Chapter Ten: Dedication of Love
We began making out and what seem like only seconds, was in reality was much longer. Deep down I knew it was wrong, and that we were going so far way to quickly. It was like a wirl wind romance all of a sudden, but yet, I didn't want it to stop. I felt so whole, so in love, and everything felt so right. But yet, I was scared, the girls was right, I was scared of getting hurt, and now I kissing the one person that can destroy me. And I knew it, Zachary had the power to detroy me, to rip my heart apart, and I am not running away... I can't run away, my mind is racing, my heart is to say the least, is in control.
I broke the kiss, finally, and caught my breath, "Don't hurt me..." I spoke trying to get more words out but I couldn't seem to get my head on straight enough to actually have anything, maybe that was a good thing. but logalically I couldn't see how. All I could see was how messy this could get but yet for some strange reason I earned for it.
He looks at me so innocent "I am yours and yours alone" he smiled and started kissing me again, before I knew it things were completely out of control and we were going way faster then what I was ready for, but I couldn't say no. It wasn't right and I knew it, but I wanted it. I wanted to be with him, knowing the risks involved, knowing he could leave afterwards.. But yet, it felt so right. I felt like everything would be ok, and no matter what others say or what others have done.. This was different, this was us, and maybe, just maybe this might play out
"Maybe we should go to your room" He spoke picking me up kissing me some more "We don't want your brother walking in on us." I couldn't agrue I just went along with him... and I knew either way things could never be the same