SORRY TO KEEP YOU GUYS WAITING! FINALS AND PROJECTS... THERE ARE STILL SOME THINGS LEFT BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THE STORY WILL END IN THREE CHAPTERS OR SO... WELL I DON'T KNOW, WE'LL SEE... THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR COMMENTS! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I GET WHENEVER I READ ONE. THANKS TO YOU I LAUGH CONSTANTLY AND SMILE LIKE AN IDIOT ^^
WITHOUT FURTHER AIDEU, I GIVE YOU NATSUKI KUGA AND SHIZURU FUJINO. HEHE ^^
''I heard you that day Shizuru... I heard her fucking you...'' Shizuru's hands let go of the girl and the Raven collapsed to the street, tears still coming down.
''What fucking Natsuki. What the hell are you talking about?'' Shizuru said in a low voice as well. Was this a joke?
''...Before you ran away for good. I came to your room, only this time I didn't knock...''
Shizuru's eyes widened in enlightenment. She was trembling uncontrollably.
''OH YOU DIDN'T YOU IDIOT! TELL ME YOU DIDN'T THROW AWAY EVERYTHING WE HAD JUST BEACUSE YOU HEARD ME MOANING!''
''WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT ME TO WITNESS, YOUR SPREAD LEGS AND HER HEAD IN YOUR CROCTH!''
Shizuru trembled, her face fell down, tears running down. How could it be that simple. How could there be such a stupid thing that kept them away for five long years.
''You idiot! You moron! You! You-You imbecile! Did you actually think I would ever, EVER, CHEAT ON YOU?!''
Natsuki didn't expect this. She raised her head to face Shizuru who had fury and longing in her eyes... Natsuki didn't understand.
''Oh God you're gonna make me spell it aren't you! God what a brick head! I was...- Iwas masturbating you idiot! I was fantasizing about YOU FOR GOD'S SAKE!''
''But- But the boy said you let in that girl. The boy said you were-''
''What boy?! Lia left long before you supposedly came! I was overwhelmed with her love story which led me into thinking over about our kiss and when I started to replay our kiss in my mind I found myself- You know! Touching myself, and before I knew I was- oh God!- I had orgasms okay?! And then I just wanted to call you and talk to you about the kiss. But- But I can't believe you threw everything-''
Shizuru was cut of by a crying scream.
''DO YOU THINK I WANTED THIS?! Do you have any idea how I spent this five years Shizuru?! I had gift anxieties even though I knew I wouldn't be at your side on your birthdays! I bought a dog just because you once had a silly comment on how the fact that a dog can save your life from drowning, but a cat can't! Every Friday I spent watching the same god damn chick flick just because you loved it so much! You know how many Fridays that makes in five years?! I have never let any one, ANY ONE, cuddle me because I accidentally cuddled you one night studying, and you brought a whole new meaning to it! I turned into one of those lunatics, and read your horoscope every damn morning! I've sent birthday cards, anniversary cards, love letters, all to different unknown addresses around the world with your name written on it! I couldn't help myself from dreaming of a future with you all these five years! I swore my self to never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking if in case by some chance I could teach you how to ride once again. I stroke out the words like "hooters" and "fuck" from my vocabulary just because you scolded me every time I used them. Then those were the only words in my vocabulary left so that one day I would find you in front of me even if only to scold! I tried on new food, every week, just because you said all I ate was Mayo! Every morning I looked for my bike keys knowing full well where I left them the day before, just so your stupid ''Ara ara'' and your fucking comments on where I dropped them could echo in my ears like the way it used to do 5 years ago! I don't know what you think of me this past five years, it might have looked nice from far, but believe me when I say it was far from nice! Do you have any idea how it is to wake up forgiving the one person you loved, and falling asleep hating her even more than yesterday! I've spent this five years fucking stupid whores just because their hair or lips or skin reminded me of you! Hell I even slept with a girl named Suzuru so I COULD ACCIDENTALLY SHOUT YOUR NAME! DAMN IT! I NEVER WANTED THIS!You don't understand Shiz. I fucking loved you. I... I-I love you. I still love you with every cell in my body!'' And a sob came out of Natsuki's lips. Shizuru froze with Natsuki's confession. Her eyes widened, her hands shaking, her mouth open.
''Shizuru I...''
Shizuru saw the Raven crying, holding out one hand to reach her. That instant Shizuru let go of everything and ran to Natsuki, falling down on her knees and grabbing the delicate body with all force. She hugged the dark haired women as if she was trying to make two bodies one. Both bodies trembling, their souls finally finding peace.
''I only ever loved you idiot. I still love you with all my heart, even more than ever.'' She whispered, kissing Natsuki's arm, breathing in Natsuki's fast heartbeats.
''Shizuru... I... I'm... I'm sorry... I didn't knew. I thought- I thought you-''
''Hushh. Don't talk anymore... It's gonna be okay. We're gonna be okay.''
''Shizuru,'' The Raven raised her bloody emerald eyes up to meet with the crimson.
''I love you.'' with the last breath she held for strength, Natsuki fell on Shizuru's arms, crying like a 4 year old.
It is this single line that changed the history many times over the rule of human kind. It caused wars, it caused peace, it caused deaths, and it caused births. The only reason lovers put such importance to this line is because of the fact that even though it is the same line repeated over again over again for thousands of years without a single change, not one resembles another. Every lover whispers, utters, screams this very line with difference. A difference in emotion, a difference in memories, a difference in any way there ever is. Shizuru had dreamed for this day for way long time. But none of her dreams were this beautiful, this heart aching, this ecstatic. Now it was Shizuru's turn to cry like a baby. Even the people around them had tears in their eyes, some turned around to find a pair of camera lens. It was to good, too romantic to be true, this had to be a scene from the famous model's new movie. But whatever direction people looked there were no cameras in sight...
Natsuki held Shizuru strong while the chestnut beauty cried, sobbing like crazy. Her slim hands had clung to Natsuki's coat with all their force, afraid to let go. Natsuki stroke the chestnut hair, and kissed them, tears still pouring down, she inhaled the sweet aroma of Shizuru. She didn't care that they were in the middle of a dirty street. She didn't care that there were people around them clapping and yelling in joy. There was only two of them and nothing more. They were together, at last...
It was twenty minutes later, the couple slowly got a grip of their senses and logic back. They were in the middle of a street, hugging in front of thirty by-passers after all.
''Come on Shizuru, let's go... We still have many of your dreams to make come true remember? And we have all the time in the world now. We have each other now.'' Natsuki smiled, tightening her arms around Shizuru. The girl gave out a half crying- half laughing sound and nodded her head in response. They slowly got up, not letting go of each others hands...
There are no clearly defined rules between lovers. So, each side thinks they're playing fair and each side thinks they're being cheated. Maybe, this is why some lovers have the innate ability to bring out the poison in one another... But sometimes God gives us a free pass, a chance to take up on, a chance to mend the old wounds, and a chance to make new wounds; wounds from making love.
Natsuki parked her bike in her garage, as Shizuru hopped down. Shizuru shook off the dust from her clothes, and Natsuki reached for the fragile hands, holding it firmly. Shizuru blushed, Natsuki just smiled. And the two walked in to Natsuki's house. The Raven switched on the dim lights.
''This is not your house Natsuki.'' Shizuru was perplexed, she knew very well where the Raven lived and she had been dying of curiosity all through their ride when Natsuki made a left turn while she should have gone right.
''Umm. No one really knows this place. I bought it three years ago, get it cleaned everyday and stuff but haven't spent a night yet. I actually thought, I'd live here when...'' Natsuki was now a tomato face, which led Shizuru to give out a small laugh. Oh how she had missed this.
''When you find the love of your life?''
''Yeah...'' It was a faint reply from Natsuki due to her embarrassment. But she didn't care really, tonight she was going to let Shizuru see everything...
''Our knees are soaked and we look rather filthy. Would you like change?'' Natsuki asked warmly. Shizuru indeed wanted to change, cleanse of the dirt but she didn't want to let go of Natsuki.
''Of course I'll help you change... You didn't think I would leave you alone after five years did you?''
Shizuru blushed even more with this bold comment, and nodded her head in approval.
While Shizuru was occupied with her embarrassment and her ecstasy she failed to notice that Natsuki had taken a few steps and stood still, right in front of Shizuru with teary eyes.
''Natsuki whats wrong?'' the chestnut panicked.
''Nothing... It's just I never thought I'd have this chance, I never thought I would ever be in this close proximity with you. I'm probably the biggest idiot in this world. I should have-I should have asked for an explanation, but I didn't because I thought... I mean since I hadn't told you I loved you back then I thought you had no obligation to you know... Instead I just showed my fury-''
''There were times that I did in fact thought of you as cruel, there were days that I indeed hate you. But some things just don't always happen smooth, and love can sometimes be out shadowed. But even in my days of hatred, I knew the hate inside of me was only because I wasn't next to you. I wasn't next to my Natsuki... But now... I am...''
''Shizuru...''
It was those wine red eyes. It had the lust for passion, for comfort, for love, for serenity. It was only those crimson eyes that ever saw through her. It demanded, it militated, it tyrannized every cell in Natsuki's body and she was more than willing to surrender to them. All these years Natsuki had never touched a woman resembled of Shizuru's eyes, not that in any way she could resemble it to another. This five years had only thought Natsuki one thing; there is no other woman like Shizuru Fujino. And when she had thought she lost all her hopes here they were, the red she dreamed of every night, reflecting on her emerald ones.
Shizuru closed in, raised her hands and cupped Natsuki's face, it was still the same look, still the familiar outlines, still the perfectly proportioned pink lips Shizuru used to find her self daydreaming all through her high school...
It was not a soft romantic kiss as they both thought it would be. It was a kiss overdue many times, many days, many years. It had lust in it, longing in it, it had fierce of joy in it. It had giggles, and smiles. It had passion, it had craving. Their tongues time to time battling, time to time dancing in harmony.
They bumped and crashed every object on their way, not that there was a course of direction. They threw themselves from wall to wall, table to table, many expensive contemporary art smashing to celebrate their reunion. They touched each other, delicate and afraid in the first seconds, governing and ruling in the seconds. Shizuru's hair broke loose only to be embraced by Natsuki's face, and the Raven made sure every breath she inhaled was of that chestnut hair. The lack of same scent which had palsied her heart many years, had now given her it's beat back again. That years of longing and ache have been forgot in the fever of a minute. At one point when Natsuki's lips couldn't get enough of Shizuru's, her foot accidentally stepped on the remote control lying on the floor. They both jumped with the intrusion of loud music, then just laughed and went back to introducing their bodies to each other.
Hello sweet pie
I'm really glad that you could make it...
I think we should get straight to business...
Yes Boss by Hess is More's video lightened the dark mansion giving soft red surrounding. And the bass of the music only urged the need to touch in beat's harmony. Natsuki repeat the last line mimicking a manly figure. Shizuru gave out a laugh and kissed the adorning face in front of her. Shizuru slipped her hands under Natsuki's shirt while Natsuki's lips wandered down on Shizuru's neck, fitting perfectly to her clavicle. She sucked, she bit, she marked her territory... Shizuru gave out slow moans biting down on her lips, this was way too much for her body and her mind. The ecstatic sensations of Natsuki's lips vibrated her brain waves malfunctioning her thoughts. This was not a dream for sure but neither was it a reality. It was something in between.
Natsuki's head fell down to Shizuru's chest, resting on her sternum, they stood like that for couple minutes their eyes shut, Shizuru's hands holding on a tight grip around Natsuki's head and neck. Shizuru touched the silky smooth dark hair between her fingers. Natsuki smiled, opening her eyes and looking up once again to Shizuru, standing up.
''Show me what you got...'' Natsuki's eyes were grinning.
''It's all yours...'' Shizuru's were daring.
They had spoke in sync with the music smiling devilishly. Shizuru jumped on the Raven crossing her legs around the slim fit body in front of her, her arms around Natsuki's neck. She gave little pecks on her forehead, and her temples while received the same amount under her chin. Raven carried the girl to the close by black leather sectional sofa that spiraled through the whole salon, and while carrying Natsuki broke the final piece of vase standing.
''Ara Ara Natsuki I think you need to redecorate your brand new villa.'' she gave out a small laugh forcing Natsuki to go left with her arms, not wanting Raven to step on any sharp pieces.
''Well I always thought my taste had something missing in it. We'll decorate it together?'' Natsuki replied with a lovely honest smile. All Shizuru could do was to kiss those lips once more. And right when she was about to, Natsuki let go off the woman, Shizuru felt nothing but air under her.
''Haha!'' Natsuki laughed out to frightened Shizuru lying on her sofa. Then she slowly lied on top the chestnut.
''You look so beautiful when you're scared. I couldn't help myself.''
'' I'm not sure if I like this new Natsuki.'' Shizuru said with serious façade.
''Huh?!'' Natsuki jumped in panic and cursed herself when Shizuru laughed in return.
''Ara my Natsuki looks even better.'' Shizuru smiled devilishly and reached in for a kiss. While their lips were busy their hands decided to as well. Both reached for each other's shirts, lifting and from time to time ripping a few stitches. Natsuki felt a bare skin under her, and she shivered from spine to toe. She let her body feel every inch of the body under her, while Shizuru made it possible by snapping off both their bras. While kissing Natsuki noticed her dvd's remote control, she smiled from inside reached for it and pushed play blindly. Right then the screen as well as the song changed. It was a song by Emiliana Torrini.
My heart is beating like a jungle druuumm!!!
''Natsuki I know this song.''
''Remember it?''
''Not sure.''
''It was a karaoke night. That's all I'm gonna say.''
Hey, I'm in love!
My fingers keep on clicking to the beating of my heart.
''Oh I know! It was the first night you got drunk!''
''Is that how you remember it? I always thought of it the first time I secretly screamed out my feelings.''
It was 5 years and 9 months ago when Natsuki Kuga with Shizuru Fujino besides the usual gang had gone out and had fun to their heart's content. Of course after a good meal Mai and Mikoto had forced everyone to go a Karaoke bar. And since Nao was not a karaoke person she had put forced alcohol consumption and two round of tequila shots in between every song among her terms of condition. All obeying had spent a quite delightful night. Natsuki had never left Shizuru's side which had taken the crimson eyed girl by surprise and delight. By the time everyone except Natsuki sang they were all very drunk. The raven not really in good terms with alcohol back then had already achieved a red face and a burning sensation inside of her to reach in and kiss the figure sitting next to her. Realizing she wasn't that drunk yet she had decided to sing a song and dedicate it to the one she loved. The moment she walked up and reached for the mic and started singing like a crazy monkey everybody had fallen on the ground from laughter. The always serious Natsuki Kuga image was now in pieces, her brows knit she was screaming at the top of her lungs.
Man, you got me burning,
I'm the moment between the striking and the fire.
Hey, read my lips,
Cause all they say is kiss, kiss, kiss.
My heart is beating like a jungle drum! TOK RON KUN KUN TAKA TAKA TAKA DUM!
My heart is beating like a jungle druuuu-!
And with that Natsuki Kuga had passed out.
''Ahaha! Ara Natsuki you mean the ten seconds you shouted and then collapsed?''
''Still it was an intense ten seconds eh?'' Natsuki smiled like a child.
''Indeed.''
With the music playing loudly in the background the two gave their attention back to each other. Natsuki rose up a little to get a sight of Shizuru's chest, and the moment the scene revealed in front of her she was lost for words. She slowly reached in for the valley in between the wildest and purest mountains and kissed them slowly but passionately. Shizuru hold her breath, her hand tightening on the Raven's scalp. Natsuki's lips circled around Shizuru's left breast, slowly making it's way up, building a fireball in Shizuru's chest. Her arms snaked around Shizuru's waist, effectively bringing the blonde's body closer to her own while her lips now on a particular perky pink nipple. Shizuru let one of her hands clench the sofa's surface as she released a breathy noise, while her other hand hold a tighter grip of the Raven's hair. Natsuki's teeth grazed on the nipple and her tongue played around, her mouth sucking from time to time. Shizuru choked on her breaths, gushing out moans of no control what so ever, she needed to feel Natsuki more. She brought her legs around Natsuki's waist and pulled the slim body harder on to hers. Natsuki obeyed and her touches shifted from slow and delicate to a faster and stronger pace. Her body on top Shizuru's, one arm around the blond's body causing the chestnut to arch upwards to the Raven, her other arm now occupying Shizuru's right nipple circling it with pleasure. Her lips drifted south stopping on Shizuru's belly kissing ever inch sideways then repeating the same direction making sure there were no spots left unkissed. Her tongue licked Shizuru's sweat starting from the woman's abdomen down to her groin, which lead Shizuru to moan loudly. The chilled and piked skin Natsuki's lips felt caused more wetness on it's road making. Natsuki let go off the nipple she was holding and slowly stroke Shizuru's groin, her legs and her butt taking handful of every place her hand drifted. In few seconds with the intolerable desire to be taken away by Natsuki, Shizuru threw away her remaining clothes. When their eyes met, Natsuki could see the lust burning in Shizuru's eyes. Shizuru's smoldering gaze caused her breath to get caught in her throat. Natsuki quickly followed the wine red orders, stripping from every piece of cloth. Foreplay was officially over.
Natsuki's fingers trailed around the lips between Shizuru's legs, and the woman gave out a silent shout.
''I need to feel you inside of me.'' she said faint yet strong. Natsuki's fingers didn't leave their place but her head rose up to answer with a passionate kiss, her fingers now circling around in sync with the rocking motion of Shizuru's body. Natsuki bit hard on the lips entangled with hers as she filled Shizuru with two fingers. Shizuru choked as she felt her self being opened by two warm fingers, she could feel the obscene amount of wetness and warmth running between her legs. No one had ever made her this wet, and Natsuki felt this as well, grinning faintly. After all Natsuki was no position to comment, guessing from the amount her body was producing. Shizuru let out moans she never had and with every rocking motion the pitch was getting higher and higher. Natsuki pushed harder, all her force now concentrated on her two fingers. She could see Shizuru coming closer to climax which she didn't want to happen yet.
"Why did you stop?" This had to be the worst karma!
Natsuki just grinned as her head slowly headed south licking through her way. She stopped right between Shizuru's legs, shifted her body to a more comfortable position for the intrusion about to happen.
''Oh God I don't know if I can handle this!'' Shizuru said arching her body. Her chest a minute ago light as a feather, now felt like a whale sat on it. She couldn't breath, her eyes locked on a devilish emerald.
Natsuki's lips slowly sucked on the red in front of her, her lips tangled and played around, she drank the addictive warm aroma coming out. Finally without further torture her tongue starting circling the little spot with bundle of more nerves than any part of a woman's body. With that Shizuru's moans turned into shots of cries.
''Ahh Natsuki! Natsuki!''
It was that moment all through her life Natsuki felt most proud of herself. None of her academic or business or any kind of life achievements could resemble to hearing the one woman she loved crying out her name. She had to push the climax, so she took back the assistance of her fingers and filled Shizuru with a mind blowing sensation of an on going rocking motion by her hands and a contradicting motion with her tongue. She felt the huge sofa shake under her due to Shizuru's uncontrollable movements of pleasure. Natsuki wriggled her tongue down to Shizuru's core while her fingers kept their rocking motion at the same spot. With this Shizuru's buckled, her legs closed up on Natsuki without her control but Natsuki kept a firm grasp with her other hand which only made things even more intense for Shizuru. Natsuki became more fierce with her onslaught, each gasp and cry from Shizuru fueled her actions into a deeper ones, sending her further away from coherence with Shizuru's legs which were now closed shut on Natsuki's head suffocatingly. A strangled scream was heard as Shizuru threw her head back, her back arching even more against Natsuki's face and her hips grinding against. Natsuki fastened the pace with her fingers, loving the feel of Shizuru bucking her hips and squirming against her, reveling in her love's dangerously addictive essence. Shizuru let out a final scream as Natsuki hardened the intrusion and faintly bit on the small bundle of nerves which led Shizuru unable to escape from climax. Her body trembled from head to toe, her muscles cramped wildly. Natsuki continued to drink Shizuru's essence, prolonging the aftershocks of the orgasm until Shizuru lifted the Raven's head in a flash to plant a fierce kiss on the lips that had taken her to heaven.
''Natsuki that was... That was-''
''I love you Shizuru Fujino. In fact, I'm madly, crazy, in love with you. To the point of insanity. I don't want to spend a single day that doesn't have you in it.''
Shizuru was speechless. She cupped the hot red face in front of her and kissed it one more time, this time softly and passionately.
''Me too Natsuki... Me too.''
The rays of sunlight and the lack of warmth that was beside her all night caused Shizuru to open her eyes to find herself in a stranger room. She was lying on a king size western bed, she remembered the Raven carrying her bridal style and lying on the bed then surrounding her with her arms, placing her head on Shizuru's neck. Shizuru smiled then looked around her. Her smile was washed away instantly when her eyes couldn't find the figure they were looking for. As she was about to jump of the bed her eyes noticed a little red box lying in front of her feet. She reached for the little box perplexed, her eyes widened with shock. The box had the same dimensions and colors of a jewelry box that is known all around the world as ''the expected box after the expected popping of an infamous question.''
''It can't be.'' Shizuru's hands trembled, she slowly opened the box not looking inside, but her eye lids couldn't keep their shut, and when she opened her eyes Shizuru Fujino was more confused.
There lied a single, white pebble. It's ovality close to perfection, it's surface without a single scratch. Shizuru picked up the beautiful pebble and looked at it. She smiled warmly.
''When a male penguin is sweet on a female penguin, he searches the entire beach to find the perfect pebble to present to her.'' It was the voice Shizuru Fujino would burn down the world for. The Raven wearing only a white shirt and a pair of black briefs walked towards the chestnut haired girl, and kneeled down right in front of her, then she placed a single kiss on Shizuru's bare legs before continuing her speech.
''When he finally finds it, he waddles over and presents the stone by placing it at her feet. If she accepts, they'll be life-long mates... ''
She looked up at the crimson gaze, she had a naive and childish face, a little embarrassed of her childishly romantic side. Shizuru looked at the pebble once again and placed it in her palm, the placing her palm to her heart.
''I love you Natsuki Kuga...'' She smiled back like a little kid. Natsuki jumped on the girl in joy and the two wrestled under the sheets, kissing their bodies whenever they got a chance, laughing constantly...
''Come on let's have breakfast. I make awesome pancakes!'' Natsuki said in joy.
''Ara Ara how would I ever miss my Natsuki showing off her cooking skills...'' Shizuru smiled warmly as she hugged the Raven behind crossing her arms over Natsuki's neck.
''Alright! Here we go!'' and Natsuki rose up carrying Shizuru piggyback.
''I can even flip them high in the air you know!''
Shizuru laughed, tightened her grip, and placed a single kiss on her lover's cheek...