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Last Time

When I saw the person in the mirror, I thought I might have been looking at a Rosalie with chocolate brown hair. My hair was beautiful too, luscious and full of curls. My eyes were black and HUGE! My lips were fuller than all of the three women in the room. My figure, still 5' 4", was tiny and frail looking, I was so skinning, I could pass as anorexic. My arms and legs felt stronger then ever.

I turned around and ran to Edward, but… I had a little problem. I had run at vampire speed and I knocked him over. Emmett really got a crack out of this one. Again, I blushed and then everyone started laughing. This could take some time getting used to.

BPOV

I looked around… hopelessly confused. I was running at vampire speed when I didn't want to. Who knows what else I was going to go through?

"You… you need… need to slow down…" Edward told me through laughs. He obviously thought that this was very funny. I glared at him and he instantly stopped. I could use this to my advantage in the future. He straightened up and looked at everyone else and they stopped laughing too.

"Bella.. your.. not.. used.. to.. being.. a.. vam-pire.. yet.." Alice said. Why was she speaking like that?

"Alice… why are you talking like.. this.." I said mimicking her. Her face showed that she had forgotten to mention something.

"Be-cause.. this.. is.. how.. humans.. under-stand.. us.." she replied. I guessed I had to do everything slower now. I took slow dainty steps forward, like I was sneaky somewhere, and I looked like I was walking. This could take some getting used to.

"Yea... but there aren't any humans around right now…" I said… she was being very odd. I guess she was remembering that I wasn't a human anymore.

"Oh yea.. heh heh.. Sorry" she said. I rolled my eyes and looked at Edward again. I suddenly realized that people were still out there looking for me…

"Edward… they're still out there looking for me…" I told him. He looked at me as if I was overreacting. I raised my eyebrow.

"What? I'm not going to hide away for the next five years Edward." I told him, trying to make my eyes smolder on him. I think it had worked based on what he said to me next.

"Maybe… maybe I could do something… you know… like… I know!" he shouted and I covered my ears. He lowered his voice and said, "We could fake your death… and then move"

My mouth, along with the rest of the Cullens', fell at the same time. Only Emmett seemed up for this one.

"We could have Alice do one of her makeovers on Bella and maker her look human and mask one of us and shoot her… we'll tape it and after we stopped taping it we can run!" Emmett seemed very enthusiastic about the plan.

"One problem Emmett," I said looking annoyed, "a, they're going to try and find my murderer, b, how do we explain the no body thing, and C, how am I going to walk away from a shooting??" They all laughed at me as I realized, again, that I was an indestructible vampire. I flushed again. For a vampire, I had very bad memory skills.

"Alright," I said, "I'm game with the plan, but about spending the whole day in Alice's room playing Barbie doll…. Is that necessary? And about the body?" wow… I had 'I'm game' that is so not me… wow…

Alice laughed at me. And Edward, Jasper, and Emmett all glanced at each other with smirks on there face. I wonder what they had planned…

"Don't worry, it wont be the whole day," Alice told me with confidence. "And Edward, Emmett, and Jasper have the 'no body' thing covered." She smiled over at the boys and then grabbed my hand and pulled me out side at a vampire walk.

I stopped outside the shack. Blood. I smelled blood. My eye twitched and I whipped my head around to a rustling in the woods. A deer stepped out into the clearing and then I lost it.

"EDWARD!" I heard Alice scream faintly. I was crouching, reading to charge after the poor thing. It took off running as fast as it could when I smelled another kind of blood then…

Human.

I was going wild with thirst, trying to pinpoint where the human was. I took my hand and waved in front of me as if to push something out of the way. It worked like I had planned. A tree ripped out of its roots and went flying.

"Bella?" I heard the human call to me. Charlie. I smiled evilly. This was the man that had approved of me being put into the asylum.

"Bleed you insolent man" I said under my breath as I thought I was nearing closer to him.

"Bella no!" I heard Edward's furious voice in my ears. He grabbed my arms and pulled me back.

"No!" I growled. I needed to feed. I tried to break out of Edward's grasp but he was still stronger than I. Alice came out of the woods then. She was holding a dear in her hands. I thrashed in his grasp.

"Is this a game?" I asked furious, "tease Bella with food only to take it away again? HUH?!" Alice was shocked and frightened. I could see it in her eyes.

"No Bella!" Edward snapped at me, "We're trying to stop you from killing your father, that's what we're doing."

"Why? He needs to be punished! He sent me to that vile Asylum!" I shouted at Edward. Alice shoved the deer under my nose then and I took a bite out of it. I could taste my own venom and I could feel the blood calming me down. Once I drained it Edward let go of me.

I thought of what I had almost done and dropped to the ground and sobbed. Edward's arms wrapped around me, and he started rocking me back and forth. I buried my face into his chest and he stroked my hair and cooed to me.

"Edward, I…" said, dry-sobbing at what I had almost done, "I almost killed my own father. I'm… I'm a… a... monster" I whispered the last word. Now I understood what Edward was talking about. I was a monster… and I had to live with this for the rest of eternity.

"No… no your not" he said to me, "your not a monster. We all get like that sometimes, but you're still new. Everything is more powerful for you right now; we just have to keep a good watch on you.

I was furious. Furious at myself. I stood up then. And I waved my hands around, like I was pushing things out of the way again. Trees went flying everywhere. I suddenly stopped and dropped to my knees again. What was I doing?

Edward lifted me and started running. Now it was time for makeover Barbie with Alice, only, I was going to have makeup all over my body this time. And what were Edward and the guys up to? I sighed. I wished I could sleep.

Ok… that the chapter and don't forget to check out Lizzy's Side … the other story that leads into this one… Happy Reading and please Review!