Sorry for the wait, and sorry that this chapter is short. I had another idea and went with it so I hope you like it and please everyone review. I hope you like it!
The guys decided that it would be a good idea if they went in two at a time. Hotch and Rossi went first. "Hey kiddo," Rossi said as he walked in.
"Hi," she said with a rough voice.
"How are you?"
"Better than I was, I guess."
"Morgan shot Jim in the stomach and he didn't make through surgery, I thought you ought to know," Hotch informed.
"Good, he can go burn in hell with his brother."
"What?"
Emily to a shaky breath and tried to focus, for the pain medication was kicking in.
"He- he told me he was Ian's half-brother." Tears pooled in her eyes. She tried to blink them way only causing them to fall.
"How did we not get that?" Rossi whispered to Hotch.
"I don't know," he whispered back,
"It's ok I'm here he's not, I guess that's all that matters," she said tearing up even more.
Hotch walked over and put his hand on her shoulder. He felt her flinch and slightly move the other direction, but he didn't blame her. "Do you remember our deal?"
"Which one?"
He managed to smile. "Bad day,"
"Yeah I remember."
"Well that applies here too."
She looked up at him. "Thank you."
He nodded and he and Rossi headed out. "We'll be back later," Rossi said.
"Ok," she chocked. She tried to hold it together but the tears continued to flow down her cheeks. To wipe them away she leaded her head down and wiped her face on her shoulder.
Morgan and Reid peered there heads around the door. "Hey can we come in?" Morgan asked quietly.
She slowly nodded their head and braced herself for the painful memories to fill her head. "Hi," she mumbled.
"How are you?" Reid asked keeping his distance.
"….um…. fine I guess." The picture of JJ stabbing Reid and Morgan flashed before her eyes. Without even realizing it she began to cry.
"Hey now," Morgan said rushing to her side.
"Uh I'm going to give you guys a minute," Reid said.
"Emily you have no idea how badly I want to hug you and tell you that everything is going to be ok, but I'm afraid that if I do will hate me for touching you."
She looked up at him signaling that it was ok. He slowly got closer and sat on the edge of the bed. Quickly without hesitation he wrapped her in his arms. He felt her struggling and afraid, but he just kept holding on. "Em its ok you're safe and I'm not going to hurt you… I would never hurt you."
She wanted to hug him right back, or grab onto his shirt and pull him closer, but she couldn't. She couldn't even lift her arms. She just buried her face into his chest and tried to relax.
A few minutes later he pulled away and looked at her. "I will be by your side the whole time, because I promise you will not have to do this alone." He wiped the tears from her face away and stood up as the doctor came in.
"Hello Emily I'm Doctor Young, I'm the one who did your surgery. I have your test results back."
"What test results."
"We ran your rape kit to see if you contracted any diseases or if you got pregnant." He looked up at Morgan.
"He can stay," Emily said quickly.
He nodded. "I have good news and bad news. Well I'm happy to tell you that you are disease free, but we will have you come in again to do another test just incase."
"What's that bad news?"
"You aren't pregnant…."
"How is that bad news!" she interrupted.
"He wouldn't have been able to get you pregnant, seeing that you were already pregnant at the time. Because if the assault and the massive amount of blood you lost you had a miscarriage. I'm sorry."
Emily was slightly in shock. "I'm sorry Doctor but I think you've made a mistake. I was never pregnant."
"So you're telling me you didn't know that you were two months pregnant?"
"Apparently!"
"I'm sorry but there's nothing more I can do. I will leave you two alone."
The tears were pooling in her eyes. Another baby of hers….. gone.