***WARNING: This chapter contains R-18 smut starting below the first horizontal line and ending above the last horizontal line***

Chapter 10: My Blue Valentine

Eren fiddled with his fingers nervously as he waited for Levi to call him. He had spent all day listening to how everyone was going to spend the reminder of valentine's. Armin and Annie had started it off early and had left the day before to the middle of nowhere Utah to enjoy some skiing for the following three days. Everyone else had less expensive plans like spending the night eating at a fancy restaurant or simply binge watching romantic movies on netlfix. He on the other hand, had no remote idea of what Levi had in store for him… although he did have an idea of what he wanted to give Levi.

"Wait for my call when you get back from class, showering is not necessary" Levi had called him that very morning and had given no further details.

Whatever Levi could have been planning for anyways? Eren continued fiddling with his fingers and checking his phone every five minutes until finally the machine started singing. He went to pick up the phone and almost let it slip from his hands before answering it with a stuttering voice.

"H-Hello Levi?" Eren basically mumbled and managed a chuckle from the other side of the call.

"Hey prince, come outside I came over to pick you up" Levi spoke and Eren nodded to his voice.

"I'll be right out, see ya in a b-bit!" Eren replied and hung up quickly dashing out of his room in direction to the exit of his dorm.

Outside on the parking was Levi waiting for him in a warm winter jacket and baggy pants with his combat boots. Snow had started to fall and the cold wind burnt Eren's cheeks a little as he stepped out of the warmth of the dorm. Levi looked handsome as he leaned on his celica's hood simply wearing a seductive smile as he stared at Eren.

"Hey, c'mon we'll get cold out here" He spoke up and made a hand gesture to call Eren over before he turned on his feet and got back in his car.

Eren giggled and hurriedly made his way to the passenger seat. He plopped on the chair and closed the door so his boyfriend could drive away. Now that they were on their way to whatever place Levi had in mind maybe it was a good time to ask what the man was thinking.

"We're going to my apartment in case you were going to ask" Levi replied as he stopped before a red light. "Thought maybe we could share dinner and eat some ice cream while we bathe in my jacuzzi"

Eren's cheeks turned scarlet as Levi gave him the details with a mischievous smile on his face. Eren shrunk into the seat, embarrassed by what his perverted mind was picturing, and bit his lower lip only managing to look cuter in Levi's eyes.

"Hey, you don't have to be embarrassed about this it's not like I haven't seen you naked before"

"Shut up" Eren mumbled his blush reaching the tip of his ears.

Levi took a hand off the wheel to pet Eren's head lovingly managing to make Eren feel a little more okay with himself.

"Let's enjoy our valentine's day however we feel comfortable as okay?"

Levi had whipped up the best dinner Eren had had all year. Nothing better than a classic spaghetti and meatballs with a sauce that had the slightest tinge of wine to taste. Simple, but definitely the best meal yet. Having finished with dinner and with the whole of Levi's impressively large apartment lit by candlelight, Eren and his boyfriend sat on a fluffy carpet by the L shaped sofa in Levi's living room. Waiting for the Jacuzzi to fill up, the couple were chitchatting to pass up the time. Eren told Levi about how nervous he had been all day and Levi told Eren about how he had been actually worrying about the outcome of their first valentine's day. Eren thought it a little out of character but it only revealed more of his senior's kind side. That all on its own made Eren thrice as happy.

A beep was heard from the bathroom, Levi's Jacuzzi had a sensor for when it filled up and it was currently telling them the tub was ready to go. Eren smirked mischievously and Levi was forced to roll his eyes as he tried to hold in a smile. The couple got up from their position and Eren went on to take off all his clothes on the way to the bathroom.

"You better pick them up later brat!" Levi exclaimed following after him.

"I will! Now come on! Oooooh! The water is so warm! Ah look at all these bubbles! Levi they smell like vanilla!" Eren had basically hopped into the foamy and bubbly Jacuzzi at the far wall facing the wall. Levi's bathroom was big, multi faucet shower with a type of water massage system, and two sinks for some reason. The walls and floor were all out of white granite tiles and everything looked so clean it brought tears to Eren's eyes.

"Yeah, thought it would be nice to get scented bubbles in" Levi finally arrived at the bathroom and started removing his clothes setting them neatly by the bathroom's sink before joining Eren in the tub.

"Oh?" Eren moved to cuddle Levi and the older man grunted as he made sure both of them wouldn't drown in their current Eren-between-his-legs-and-hogging-his-chest position. "Then it really was a good idea" Eren spoke in sing song as he straightened himself to kneel between Levi's legs.

Levi flinched as he felt Eren's hands wonder southward his face flushing a bit when they rested upon his inner thighs. He quickly got over himself and moved his hands to rub Eren's thighs. The bubbles in the bath concealed everything going on below the surface, it made things more exciting to both males point of view. Eren decided to lean forward and kiss Levi on the lips. It was merely a peck and he chuckled against the older man's lips.

"Are we going to do something tonight shortie?" Eren asked teasingly his face still a hair's breadth away from Levi's.

"Well aren't you the perverted little rascal… are you sure you'd like to do something tonight?" Levi asked his hand reaching to caress the younger's face.

"Well it is Valentine's day…" Eren mused out loud making a pouty face before Levi simply grinned and kissed him softly on the lips.

"I'm ready if you are so… if the mood takes us there…" Levi separated their lips for a few seconds to speak before they were glued back together.

Eren took his arms out of the water to wrap them around his lover's shoulders, bubbles sticking all over them and rolling off them eventually and covering parts of Levi's chest. They continued kissing tenderly at a slow tempo eventually their pecks turning into deep kisses. The only sounds they could hear were of swishing water, loud lip smacking and their hearts which threatened to run away from their chests.

"Eren" Levi grumbled between breaths the boy refusing to let up on their kissing.

"If we keep this up we'll end up with too much excitement to handle before we get out" Levi managed to lean back enough to keep Eren from attacking his lips for enough time for him to speak.

"…So be it?" Eren meant to sound determined and maybe sexy but it came out as more of a shy inquiry.

Levi laughed and rolled his eyes before he carefully shifted their positions so that Eren was the one pinned between the jacuzzi's wall and a man's body. Levi began kissing Eren's neck, sucking and biting on this single spot at the start of the right side of the younger's neck. Eren didn't bother muffling his moans as he held on to Levi's back, his feet were moving a lot as all his blood suddenly started rushing south. While Levi was using a hand to hold his weight, the other hand was dead set on toying around with Eren's rising erection. The younger wanted to do something in return but had been unable to as he quickly degraded to a lewd mess that could barely articulate words much less move coherently.

"Eren, you're so cute" Levi commented as he raised his head to meet Eren's clouded eyes. "I'd love to see more of those dirty expressions of yours"

Levi teased him further, his mouth dedicated to eat up Eren's lips as his hand pumped Eren's shaft fiercely. Eren's mind could no longer keep his animal instincts in check and as such, he had gone from being a passive mess to being a savage bottom. His body arched in order to have more contact with Levi's skin and he started responding to Levi's ruthless attack on his lips with equally ruthless retaliations. Acknowledging in his beastly state that Levi was having a hard time keeping their weight with Eren holding on to him, he took both his hands to the jacuzzi's bottom and simply wrapped his legs around Levi's waist forcing the man to use both his hands to keep himself in their current position.

"The tub's getting small for us Levi" Eren's voice was low and hot to Levi's ears, they were both panting and Levi was holding up on groaning as he felt his own erection rub up against Eren's. "We might drown here~"

"I agree, let's wash these bubbles off us" Levi replied biting Eren's lower lip afterwards dragging out a sexy smile from the younger.

The couple got out of the bubbly Jacuzzi quick and while Eren made his way to the big shower with see through glass doors and massage mechanism, Levi went over to the sinks and took out a small bottle and a packet from one of the drawers to the left and below the first sink before joining Eren. He turned on the shower and as they kissed and rubbed each other's shafts they washed off all the foam and bubbles over their bodies. Levi turned off the shower's normal feature and turned it to mist. He opened the bottle and lead Eren to be against the shower's wall.

"You want… to do this here?" Levi asked, half nervous and half unsure.

Eren smiled sweetly and pulled Levi close to him.

"It's alright, would you like me to stretch myself?" Eren asked while his hand wrapped around the bottle Levi held, Eren was nervous his hand was shaking a little.

"I-I can do it for you" Levi replied stammering, which surprised Eren and made him blush scarlet red. Whatever feral instincts he had had, quieted down to allow him to be embarrassed.

Eren nodded and separated his legs, Levi soaked his fingers in lube and proceeded to prod Eren's ass. Watching over his younger lover's every reaction, he carefully inserted a finger Eren's face wrapping a little to show discomfort.

"I'm sorry, try to stay relaxed okay?" Levi replied pecking Eren on his lips as he moved his finger inside the younger. At a cautious pace, Levi inserted a second finger and even a third. His cheeks flushed and he felt his dick throb when Eren let out a loud moan when his fingers brushed against a certain area. After a few minutes of Levi stretching the younger, Levi felt it'd be safe for him to use something other than his fingers. His body was warm, Eren's lewd noises had been driving him crazy but he had been strong enough as to not give in to his primal instincts.

"Eren…turn around and bend over a little" Levi asked sounding oddly pleading as he carefully ripped open the packet he had brought with him and rolled on the condom

The brunette did as his lover asked and even went on to stick out his butt managing to look insanely inviting. Levi positioned his shaft on Eren's entrance who's body tensed a little in nerves. The older man asked him to use the wall as support while he wrapped his free arm around the younger's waist holding him tight.

"You can ask me to stop whenever you want, you know that right?" Levi said before resting his lips against the back of Eren's neck.

"I know…" Eren replied chuckling afterwards. He breathed in and out Levi feeling him ease up on his nerves as the younger did so.

A loud pained moan reverberated against the bathroom walls followed by a deep groan. Eren had balled his hands into fists as his breath caught and his face flushed red to the tip of his ears. He grunted adjusting to Levi's length inside him the older still trying to figure out what to do with himself.

"Eren you're so tight and warm… holy" Levi found himself unable to articulate further as he ran both his hands up and down Eren's sides.

Eren chuckled, drowning a little pain by doing so and moved his hips so that Levi's shaft thrust in and out of him. Surprised by Eren's decision at first, Levi could only groan and pant as the younger took the matter of moving things along into his own hands. Levi growled against Eren's ear as he placed his hands on the green eyed young man's hips and started thrusting himself making the latter moan in a mix of pain and pleasure. They managed a rhythm, Eren biting his lower lip to keep the intense wave of pleasure and emotions from turning him insane and Levi letting himself lose it.

Their wet bodies somehow fit like a puzzle, their bodies were now one. The feeling of skin on skin contact drove them both eager to be closer, to be further connected, urged them to have more of the other. They didn't need words to understand each other, to know what the other wanted… to know how to drive themselves to the edge. It was something Levi wasn't familiar with, something Eren had only dreamed of someday having. They felt like the world would collapse and they wouldn't care, because their world could not be harmed, their feelings, their bond, could never falter.

Levi moaned pleased as he felt Eren's walls squeeze him and suck him further in, the latter managing to bite into his lip as he did his best to hold in the searing feeling in his gut from spilling over.

"L-Levi!" Eren exclaimed pleadingly, the younger had failed on holding the burning sensation at bay as Levi's thrusting brushed and hit his most sensible spot over and over again.

The silver eyed man did not fail to hear his plead as he dug his teeth on Eren's shoulder and one of his hands dedicated itself to Eren's throbbing cock.

"Oh gods Eren…" Levi said between breaths, his body got painfully warm, his thick erection pulsating inside Eren, his climax coming over him faster by the second. "I love you"

He froze at the moment and his mouth remained open as if he were trying to scream. He felt so good, so damn good. Pleasure shot through him from his penis to all corners of his body, it washed over him and wiped his head clean of anything else but the feeling and Eren.

Eren felt the man spasm behind him as he came and before the brunette could think anything about it, he came with a soft mew his head falling down as his body threatened to give up on the groundbreaking sensation taking over his body. Panting and shaking to keep themselves standing, the couple began to laugh weakly.

"Okay, that was crazy… I didn't get to kiss you on the mouth once!" Eren commented between pants.

"Sorry about that, I just thought it might be more comfortable that way…" Levi replied his breathing getting calmer. "We should have used the bed, we could have managed a better position"

He slipped out of Eren and the younger spun around faster than lightning to kiss him full on the mouth.

"That wasn't bad for my sorta first time though" Eren said in sing song keeping his lips close to Levi's. "Although I have a feeling tomorrow I won't be able to stand up from bed"

"Hopefully you will be able to" Levi said rolling his eyes and pecking Eren on the lips. "Let's finish washing up?"

"I'll rub your back for you!" Eren said excited and earned a soft head butt from Levi.

"Of course brat"

The next morning Levi was the first to wake up. The man found himself holding a peacefully asleep Eren whose long lashes shone curiously as the morning sunlight touched them. The young man had his soft brown hair ruffled greatly as they had gone to sleep with their hair wet. Levi couldn't help but chuckle as he appreciated how it stuck out in different angles. He stirred in his sleep and mumbled some incomprehensible thing before Levi kissed his forehead and carefully let him out of his arms.

The raven haired man quietly went about his usual morning routine. After a quick shower to wash away his usual morning grogginess, he set himself to do breakfast in his open kitchen equipped with all possible kitchen equipment. A morning-after omelet sounded like a good thing to surprise Eren with and so he gave himself the job of cooking it up. A few minutes of cooking and another few of organizing things into a wooden bed table, Levi had finished preparing breakfast and walked over to his room with it at hand.

"Eren" He called as he sat down careful not to spill over the table as he did. "Wake up snotty piece of shit"

Eren giggled as he brought himself to mid open his eyes. He was going to come back at him with some smart remark but stopped himself when he saw that his lover had brought him breakfast to bed. His eyes opened wide with surprise and he carefully sat up on bed to look at Levi with a bright smile plastered on his face. His cheeks were tainted red as he made for grabby hands towards Levi.

"Good morning! I… thanks" He finally spoke and Levi set the table on the middle of the bed so they could both eat from it. "God, I love you." Eren said after he gulped down a sip of orange juice.

"I love you too brat. You feeling okay?" Levi asked inspecting Eren for any sign of sore muscles.

"Yes as a matter of fact. Hmm, what are we going to do today?" The brunette inquired beaming.

"Well maybe we could actually get you started on studying for that upcoming chemistry exam you have in a few weeks"

"Oh come ooooooon" Eren whined but only got Levi to look at him in a scolding matter.

"No buts, we're picking up your books and getting you to study so eat up shitty brat"

"Fine" Eren made a pouty face and continued eating his breakfast.

As they finished up, Levi rose his gaze from his plate after only a few seconds of not watching Eren's face and came to shock himself when he saw a trail of red coming out of Eren's nose. A drop fell on the bed table and Eren froze as he came to realize what it was.

"Eren…is that…?"

Eren looked at Levi in the eyes and chuckled as he took his hand to cover his nose.

"Shit, I thought that wouldn't happen anymore! How embarrassing!" He said and went on to get up from bed.

Levi noticed Eren skin's pale though, he noticed the despair that had flashed in his eyes when he saw that drop of blood.

"Eren wait-"

But Eren didn't get out of the room. He collapsed on the floor as more blood gushed out of his nose. Levi frantically got on his feet and down to huddle Eren in his arms, calling him shaking him carefully, trying to wake him up.

"Eren c'mon wake up, you fucking idiot!" He called but got no response, it wasn't much but Eren had gotten colder to his touch. "Eren!"

He quickly reached for his cell phone and dialed 911. He was about to lose it, he didn't want to believe what this was all pointing to. How could he have ignored it for so long? He was going to be a doctor for god's sake! Eren, was sick. He was direly sick and he hadn't seen through all the signs. The pills, the bruising, his nosebleeds… Carla and Mikasa being so grateful that he was with them. He was an idiot. Levi felt like he could, for the first time in a very long time, cry his soul out.

"Why didn't you tell me…?"

/ /WARNING IT ONLY GETS PAINFUL FROM HERE ON OUT. Happy late Christmas and since I don't know if I'll finish the next chapter before new years, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Sorry for being away for so long, school was a bummer and I had a major writer's block from all the pressure this semester put on me by the end of it. I'm already working on the next chapter! I came to terms with some stuff at the beginning of the semester and now I'm finding it a bit hard to write smut mostly because I freak myself out. It's coming to pass though and I hope to go back to my sappy smut style soon… but for now have some harsh sexy times! If you see any mistakes please make sure to tell me! I'm not a native English speaker and I make mistakes and I'd love to correct them~! . / /