Chapter 10
Beca's POV
When I woke up a bright light shined into my eyes. I blinked trying to get rid of my blurry vision. Then I realized what had happened... I hadn't noticed the car crossing the road... I looked around and saw a nurse talking to a doctor. She noticed I was awake and quickly walked over to my bed. "Goodmorning Beca" she said with a warm smile. I just nodded. "Do you remember what happened?"
"Kind of... I was in a car accident wasn't I?" The nurse nodded.
"You are a very lucky woman, Beca. That car crash could've killed you..." I scoffed softly. I wish it had... I thought, getting a flashback from the fight with Chloe. Then I started to feel weird, I felt the visions coming up. I tried to stop them as I focused on the nurse's words.
"Your sister is here, may she come in?" I nodded and the nurse left. A vision came up. I saw a woman crying... Next to her was a little girl holding her mom's hand tight. I saw a man, probably her father, throwing stuff through the room. He yelled, frustrated about someone's death... I could feel the emotions of every single person in the room. But for some weird reason it didn't make me upset. It felt like for once, I could control my feelings during a vision. It must be the medicines... I thought. Then the vision disappeared and I saw Stacie standing in the doorway. She smiled weakly and walked to my bed.
"You know, that if you want to kill yourself this isn't the right way..." She mumbled. She sounded exhausted and by looking at her red puffy eyes I could tell she had been crying. I took her hand in mine and pulled her carefully to the bed till she sat next to me.
"I wasn't planning on killing myself..." I whispered.
"Then why would you cross a busy road while the traffic light is on red?!" Stacie said frustrated. I saw a tear rolling down her cheek. I cupped her cheek with my hand and wiped the tear away with my thumb.
"I... My visions..." I sighed. "I couldn't control them after..."
"After your fight with Chloe..." I looked up at Stacie and frowned. How could she know? "She ran back to her room after you walked out of the room telling her it was all about the sex..." Stacie gave me a disapproving glare. I looked away. "Really Beca? You have used that trick a hundred times... But Chloe is special... More special than every girl you have ever 'dated' and I know you feel a lot for her-"
"That's the problem, Stacie! I feel TOO MUCH for her!" I shouted. Stacie stood up and took a step back. "Stacie..." I sighed, lowering my voice. Stacie shook her head.
"Maybe your life is all crappy and stuff but maybe that's your own fault... Maybe if you'd try a little harder you'd be able to read that book and find out how you can get rid of those visions. Chloe loves you Beca!" I looked away from Stacie as a tear ran down my cheek. I loved Chloe too... When I looked back at Stacie again I saw regret in her eyes. "I'm sorry..." She muttered.
"It's okay..." I murmured with a hoarse voice.
"I know you are trying but... I just want the best for you, you're my sister..." I smiled weakly and pulled Stacie into a hug.
"Thanks for looking out for my sis..." I whispered. "I just wished it would be easier..." Stacie pulled back and looked into my eyes.
"Your dad gave me this letter before I went to the hospital to see you..." She handed me an envelope. My name was on it and there was a date on it. It was written a few years ago... I recognized the handwriting... It was my mother's...