Before you hate me remember that I would never let Edward die without marrying Bella first. Then I may have to kill him for not marrying me instead. Anyway I know you aren't going to enjoy, but Enjoy!
Chapter 10 Suicidal
Edward's POV
I was standing in the middle of the room alone with a gun. It was all too easy, and I couldn't believe Alice would leave me alone when I was in so much pain, and so close to a deadly gun. But first I needed to write and explain to Esme and Carlisle, they wouldn't understand without an explanation. It only took me about five minutes to write the letter, but my hand trembled tremendously from the pain it caused.
Dear Carlisle and
Esme,
I'm sorry I have to go but the pain is just too much, Alice
will explain everything. Thank you for everything. Take care of
yourselves. I love you.
I'm so very sorry, Edward.
I sealed it and put it on the counter where Alice would find it as soon as she walked in the door. I then pointed the gun at my heart, where the center of the pain was. Thoughts of Bella filled my head; I would die thinking of the good times with her.
I pulled the trigger and I was engulfed in physical pain. All I could do now was wait for Alice to come back. Then again maybe I would just bleed to death. My visions of Bella became so real I pretended she was there begging me not to die.
sorry its so short(ok you caught me I'm not sorry) and you can blame countrydoglover for me turning evil I learned it all from her, don't worry the next chapter will be up soon unless someone comes and kills me in my sleep then I guess it will never be up.