Chapter 10
PPOV
I walk into my dorm room drained. I throw my bag on the floor and flop down on my bed. I let out
a frustrated sigh. I still can't believe how my dad acted toward me today. It was like he hated me
like I wasn't his little girl any more. I shut my phone off when I was in my car. I told Sawyer that
I won't leave for the rest of the day. I pick my bag up again and pull my phone out and turn it back
on. I see I have 2 voicemails. I listen to the first one.
"Phoebe it's Teddy. I know you dont want to talk right now but please text me or call. Just to let
me know that your ok. I love you little sis."
I sigh at his voicemail. I should text him to let him know that yes I am fine. I listen to my second
one.
"Hey Phoebe its Matt. I am just calling to see how your doing today. I hope everything is ok. Call
me when you can." I smile my first smile of the day when I hear his voice. I hang up on the voicemail.
I text Teddy and let him know that I am fine. When I am done texting Teddy I call Matt.
"Hey Phoebe. How are you doing?" I smile again.
"Doing better now that I am talking to you." I hear a chuckle on the other end of the phone.
"That bad." I let out a sigh.
"Yes that bad. Can you come over." I hear a sigh.
"Phoebe I think your dad would kill me." I laugh at him
"I am at my dorm room. I could stay there. Do you know how to get here?"
"Yes but what your dorm room number?"
"Its 201." I hear the door open and close on the other end of the line.
"Ok I'll see you in about 20 mins.
~20 mins later~
I hear a knock at my door. I had text sawyer telling him that Matt was coming over and that we might
leave or not but I would let him know if we do. I open the door and see Matt leaning against the door
frame with a smirk on his face.
"Phoebe." The way he says my name. It goes to my core.
"Matt." I say breathless. He leans in and kiss me. The kiss goes from soft and sweet to passion. He
pushes my back into my room. He shuts the door and I hear the door lock. He never breaks the kiss
once. My hands go around his neck pulling him close. I feel his hands go to my waist and pull me close
to him. We pull apart when we need air.
"Hi." He says while smiling down at me.
"Hi." I say back. I notice that he has a back on his back. I look at him confused.
"Well I figured that you haven't had time to look into what we talk about last night. So I brought some
stuff that you can look at. I know your going to have questions so I figured since we are alone that we
can do it." I nod my head at him. We sit down on my bed. He pulls his laptop out of his bag fist. He
turns it on and pulls up a website and gives it to me.
CPOV
I know that I fucked up today. I am sitting on the breakfast island with my wife. She hasn't really
spoking to me since we sat down. I know she is pissed at me which she has every right to be. I
wish I could go back and take back what I have said to my daughter. I am on my phone. I ordered
some flowers for Phoebe. I know that won't undo what I did to her but its a step.
"What are you doing?" I look over to Anastasia give her a weak smile.
"I am having flowers sent over to Phoebe. I know it won't fix this but its a step in the right direction."
I see her nod her head at me.
"Yes it is. But you know that money isn't going to fix this. You know Phoebe isn't that kind of girl."
I grimce when she says that because my words are ringing in my ear.
"What?" I hang my head when she asks that.
"I told Phoebe I thought she wasn't a selfish person but I was wrong to believe that." I hear her gasp.
"Christian how could you." I let out a frustrated sigh.
"I screwed up ok. I don't know why I said it. I was just so mad. You were right I wanted to make her
feel like I was feeling. I am trying to fix this ok."
"Give her time she will come around. It might not be the same. You hurt her. Sawyer said she was
crying hard when she left here." I hang my head again. I love my relationship with my daughter and
I go and fuck it up. Just then my phone vibrates. It's a message from Sawyer tell me that Matt is at
her dorm. That he had a back pack with him. I getting angry again.
"What's wrong?" I look at Anastasia.
"Sawyer texted saying that Matt is at Phoebe's dorm. He had a back pack with him." I stand up about
to get in my car to go talk to her. I feel Anastasia grab my arm.
"You are not going to go over there. You need to show her that you trust her again. So what he brought
a back pack with him. Maybe he brought something over for them to do. Prove to her that you are
trusting her ok." I nod my head at her.
"Ok I am not going to like this. but your right I need to show her that I trust her." Anastasia stands
up and kiss me on the lips.
"There is hope for you yet." I chuckled at her.
"Maybe there is. How about we go sail today its a great day out." She nods her head.
"Oh just so you know I am still upset with you." She states while walking away from her. I chuckle
while shaking my head at her. I fallow her out of the kitchen. I have the two women in my life that
I love mad at me right now I need to fix this.
PPOV
I am going over the website that Matt has pulled up for me for the last hour. I watched some of
videos that were on the site. Some of the stuff turned me on and some I quickly stopped. I let
out a sigh and look over to him. He looks up for a book that he is reading.
"Well." I give him a weak smile.
"I don't know Matt. Some things are intreging something are just scary." I hear him chuckle
"I get that. We figure out what you don't want and not do it. The stuff that intrests you we will try.
You have the power here not me." I nod my head.
"Matt how will I know what I like when I am still a virgin?" I see him grin at me.
"Well you know we can change that." He grabs his laptop and puts it on my desk next to the foot
of my bed. He turns around and starts crawling up my body until his body is covering mine. He starts
kissing my neck while his hand goes under my shirt. He hand goes to my boob and starts messaging
it over my bra. I let out a moan.
"Sooo...y..you want tttooo..change this now?" I feel his mouth go up my neck to my ear. When he gets
there he nips at my ear.
"Why not?" He pushes his erection into my core. I let out a moan again and grind up into him.
"If you don't want to Phoebe we can stop." He stops and looks at me. I smile and him and shake my head
at him.
"No its fine. Just don't go to rough on me." He smiles and kisses my softly.
"Phoebe. I am going to be nice to you. What you saw in the videos is later when your use to sex." I
smile at him. I let go of his neck and go to my shirt and pull it over my head.
"Ok then." With that he slams his lips into my mine. The kiss is full of passion. His hands are all over
my body. I pull his shirt over his head. He reaches under my back and unclips my bra. His mouth
pulls away from mine. He starts kissing down my jaw down my neck. He kisses my shoulder and
continues down to my breast. He takes my nipple into his mouth and starts sucking on it. His other
hand is messaging my other breast. He is pinching my other nipple in his fingers. I moan and arch
my back. My hand is in his hair pulling at it my other hand is gripping the sheets.
"Ohhh god Matt." I moan I can feel him smile against my nipple. He lets go of my nipple but right
to the other one. He starts bitting this one with his teeth. I feel his other hand slid down to my pants.
He unbuttons his pants and slids his hand into my pants. I feel his finger playing with my clit. He
rubs it softly I start rocking my hips into his hands. I feel his finger slide into my folds. His fingers
go in and out of me slowly. I feel him push his thumb into my clit. I scream out some what and
throw my head back. I feel a second finger slid into my flesh. He starts pumping his fingers in and
out of me. I can feel a tingling starting at my feet and run up my legs. I feel and explosing go through
my body.
"MATT!" I scream out as my body starts to shake. My back arches up and my head throws back.
I feel him slowly kiss his way up to my mouth. He lightly kiss me.
"How was that." I smile up at him.
"Mmmm." He smiles at me. I feel him get up. I frown a little at him.
"Sweetie I need to get comfortable." I see him pull down his pants and underwear. I see his dick
spring free. I cant believe his size. He smiles down at me while. He slides my pants and panties
off me. I see him reach down to his pants and pulls something out of his pocket. I see its a condom
he puts it on the bed side table. He lay down on top of me. He starts lightly kissing my neck my face
and finally my lips. Its soft and caring kiss. He pulls away and looks at me.
"Are you sure we can stop?" I look up at him. I nod up at him. He reaches over to and grabs the condom.
He rips open the package and puts it on. He once again lay on top of me with his penis at my entrance.
He looks at me like searching my eyes for something.
"Matt I am sure." He nods his head.
"Ok. Its going to hurt a first. I promise you it will get better. Tell me to stop if its to much." I smile at him
"Ok." With that he slowly slides into me. He gets to a point but stops. He leans down and kisses me.
While he does this I feel him push into me all the way. I feel a sharp pain. I scream into his mouth. He
stops moving and looks down at me. I look up at him I move my hips a little bit and the pain isnt as much.
"Are you ok?" I nod my head.
"Ok I am going to move again." He slowly pulls out of me and pushes back into me slowly. The pain is
still there but it is slowly going away with every stroke that he makes. Its replaced with pleasure that
I have felt only two time and they are both with him.
"God Phoebe your so tight." He moans into my ear. I start moving my hips with the pace that he set.
My hands are running up and down his back. His one hand is on my waist while the other one is by
my head. I start feeling that feeling again.
"Matt, Please...Oh god please go faster." He starts picking up his pace. He starts slamming in me with
long hard strokes. I rack my nails down his back when he does this.
"Oh god...OH MY GOD...Right there Matt I am almost there." He brings his mouth back up to my ear.
"God Phoebe. I can feel your almost there. Let go let me hear you scream my name." He nips my ear
lobe will slamming into me harder. Thats what I needed I throw my head back and dig my nails into his
back.
"MAAATTTT!" I scream out. I feel him pump into me a few more times. I feel his body stiffing under
my fingers.
"PPPHHHOOEBBE!" He screams out. He goes limp on top of me. We are both breathing hard.
I am running my hands through his hair. I feel him pull himself out of me and lay next to me. He
brings me into his chest. I feel him run his hand up and down my back.
"Are you ok." I snuggle my head into his chest.
"I am fine. Now I know why everyone is doing it." I say giggling. I hear him chuckle to.
"So I take it you like it?" I look up at him finally. I smile at him.
"Yes I did. Thank you for being so gentle with me." He smiles and kisses my forhead. I yawn while
he does that.
"Why am I so tired." He chuckles again.
"Its normal for you to get tired after sex." I snuggle into his chest again.
"Sleep Phoebe will talk when you wake up." I nod my head. I notice that there is still sun outside
when I give into sleep.