming. Because I am sure that a naked girl wrapped in only a thin white sheet and barefoot would attract attention and that was the last thing I wanted. I just wanted to go home.

So seeing that the coast was clear. I padded barefoot up the hallway praying that I wouldn't run into anyone. As I walked up the hallway I passed by a supply closet and decided to see if the supply closet had any extra scrubs so I could ditch that sheet and much to my luck it did.

So I closed the door as I changed into a pair of pink scrub shirt and pants. After I changed I went to the nearest restroom. To see how I looked so I could hopefully blend in without drawing attention to myself.

I looked at my refection in the mirror and my skin was whiter then usual if that is even possible and the blue around my lips was slowly fading away. And as I was combing my finger through my long brown hair two nurses came in and completely ignored me and went straight to the mirror and started touching up their make up.

"I am so jealous of you. You get to work in the ER today with the gorgeous Dr. Cullen." Said the blond nurse to the brunette nurse she walked in with.

"So I guess all the Cullen's came back and not just Edward and Alice." I thought as I eavesdropped on their conversation.

"Yeah right. I wish. Dr. Cullen was supposed to work in the ER today. But he had to go to the wake for the sheriffs daughter Bella Swan. She was like a family friend or something." Said the brunette nurse.

When she said this I was in shock. They were having a wake for me right now. I couldn't believe that so many of my friends and family were morning me when if fact I was alive and well. I couldn't let that happen. So as I found my way to an exit of the hospital I thought to myself. "I guess I am going to have to crash my own wake."

JPOV

It has been two days since my Bella left this world. And every second that has passed since then has been agonizing. Billy was starting to worry about me because I was acting like Bella did when that leech left her. I was walking around like a zombie. I was broken but the only one that could fix me was gone and she wasn't coming back no matter how much I begged and prayed she wasn't coming back.

I was driving down the road toward Charlie's house for Bella's wake in my rabbit listening to a song on the radio that seemed fitting for today. The song went like this:

Where oh where could my baby be?

The lord took her away from me.

She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

As I got to Charlie's house the place was already packed and it seemed like everyone was already here. The wake was to be held at Charlie's house because we felt that is what Bella would want. Bella was a down to earth kind of person. She never did want anything big or flashy and never did like being the center of attention. I was glad that Bella's body wasn't going to be at her wake because there was a back up at the morgue and I was glad because I couldn't bear seeing her like that.

As I walked into the house. I noticed that almost everyone from forks and La Push was here. The house was too small to accommodate everyone so it was very packed. I went in the living room and saw Charlie and Renee and Phil talking to some of the officers who have come by to show their respects.

"I could only imagine what Charlie and Renee must be going through right now." I thought as I watched them talk. Billy told me that Charlie wasn't doing too good. The forks police department told Charlie to take the week off but he said he couldn't because he would have too much time on his hands to hang around the house and that being home would only bring up memories of Bella. And how she was never coming home again. Billy even said Charlie was hinting that he might sell his house cause he couldn't stand being in his own home anymore because every where he turned their was memories of Bella. Bella in the kitchen cooking dinner. Bella in the living room doing homework.

As I looked around the room. I noticed the Cullen's showed up. They were in the corner of the room talking among themselves. They didn't seem to be acting like their normal self's even the pixie leech wasn't acting like her normal cheerful self. But even though we knew the Cullen's were just here to pay their respects and we knew this wasn't our land we still had to keep an eye on them. I wasn't going to let them ruin Bella's wake. Also we knew that blonde haired leech had trouble controlling his thirst especially when he was in enclosed spaces with humans that is why we assigned Quil and Paul to watch them during the whole wake.

And sure enough I saw Quil and Paul standing next to the fireplace in the living room talking to Billy, Sam and Emily. But even as they talked the always kept a watchful eye on the Cullen's.

I didn't really feel like talking to anyone right now and I was feeling crowded being in this house with so many people around so I soon found myself heading up the stairs to Bella's Bedroom. When I got her bedroom door it was closed. I guess that Charlie kept the door closed so he wouldn't have that constant reminder every time he looked down the hall.

I opened her bedroom door and went inside. Everything was like she left it. Nothing had been touched. Her bedroom window was still wide open. Like she always left it and most importantly the dream chetcher that I gave her for her birthday was still hanging on her headboard. Right where she left it.

Being in her bedroom brought back so many memories. All of them good. I still just couldn't believe she was dead. My sweet Bella was dead. There had been so many times I played that crash over in my head in the past two days it was burned into my memory. I kept asking myself If I had just told her to follow me to her house instead of the other way around she would still be alive. If I had just told her to ride with me in the rabbit she would still be alive. If I had done this or if I had done that was what I kept asking myself. If I had just done something different that day my Bella would still be alive.

I couldn't stand living in a world where Bella wasn't in it. I just grabbed one of the pillows that was on Bella's bed and breathed in her sweet scent of her strawberry hair and at that moment I couldn't hold my emotions in and I just buried my face in her pillow and just cried.

BPOV

I made it out of the hospital without a hitch. I guess most people don't pay much attention especially if they think you are a nurse cause you are dressed in pink scrubs. I wanted to get home as soon as possible but I didn't want to attract any attention. Because I am sure I would shock a lot of people if they saw a girl who was supposed to be dead running down the sidewalk barefoot wearing scrubs. So I took as many side roads and alleyways as I could.

And soon enough I was home. As I saw my house from across the street. I couldn't believe it was my house it was packed with people and the street was lined with streets. I couldn't believe this many people cared this much about me. It looked like everyone from forks and the rez was there.

"I guess people cared more about me then I thought." I thought as I watched people still pile into the house.

I didn't want to just walk into my house and give everyone a heart attack. I had to proceed carefully. I had break the news gently. But how exactly do you break the news gently that your not dead but everyone thought you were for two days.

I just knew one thing I wasn't going to walk through the front door. I felt like the my friends and family were the ones who deserved to know first that I was alive.

So as quietly as I could I sneaked around to the side of the house where no one could see me. So I could hopefully jump onto the tree and in through my bedroom window that is if Charlie hasn't closed my bedroom window. And as I looked up into my bedroom window luck was on my side my window was wide open just the way I left it.

The grass was wet and slick beneath my feet so it must of rained recently. But of course when doesn't it rain. I just hoped that since it was wet I wouldn't slip and fall like the klutz I am while trying to jump into my window. But for the first time I actually achieved something without falling or slipping for once as I jumped onto the tree and then through my open bedroom window.

But when I jumped in through my bedroom window and looked up the sight broke my heart. There on my bed was my Jacob with his head in my pillow crying. Crying over me.

Authors Note: Well here it is. Finally I have added this latest chapter. I hope you like it and hope it was worth the wait. Sorry it took longer then I expected I am still recovering from my wisdom teeth being pulled on Thursday. But pleassseee review. Because like I have said many times before the reviews keep this story alive and without them the story dies.